when i think about you,
nothing else seems to be.
i drift to a beautiful place,

and i find you there,
waiting for me.
when you fill my mind, i feel there's nothing
i couldn't do.

i find my inner strength,
when my heart is full of you.
you take my hand so gently,
for my heart you already hold.

your arms so strong around me,
ours is a love story still being told.
a sweet, peaceful feeling
surrounds my very soul,
when i feel you near me,

i know you'll never let go.
you're always there for me,
and i'll forever be here for you.
there'll never be an ending,
to a love so pure and true.


Sunday, December 28

23:23

fell sick cos of insufficient rest.
sigh.

NC first recce was..uh..HAHA.
ohwell,it's the FIRST recce what.
elvin drove while i was the supposed navigator,wch proved to be somewhat useless haha.
but was dead tired cos of trng early tt morning.
ended at bout 2+, koksing sent me back on his bike. damn shiok but damn super cold.

ahheee cut down trng this coming week, but my schedule's still damn packed.
cant wait to meet up w friends though.

well, as long as friends are gd as friends, what more shud i expect? (:

i think i need more rest.
i feel tt fever's coming back.

and somehow, i miss tt particular day..

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Friday, December 26

16:15

christmas's over!
truckloads of fun :D

dinner w family on christmas eve was fantastic. talked and joked til late. very late. slacked abit, before xiaoyi sent me over to cheryl's for a drinking session w the girls who're there alr! my bro and michelle, hearing tt i was gg to drink, taught me the thumbs master game. it was quite fun actually, and it is really a drinking game. went off frm cheryl's at ard 3+, headed over to hong's to slpover.

brunched and grocery shopped to prepare for potluck at yvonne's at night! :D
the christmas tree at yvonne's hse is VERY VERY VERY PRETTTTTTTY! its so big i think it reached the 2nd level. damn pretttttty ah. slacked and gift exchanged, before bro came to pick me up.

and my favourite season of the year is over, with just the blink of an eye.

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Wednesday, December 24

17:08

monday was one of my happiest days, after so long.
metup w pjnball girls early in the morning back in pj to play nball!
tiring, but duper fun.
and its the first time i saw baby gina after she went to aussie! :D
cant wait to play nball again w them, cant wait for CNY :D

metup w elvin stella and kok after tt to discuss bout NC.
yay gg to recce come fri :D

and then, another meetup, w my MOST BELOVED JURONG BBALL GIRLS.
it was like, first time we met up after we left jss?
the feeling of stopping rgs's winning streak, their consecutive 6 years of getting the national championship during cdiv.i tell you, it's priceless. only the 12 of us will know how does it feel like, plus our v beloved coach.
a sense of nostalgia.
though we went through many petty quarrels and squabbles, it just made us closer and stronger.
ANGYIQIN WAS NOT THERE GRRRR.
you better turn up for our cny meetup ah!
yiwei wasnt there as well!
and we called mschua too late, she couldnt make it ):
cant wait for our nxt meetup!

really, one of my best days.


ahhh.christmas.. (:
gg to have a small gathering w my family later.
my applepie's baking in the oven!
bro and michelle's in the kitchen preparing dinner alr :D
the warmth of family love :D
okay, i suppose i shud go back to help w the christmas tree.even didi's here, and he's helping me w the reindeer hahaha.



and seriously, all i want for christmas..
sigh.


okay,okay, the christmas tree's waiting.

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Saturday, December 20

13:34

:D
yay i'm typing this entry on my new aluminum macbook!
macbook is love!

okay anw, i'm able to be typing here NOW cos i didnt go for trng at kallang this morning. had diarrhoea since yday night, and i dunno what did i eat wrong. but much better now cos of tt few bottles of baojiyuan! feel so sad, cos i missed one of the rare trngs at KALLANG. its back to faraway bedok again tmr ]: hurhur.

loads of stuff happened the past weeks.
actually its the same few things lah, IHG, trngs, meetups.
DB camp, metup w s11, db batch outing, etc. i went out w jumbo/old-man-w-undiagnosed-split-personality the other day too! :D :D
and i think i'm really losing track of time. i feel tt SO MUCH is happening but i cant keep up. so many meetups and i didnt note it down, i cant remember what i actually have on tt day itself. now i feel weird when i have free time for even half a day. seriously, why am i complaining. sigh.
I NEED MORE TIME.

have been driving my sis's car for the past week cos she's not in town. brought the u21 national hockey girls for some competition in msia i think. having a car is so convenient, I WANT ONE TOO. ]: and tmr will be the last day i have to spend w the mitsubishi colt before the new mazda comes ]:

ppl do really change, don't they?
some meetup to just show faces, others really do wanna catch up.
haiya it was quite a disappointment.
but oh well, there'll be more chances to i guess.

AND SOOSUXIAN YOU BZ GIRL!
stephy and me are still waiting!



and all i want for christmas..

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Tuesday, December 9

12:17

MY GOODNESS.
the back of my knees are aching like i dunno what now!
and yes, i completed 42.195 on sunday!
well,was an experience, wasnt really fantastic.
thinking of sundown..am i crazy.

went to collect the racepack on fri w my favourite old man who wants to reach by 12.there was a queue alr lah,so we queued for like 1 hour before getting to the counter.at least it wasnt more than an hour lah.and it was def much better than the nike one.

anw yea, marathon was an experience.
and was damn cui after tt,w like,what,less than 3 hours of slp before the run at sam's hse? and i scratched her awake i'm so sorry hahaha.
and luckily bro michelle and mummy wenta marina barrage, so they could pick me up!yay.

anw marina barrage's damn damn damn nice at night, at like 12am in the morning when ppl can FLOORPLAY.hahaha okay random.still the scenery's really gd.and i still rmb that was the day i became a bahyee like out of nthg. -.- i still love my friends/teammates/worldmates/sportscampmates lah :D

out for dinner at seletar country club w my family and aunty for mummy's early bday celeb. :D tt place is damn super nice, v cooling and relaxing.went from the restaurant to the pub side and chilled out there.talked quite abit,and the chocolate shake was damn thick!i like! :D cut cake,talked somemore,before gg home, and i think i snored in the car.DAMN TIRED LAH.oh and i think mummy's damn cool cos she's got an agnes b bag now hahaha.
and did i say i love my family alot? (:

couldnt walk when i woke up the following day,missed out on the programmers' outing D: i am so sorry. slacked at home for the whole day,rubbing on muscle rub.preparing for my ihg game today.and i finish watching hotshot!
okay initially i thought it was a super lame show so i abandoned it after watching first part of ep 1.sey said it was funny,so i continued watching.luozixiang's so funny i kept laughing out loud,i think i look stupid.its super exaggerated but its a really funny show haha.

ihg this morning,nball against hall 8.played for 3 quarts i cant believe it,w my immobility.at least we still won! :D we had great players,great supporters. :D nxt game shud be thurs, i hope my legs will be better alr.

am in hall, but am gg home soon.its my mummy's actual bday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
we all love you and i think you know that haha :D

okay now i'm worried bout db camp come fri.
I WILL SURVIVE.

and i'm looking forward,really,to meetups w my long lost friends.
HELLO WHERE HAVE YOU ALL BEEN!
ESP SOOSUXIAN!STEPHY AND ME ARE WAITING FOR YOU!
i saw lam and yiwei during the marathon too.i wanna meetup!
o6s11! :D sooooon!
princesses?
fr shawn chari!

and i really pray that all my friends are well.
though i'm still quite depressed.
someone actuaally did cheer me up yday,by asking me to "cheer up,cheer up." nice try ah.

i am ready for another challenge,mentally yes,physically,not yet.
soon,soon.


i think,luck is running out.
but i still think its gonna be you.

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly

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