Sunday, May 31
22:46
rawr.
yay its my bro's bday today.
missed trng and went out w family for some food in the morning. ):
wenta tunglok seafood at arena country club, NICE.
i dun wanna miss trng, but its quality time w family after so damn long, i like (:
though my sis is not there cos she's enjoying herself in london! i saw her fb pictures, the place is like how nice. i am so gonna earn big money to travel everywhere! HA HA HA.
okay sundown 10k after trng yday. yes we completed the run, but we had to like cab back w midnight charge frm changi. CHANGI TO JURONG, how crazy is tt.
and i think..
shit. i'm in deep shit.
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anndlearnhowtofly
i feel really disturbed by smth and i just figured out what it was.
HI BITCH,
i'm sorry my family is not as rich as yours and i dun own a car, so i'll panic and worry when your mighty prof father knocked into the honda holding the nice people, and wch in turn knocked into my sister's car driven by a driver w an attitude problem, me.
yah man whats the big deal abt the small bump man. i'm SO SORRY i made such a big fuss out of it.
and so whats the big deal bout me being petty, like the whole wide world must know, shuting makes a big fuss out of nthg!
yah and naive enough to think tt people will try to stand up for me.
HA HA.
joke.
sorry for being so petty and unforgiving, i cant help it.
but thanks for the rest, who helped me so much on tt long-ago-day.
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anndlearnhowtofly
ogays.
this has been neglected for SO LONG, cos i am SO LAZY.
anw, all i have been doing nowadays is trng, out w the girls, trng, meetup w MOBS, trng.
tt is about all. haha.
went to doreen's 21st yday! stayover at her chalet until today.
and doreen was a really good host.
i can nv be even half as good as her, so should i even have a party?! grr.
came home, and my mum accompanied me to go tui na at je. i think the sinseh wanted my life. the sinseh and his 2 accomplices laughed at me. -.-
dinner w the MOBS at IMM, trip to qianhu was cancelled in the end. and they're now at mustafa, after endless persuasions for me and darren to go. haha.
double session tmr, and then MEETUP W BESTEST AND SEY! :D
yayeeee.
wed trng and GM.
thurs trng, and out w the girls. :D
fri picnic, and bball?!
sat double session, sundown.
sunday trng, movie marathon w the MOBS.
my schedule is not packed at all, really.
one more month to the big day.
its really time to push beyond what i think i can/cant do.
my shoulders are aching like mad now and idk what to do w it.
help.
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anndlearnhowtofly
camp ended on sunday, real trng has started.
the mixed trng camp was alright, trained and played games and bonded.
muscle aches and had to really drag myself out of bed everyday.
went back to NTU for GF walk through on monday. w the super bad aches, had to climb stairs and duckwalk! omg. anw we went for movie at jp after the walk through. elvin came to sch to pick us up! watched wolverine, and we went for xlb buffet at hollandv after tt :D
trng yday at kallang. woke up late and had to cab down, freaking 28 bucks. wth.
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its impossible to not like people who allow me to pinch them, though v not willingly (:
first sea trng today, everyone having muscle aches and everthing.
i have trouble walking now.
met up w the clikue just now, was so tired but i had a great time.
and i am so sad i didnt play ball for so long alr. i'm really really losing touch.
after what, bout 8 years?
sigh, i always say i nv really liked bball, but i'm gonna take back my words now.
and they were saying how retarded my lower body is alr, and i really agree. and they said its cos db always sit and only require us to use our upper. how true is tt man?
db camp tmr to sunday.
and i still think...
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anndlearnhowtofly
okay been a few days since i'm back from malacca!
the day before malacca was at andy's playing wii. so fun, and ended up a few of us didnt sleep at all. wii is only fun when there are people playing w you. my wii's rotting at home ): wanted to prawn initially, but alot of people there so we didnt.
afamosa was a great trip w the progs. just tt it is so inconvenient w/o our own transport to travel ard inside the resort. its worse than NTU 100 times cos its so much bigger. so have to wait for the shuttle bus to pick us around.
paintballed, cowboytowned, slacked, slept.
and then to seafood at jb! the place i went to w wenjie the other time. damn cheap cos it was subsidized w our leftover funds heh.
cabbed home from woodlands, reached home at 930pm, dropped stuff and bathed and out again by 1020pm. walas w the progs! darren came to jurong to pick us up :D the music was damn gd, it was so nice to chill there. supper, talked, and cj sent us home.
meeting for nc yday at cityhall. sports camp will be here soon!
first trng after exams yday, and it wasnt good.
mayb i really am a loser, not doing my best when i should during trng, not wanting to mix and go out after trng.
i feel tt i'm such a burden, i'm so sick of myself.
it wasnt a gd start, it really was not.
i miss the 2 weeks holiday already.
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