Monday, June 22
21:45
back frm seniors camp and the worst weekend i've been through.
sleep has nv been so impt to me before.
seniors camp plus trngs doesnt go tgt at all.
i nearly died on sat, but was much better on sunday.
seniors camp, hrmpf.
was okay lah but i missed out quite alot cos of trng.
but i didnt know packing store could be fun too :D
thank god, for my friends and esp my family to be there for me.
i think i'm v blessed.
and i'm really glad.
and my bro was damn super nice to me this week.
i mean, he wasnt bad at all before lah.
and sis was away while i was away at camp too.
SHE WENT DIVING AGAIN! and she's gg to go for DM soon.
i want to go tooooooo D:
family dinner yday and came home to GINO! :D
love my lz doggie.
felt so comfortable to be home.
i love everything bout school minus everything from econs.
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the feeling tt felt so familiar.
i'd rather not see it, but i did.
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so why am i doing this to myself.
theres like COMPLETELY no reason why i should be there alr.
and its ridiculous to feel this way but i'm sorry i cant help it.
forget it, just forget it. i can live my own life.
monday outing again, for TP recce and dinner at rail mall!
went to harry's.
and had a great ride home, on kok's bike! shiokness.
and so my day was somewhat good actually.
i love my pup.
though its sleeping like a pig.
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and i got a puppy, seriously. :D
my mum bought a toy poodle! :D she placed her order last week and surprised us yday. i was the last to know cos i reached home the latest. and its only 2 months old now! SO CUTE.
and his name changed from number/new (wch me and my sis rejected) , lele, fudge, to the current one, GINO. nthg's confirmed yet though.
:D :D :D
i played w the dog before i slept yday, i woke up and played w it for awhile before gg for trng. my day started off great!
trng wasnt gd at all, post trng wasnt fantastic.
in fact it sucked.
i could have chosen to make it great, but i didnt.
it really doesnt feel gd when its like tt everytime. though i know i'm too picky and too sensitive.
but i felt it really wasnt my day, my threshold for harmless remarks is v v v much lowered, making me really v irritated when i could just laugh and enjoy myself.
i'm sorry i had to do this to myself.
but i came home to the pup!
and it cheered me up cos it ran and slipped.
teehee.
and i am gg to make myself enjoy pre trng, during trng, and post trng.
i know its all up to me.
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trngs, and rest day yday and today.
and so it was dog farm and ecp for blading/cycling yday.
fun but so tired.
i wanna get a dog, SERIOUSLY.
blading was fun :D and ziyi made me fly on my blades. wheeee.
pp for dinner and bitches start to bitch.
and the journey home was so long.
dun feel really well now, abit feverish and just wanna be in bed but i cant fall aslp.
i think it should be rest day today.
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i dun like it like that.
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