when i think about you,
nothing else seems to be.
i drift to a beautiful place,
and i find you there,
waiting for me.
when you fill my mind, i feel there's nothing
i couldn't do.
i find my inner strength,
when my heart is full of you.
you take my hand so gently,
for my heart you already hold.
your arms so strong around me,
ours is a love story still being told.
a sweet, peaceful feeling
surrounds my very soul,
when i feel you near me,
i know you'll never let go.
you're always there for me,
and i'll forever be here for you.
there'll never be an ending,
to a love so pure and true.


Saturday, June 28
00:14

liar,liar,pants on fire.


sigh,tell me,am i stupid? or do i just look like an idiot who's clueless bout everything tt's happening ard me?
and the worse part is when truth is disclosed,stupid excuses are still made.still could try to joke bout it,when i am at the other side, despaired, disappointed.
this is really,really frustrating and annoying.



i am at a loss now.
what shud i do?



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meetup w lam and yiwei was still great. (:
and tt stupid lam cant stop complaining bout tt VERY LITTLE AMOUNT of sugar peanuts he lost a VERY LONG TIME AGO.
NOT MY FAULT OKAY.but he still chose to sit away from me in the cinema today haha.


stayover at bw's was not bad too.
swam,mahjonged,pokered,blackjacked,bridged,slacked,nearly orphanaged.
ended up cj-ed abit before we all couldnt take it.
her dad sent us home the nxt morning (:

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sigh,i really dunno what to do now.

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Sunday, June 22
16:26

i had a very bad day yday.
i am still having a bad day today.

veryveryveryvery pissed off.
now i am trying to recall if anyone called me stubborn and defensive before.mayb there is but none tt i can rmb.

i dun think i am unfriendly towards my friends.
so anyone who dunno me,save your comments to yourself.it will v much be appreciated.i just dun like to smile and i dun see a prob w tt.

no one loves the feeling of being unloved.obviously i dun too.
but somehow tts how i feel,v frequently,nowadays.

i know myself better than anyone else does.so dun tell me things like,no,you've given your best and what not.
and to hell w talking bout problems,you dun even listen to what ppl have to say.

i dun see a need to accomodate to your needs anymore.since you cant change like you said,you can just be whoever and whatever you wanna be.i dun see a need for me to change too.



now i cant wait for sch to start.
to get to know new ppl,to get to be bz w everything,to get away frm all these shit.

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Thursday, June 19
01:12

:D
okay i'm back.
wenjie said i haven been blogging for v long.
v true heh.

haven been working,and am supposed to be slacking.BUT,i still feel super bz!got no idea why.not tt i'm complaining lah haha.i LOVE it man. :D

okay,i've really done alot of things for the past week,but i've got nthg to blog abt now.i got no idea why am i here.

anw i love sentosa!
FATTY agrees. :D
i wanna go blading sooooooooon.
FATTY!

OH i brought my pri 2 tutee zijie to ecp the other day to blade!w me and iggy haha,so fun.but it nearly killed him cos he's only pri 2,and we bladed quite a distance.but he says he wants to go again!though i bet he's scared of iggy HAHA.

and i've got a new pri 6 tutee.SAVE ME,i forgot everything bout pri sch science!goodness.



someone,take my driving slot pls!

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Saturday, June 7
00:30

i think i'm always making the wrong moves,wrong choices.and i bet everyone who knows me knows how indecisive i am.ultimately,i'm nt the only one who's gonna suffer.everyone ard me is.i'll whine and complain non stop,and i'll blame everything and anyone else except for myself.

its time i grow up mentally.be more responsible,be more independent.


I HATE MAKING CHOICES URGH.
but i do really love my friends for being there.

been meeting up w my dearests for the past week.
bear and hm,sx and steph,wenjie and ivan,4/2 ppl.
am gg to have a stayover w the nballers this coming week,and playing ball soon,i hope.what bout the s11 ppl!where are all of you!
i wanna meet my friends over and over and over again.cos i love them hahaha.okay this is abit crazy.but seriously,i'm glad to have all of them (:


okay to dearest 4/2,LETS HAVE A CLS GATHERING SOON.i think i will be the one organising,so PLS PLS PLS TRY YOUR BEST TO TURN UP KAY.its been long since all of us met up!details will be out soon.


i hate copycats.


had a family dinner at suntec the other day to celebrate my bro's bday.supposed to be my treat,since i HAD income for the past few months.but somehow it ended up w my sis footing the bill cos she had no idea i was gg to treat.so the cost was shared b/w us instead :D and i realise,my family always go for good fooood when we're out tgt.i like :D


super nice fireworks makes me miss taiwan LOADS.emily understands.hahaha. :D

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Wednesday, June 4
00:07

i think we both had more than enough time to think through things.
one last chance.
its today,or nv.

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly

allright
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