when i think about you,
nothing else seems to be.
i drift to a beautiful place,

and i find you there,
waiting for me.
when you fill my mind, i feel there's nothing
i couldn't do.

i find my inner strength,
when my heart is full of you.
you take my hand so gently,
for my heart you already hold.

your arms so strong around me,
ours is a love story still being told.
a sweet, peaceful feeling
surrounds my very soul,
when i feel you near me,

i know you'll never let go.
you're always there for me,
and i'll forever be here for you.
there'll never be an ending,
to a love so pure and true.


Friday, May 30

00:50

one whole fucking day.
nthg,nthg at all.

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Wednesday, May 28

21:59

now what.ntu economics,or nus science?
URGH YES I DIDNT GET INTO BIZ.

slacked at home for the WHOLE of today again.
bestest came over!played wii w me hahaha.
okay i cant play the board games for nuts.i keep losing.
and i did the laundry at home today!cos no one else was at home and since i'm not working and am just practically rotting i decided to help out in some way.been ages since i've done any form of chores man.
and,i am still having a bad stomach.but tt doesnt stop me frm eating all my favourite snacks and food.staying at home really makes one grow FAT.urgh.



okay,at least there's tuition and driving to keep me occupied tmr.


super pissed off and fcked up,all cos of you.
its time to do some reflections,i mean,me.
since you cant be bothered at all.

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly



00:22

met up w xiaopang today! :D
hehe.
gymed in the morning at cck,w prav and gab as well.
didnt do much for gym cos was lazy,and was just walking ard.
):

wenta eat at bt timah after tt. :D
then prav and gab went for gab's tuition,me and wj wenta chill at island creamery.told him SO MUCH STUFF tt i've kept to myself for so super long.i love him man haha.yea,gave me loads of advices,and told me i'm damn bad.I KNOW.sigh,what shud i do!
slacked there for damn super long.love the pulathitam icecream,super nice. (:

walked all the way back to coronation plaza's ntuc to get my AWESOMELY SOUR gummies,yea,sudden craving.mangosteen juice is so not nice pls. >.<

bus-ed down to ps,talked alot on the way too.walked ard,spent most of my time in ps's toilets though. >.< then to the cathay for food. :D had my AWESOMELY SOUR,uh,honey and barley.haha its stupid lah.

took bus w him,though i was slping most of the time.

THANK YOU WENJIE FOR KEEPING ME COMPANY TODAY THOUGH YOU HAVE YOUR PAPER ON FRIDAY!I REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR COMPANY AND THANKS FOR LISTENING OKAY!i know i'm bad lah but i'll try,i guess.its been quite long since i've seen you.though i know you're quite updated bout whats happening in my life cos of wyner.tell him i'm not dao and super friendly lah.AND PLS STUDY HARD!
and i hope tt your hair will be longer=you'll be more handsome=you can visit her soon hahaha.


yay i cant wait to see bear :D

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Sunday, May 25

23:45

am i a loser or what.feels damn pathetic man.
even my mum asked why do i look so bored.so what was i supposed to tell her?

damn irritated and pissed off.
URGH.

stupid stomach flu.
didnt go for swimming today! ):
i dunno how in the world is my coach gonna prepare me for the exam in such a short period of time.i still know nuts bout EAR.

i thought i'll enjoy slacking my time away at home.but it sucks,esp when no one is at home.but its no diff even if there is someone at home actually.wii-ed abit,tv-ed abit,onlined,tried to solve the rubik's cube but failed. ): oh well.



so,as i realised,no one cares actually.



cant wait to hang out w ppl i'm comfortable w.
yes,coming tues,w wenjie.
coming fri,w bear,and huimin i suppose.dunno who else though.
coming sat,w 4/2 ppl.
and soon,w sx and stephy.
and also i dunno when is this gonna happen,but def soon i hope,w my clique frm s11.was msging fr the other day and i realised,we've all missed out so much frm each other's life.
nball stayover,dunno when.



okay,back to gossip girl.
xoxo

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Saturday, May 24

19:21

yay.
last day of sch yday! :D:D
uh,am happy,of cos.
but will be income-less.
but am still v happy!
no more early mornings and facing nonsensical students who dun give a damn.
yay,i'm so going to slack my days away! :D
okay,mayb not.i'll take up camps if they need me.hehe.

have been having diarrhoea since yday morning.much better today,yes,but still,feels abit weird. ): but still went to sch,since its the last day.did nthg,and just slacked in the staff room and walked ard sch.took pictures w them,and cleared out all the stuff frm our tables.gave them the cookies i bought! :D yea i didnt bake.ms sherlyn goh and juliana pek were all asking me bout uni stuff,and i repeated the same old things to them.nus haven send me the letter! ):

i'm craving for sparkling ribena.
):

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Sunday, May 18

00:51

life's been alright,i guess.
okay mayb its a lil wee bit worse than alright,but still bearable.

sigh.

LAST WEEK OF SCH.my goodness,cant wait for it to be over.
i'll still miss the 3 bitches at work though.
the daily gossips and the bimbotic stuff they always do.
the way they always call my name and complaining bout their workload while i have none,yea,i'll definitely miss them. (:

finally met up w lam and yiwei the other day!wenta watch movie and then dinner.everyone's still the same,w yiwei as the peacemaker b/w me and lam HAHA.

went back for pvp today.yea,kinda miss those sat trng days.the day wch i hated trng the most cos hafta do physical work so early in the morning!for those who dunno,i'm NOT a morning person.anw yea went back today and played abit.saw stephy!PLAN HOR YOU haha.the tarts and muffins yuhan baked for us was damn gd.esp the lemon passionfruit curd tart.I LIKE.

its damn irritating when i dun get what i expect.
i dun even know what i shud say now.
i feel tt i have so much to say,but i dun want to.
quite irritated and v frustrated.

i hate guys w huge ego.
i hate guys who're stubborn.
i hate guys who somehow always get wrong information,even for trival matters,frm whatever sources i dunno where,and thinking they're definitely right.
i hate guys who dun even bother to rmb what you tell them,and looking for some stupid excuses to cover up their mistakes.
i hate guys who're nv sensitive enough to realise what's wrong.
i hate guys who cant think.


yes,i hate.

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Monday, May 12

01:04

:D

been v lazy nowadays,got no idea why.room's a mess,everything thrown everywhere and i cant be bothered to pack my stuff even when i have some time to spare.

had a simple bday lunch yday at home for my sis (:
michelle cooked everything! and its v nice,esp the cottage pie :D
small get together,but v cosy. (:

mothers' day celebration today!okay not much of a celebration,just lunch at carousel.the buffet's GOOOOOOD.but v ex though.

and i cant understand my mood swing nowadays.fluctuates like mad,and i got no idea why.mayb i needa exert some control.and i hate myself mood swinging.it irritates me as well as the ppl ard me.URGH.

last 2 weeks of sch,and i'll be jobless.time to relax!and mayb escape frm spore for a lil while.bangkok,pattaya,redang?

i think i love my family,alot.
(:

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Saturday, May 3

21:41

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
:D

today's a v fun day.
was slacking frm morning til afternoon,stuffing myself w food at home.
then,my bro and his gf brought me to get my roller blades,before heading to west coast park for a short blade trip! :D
okay it was really v short,like for only one hour.
slacked at macs,then dinner at jw :D
yay i've got my new pair of blades! :D

after dinner,we went to walk ard,and my bro decided to get a nintendo wii for mothers' day! :D:D:D yea so he's setting up the console in the living room now HEHEHE.YAY NEW TOY!i cant wait to play w it man.

shuting's happy :D

okay,tmr,the day after nxt,and TUESDAY!
3 more days!

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Thursday, May 1

23:17

angry,no.
disappointed,very.

it'll be a v long time before the few of us will be able to meet up tgt.yes,even if its a small grp,so what?everyone's bz w their own stuff.and wenjie,i swear i wun call the ps-er anymore.and i wanna do impromptu meetups nxt time.planning suck truckloads.

lucky wenjie went today,if not i'll be roaming in town alone.nyny for dinner again (: was deciding what to eat for so super long pls.and wenjie's being evil cos he enjoys looking at how indecisive i am.java chip's goooood.i love green tea frap too though (:
loads of candies frm marks and spencer.sugar rush,gosh.

5 more days!
and 1 more day to the weekend!cant wait.

its been a month since i'm back frm taiwan.time flies man.and yes,i still miss the place damn super alot pls. ):
i miss bear too! ):

i wanna take part in the bball pvp!calling out to pj ex bballers!anyone interested?

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly

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