Thursday, April 30
12:46
suffering from post dive trip syndrome.
D:
been lazing and stuck in my house for the past few days. shiokness.
yet to really settle down, and am gg to msia again tmr for prog retreat!
stayover at andy's tonight.
and when i come back, its trng time.
i am so super lazy to pack my bag.
and i am so glad+grateful+thankful my saviour helped me return the hall keys, so i dun have to go back hall today. HEHE.
and i made scramble eggs just now, which tasted like the macs one. :D
i just told my mum i wanna go diving again.
haha.
and i asked her did she even worry when i went diving, she immediately replied ' no, for what, everything's fated. '
tell me, i have a cool mum.
HURRRRRRR so lazy! how!
mayb i should meetup w my friends.
I WANNA PLAY BALL!
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly
hello! :D
exams are over! woohoo.
okay my last paper ended a few days back alr, so i'm actually quite slow eh.
exams were not alright, it nv was.
so i have no idea how i'd fare. i just wanna clear all of them. brr.
and I JUST CAME BACK FRM MY FIRST DIVE TRIP!
yes it was at dayang and it was DAMN FUN. i love it.
first time seeing everything down in the sea for real and not from tv/pictures is just awesome.
though it was only 2 days, it was a fulfilling exp.
POK. BURY THE HATCHET. after sharing the pillow for one night. hahah.
trip there was damn long though, like 2.5 hours bus+4 hours ferry.
and we were saying how the journey frm mersing to dayang was damn memorable, cos of the illegal-immigrant-condition of the smaller boat we had to take to get onto the ferry itself.
but the dives are definitely worth the journey. (:
and it helps w fun people all around! there were this group of firefighters and paramedics w us on this trip and they told us of some special situations during their jobs. which was really quite interesting.
ahhhh, i miss the place alr.
i sooooo am gg to dive again!
will be bz this week, when i supposedly will be quite free.
sighhhhhhh.
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly
now, Leah Shooter also has a utility fn of U=rootM and is a basketball player also starting college, similar to Mia.
SO CORNY.
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly
ah, i'm gg crazy.
was doing hw111 assignment, supposed to write a resume. submitted it last sat btw.
and so i dunno why, i kept thinking bout the resume i've written. up til now.
why am i doing what i'm doing now?
sch would def have been better, if it wasnt so competitive, if ppl werent so selfish, if i had more friends in my course.
sigh.
and i started thinking bout those days spent in camelot.
random, but yes.
i miss those ppl who took so much care of me. okay all of us looked out for each other.
so fun. (:
okay i concluded its the studying tt makes me think irritationally.
Mia Dribble has a utility fn of U=rootM. In addition, Mia is a basketball star starting her......
Mia's first name is dribble, and she plays bball.
like, whatttttt?
it feels so weird to not see phoenixes for so long!
had a short and sweet 2 hour dinner break just now though.
was really late, lucky my bro lent me his car!
it feels so gd to see those who really know you and whom you really know.
really.
and ppl, ITS TIME TO SAVE UP FOR OUR SUPPOSED END OF YEAR TAIWAN TRIP!
i cant wait! :D
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly
so disappointed.
i really really wanna hate you.
tell me, how to?
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly
how sad. ):
like when are things going to go my way?
i hope eventually it does.
even sworvoski is really rejecting me.
wth.
studied abit more than everyday today.
w stephy.
at my fav macs (:
dinner w my bro and michelle just now.
have been eating gd food these few days.
tt day went to santa fe at marina south pier after picking my mum from the airport.
atmosphere was great, but not gd for people who gets seasick easily since we're dining on a moving old ship.
and my bro always have smth quite funny to say, like how the name salonpas came abt.
went through my FIRST db race last weekend.
the feeling was great!
more to come.
aye damn depressed now lah.
stupid rejection.
WALAU.
and i cant be happier its the last week of tutorials.
it really is quite sick now to see people i dun really wanna see.
though there are still people who do really care, and i really am grateful of.
but.
I REALLY AM STILL V PISSED.
wth did i do wrong man. its really not like i dun wanna do anything.
fuck off you.
dun show me your stupid attitude when i def deserve better.
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly
i am trying to do what i can, but what can i do when all i can do now is beg?
pathetic.
not like i didnt try, i really am reading up on the whatever hegemony i dun even know what it is.
it really sucks, when you have no friends in your course.
fuck.
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly