Wednesday, March 26
23:03
SUPER LONG SINCE I'VE UPDATED!
hello i'm back! :D
okayyyyy.i said i wanted to slack and enjoy life after penguin,but i didnt really.because i've taken over fr to relief teach! :D today was my third day only though.but its quite a gd job,money and interaction wise.heh.and fr really did help alot on my first day!thanks bro! :D met some of the other nice relief teachers like yazeed who helped me along the way too!
and i think i've set quite a bad eg,as a relief teacher taking leave for like,4 days?haha.
I AM GOING TO TAIWAN TMR! :D:D:D
w bestest,and sey who's at tw waiting for us alr haha.exciting!
and my bro's gg to hk tmr too,coming back on tues as well haha.super coincidental.
and anw,my trip's v heavily subsidised.by my mummy bro and sis. >.< and of cos,my beloved daddy. (:
i should feel ashamed of myself,seriously,since i'm alr working and have my own source of income.but still,oh well.i am pampered,yes.
i am so gonna buy LOADS of stuff frm tw.esp tiedans (direct translation - iron eggs).so many ppl love tiedans.
omg i just found out so many things!am really glad i'm out of tt stupid mess.
but i still hate ppl judging me when they dun even know me well.
uh,as quoted,ugly despo short old man.my goodness haha.
anw i wenta msia tt day to wenjie's hse! damn fun pls.though was slacking and doing nthg actually except eating and eating.watched shrek,shrek2,the game plan. :D love slacking and doing practically nthg.
recent food craze:
- toast/pancake w kaya plus cheese (THIS IS SUPER GD)
- POPCORN! (nv used to like them)
- choco teddy bear biscuit
- hot milo! (have to have at least one cup per day)
and i watched shutter alr!its v similar to the thai version lah.watched vantage pt the other day w fat also.not bad.wants to watch horton! >:(
am so lazy to pack my stuff,and am tempted to get all the clothes tt i need over there.yea good excuse to do more shopping eh haha.
oh anw went back to camelot to get my pay today.will be a v v v v long time before i'll do camps again,tt is if i'm still gg to.
i am disappointed.very disappointed.
mayb i shudnt have felt obliged to be involved in this.mayb i shud have just taken a v firm stand frm the v start.
mayb if i did,i wun be in the pathetic state i am at now.
mayb.
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly
yay.
quitted work at penguin :D
am slacking now hehheh xD
had a slot for the camp today,but i cant make it cos i'm nt free tmr! >:(
oh well.
just came back frm pj.SIGH i'm getting irritated w the uni application. ):
feels so relaxed now tt i am jobless,w no need to rush for anything.
its not a pleasant environment to work in when you get to see ppl you dun like,even if its only during the weekends.trying to spoil r/s and friendships, comeon, get a life.i dun go ard flirting w guys and forcing them to love me.i can be happy and can do w/o love.so stop having the mindset tt i'm such a despo like you.
to be able to survive in wherever you're working at,you have to be superficial and two-faced.how true. but i really cant stand the sight of it man.URGH.i'm really glad i'm out of tt place.
anw last day of work was fun. :D worked w chari and jason inside,w elaine and cindy stayed on even though she was supposed to go home alr.talked and laughed alot.haha.and most prob gg for steamboat this coming sunday. (:
yay,taiwan on the 27th w bear and seymin!cant wait :D
i wanna go some islands to chill!redang,tioman,bintan,bali or wherever tts nice.
anyone interested? (:
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly
feeling damn f-ed up now,again.
URGH.
but i should not and must not let anything spoil my bloody good mood frm my results.
yes,results were out like FINALLY yday.i was so surprised and i really didnt know how to react when i saw my name on the screen,so i just teared.definitely tears of joy.and it was totally not what i expected.i am really really glad tt my results turned out fine.though a wee bit disappointed w my gp,but i shudnt complain i know.
i wanna thank all who tried to calm me down before taking the results and all those who congratulated me and were happy for me.love you ppl!
and to LAM, thanks for calling even though you were super bz!yiwei did contact me in the end haha :D lets meet up really soon okay,cos i miss you all!
wenta bear's hse for mahjong overnight yday,until this morning and i went straight to work.so i didnt get any slp since 10am yday,cept for a few naps during tuition today when i dozed off >.< damn,i need slp.
bear and jasmine! lets get our air tickets soon! i really really wanna go taiwan!
ANW BEAR'S HOUSE IS SHIOKNESS LAH ): how i wish i was staying near her so i can go irritate her and visit her every single day haha.
f,i'm scheduled for work for the whole of nxt week.
damn,i'm sick of work alr.i need a break.
the thought of THAT irks me.
when i know that you dun even bother,it irritates me even more.
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly
f-ed up.
urgh.
shall not let anything spoil my bloody good moods from results.
stupid brainless assholic morons.
yep i got the long awaited results yday.and yes,i was so happy to see my name on the screen,i teared.finally after so many years of schooling,i got smth to actually be proud of.okay mayb not really fantastically super grades,but at least,the grades were definitely not what i expected.though was a wee bit disappointed w gp,but oh well.
yes,everyone was congratulating me on my results.everyone was happy for me!
thanks for all those who msged me to calm me down before getting results and those who actually cared how did i fare.thank you ppl! (:
and esp to LAM who called me to ask me bout my results!thank you lam!i'm damn touched you still care so much for me HAWHAW xD yiwei msged me too in the end hahaha.
went to bear's hse yday night for mahjong again.her new house is SHIOKNESS.played til morning then straight to work and i haven slept since 10+am yday morning til now,cept for the lil naps i took during tuition when i dozed off today.damn,i need slp.
shud be gg to smu's open house tmr.so i'm not gg for swimming lessons yet again.
f,i'm still scheduled for work for the whole of nxt week.
damn super ultra sian pls.
the thought of THAT irks me.
and somehow,the fact tt you dun even bother irritates me even more.
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly
replies to tags (:
Swan
thats really v sweet of you!i am v v touched when i saw your tag,seriously.thank you MANY MANY,love you MANY MANY! :D
esther
its the same to you too.i too am super touched when i saw your tag and your msgs.really glad to have known you ppl,though for only such a short period of time,the care and concern you girls have shown me is,well,priceless.love you girls truckloads (:
thanks for wanting to protect me frm everything.i really really really appreciate the presence of you girls. (:
chari
(: thanks for listening when i needed someone.
and,you'll still somehow see me on monday at penguin.i'm scheduled for work for the whole week.zz.
sy
hey girl!thank you for your encouragements! and yea,after your exams yah!we NEED to meet up no matter what kay! (:
jas-
hey girl! its great to see you the other day! and yay! we're gg to taiwan,soon! cnnt pangseh huh! (:
my dearest daughters of 2GY
YES my daughters are smart cos their mummy is smart :D haha.
thank you girls,for making the camp such an enjoyable one.
i love you girls LOADS too! (:
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly
dear you-know-who-you-are,
i hope you've been doing great these days.though it seems tt you're not,but i heard things are improving.
i just wanna let you know,i'm really sorry for all the things tt caused so much hurt.i was not sensitive enough to realise the amt of pain you've been through.but ultimately,it still benefits the both of us.tts what i think anw.the rough patch you've lived w and still am living in,i really hope to say i can understand,but no,i dun.i hope tt it'll be over real soon though.
i wanna thank you,for all the love and care you've showered me w.no one else does tt better than you do.thank you,for all the attention you've given me even though you're just like any typical guy who seriously cannot multitask and i still hate tt ugly fact.but you've put in loads of effort to give me the attention i need and no one else could give.i really appreciate tt.
i've taken you for granted,and i daresay it's the same the other way round.
i just wanna let you know,you're the guy i once truly loved.
i swear,tts the truth.
pls protect yourself and not get yourself hurt anymore.
recover v soon,be strong.
and i really wanna thank you once more,for being such a great companion,great lover.
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly
not in a good mood at all.
feeling super f-ed up.
URGH.
kill me.
anw.camp was fantastic.love my scgs 2GY.
was forced to rahrah them on the v first day when we went to their sch.scary at first,but turned out fine and its fun :D
paired up w thaqif for this camp,and he's not bad,minus the fact tt he's always taking a break and he sleeps super early so i have to complete the nyaa booklets all by myself.and i'm super super touched by my other instructors who stood up for me and gave him a scolding.thanks ppl,esp to jessica (: and kenneth too!he's so nice he helped me to fill in some of the booklets (:
yea and my kids gave me a hug before they left!sweet ehh. (: and i always receive flowers plucked by my kids randomly around the campsite for all the schools i've taken.and i nearly tear when debriefing them.am glad i didnt though.
love camps,makes me abit disconnected frm the outside world.
love camps,got alot of lovely friends inside.
love camps,get to meet alot of new friends.
love camps,its so tiring tt i wun have the time and energy to think of anything else.
i think i'm super pampered,be it at home,school or anywhere else.even in camps,yes.i feel super taken care of by my mates even during camps,when i shud be the one taking care of my charges.i'm always on time in the morning cos of swan and jessica (: i wun get bullied cos the other instructors stands up for me. i slept soundly at night cos swan patpat me to slp and esther hugged me to slp haha.okay mayb partly cos i'm tired,but tts not the point.the point is,i'm well taken care of.and i shudnt and will not take it for granted. (:
i regret not taking up the 5 day camp.shud have taken up tt assignment,and then leave penguin for good.nthg's gonna stop me frm leaving.nthg AT ALL.everything bout tt place is making me sick,making me pissed,making me not feel gd,making me sad.okay exception still applies though.but still,the thought of tt place is ruining my mood.URGH.i cant wait to leave.then i'll have so much time tt i can meet up w my friends and do more camps :D
i am so going to meet berica chong si min this coming week.its been so long!and i really cant wait to go taiwan w my bestest! :D
met up at germ's yday.only the few of us,but it somehow feels homely.played mahjong,and then taboo,then poker.and her new dog is super cute!gosh.i i want a dog too!
STEPHY AND SX!
we'll go sentosa after steph's paper okay! :D miss you girls!
SZEYIN!
i feel so d/c frm you.haven been talking to you for ages!hope to see you soooooon!
lam and yiwei!
yes the 2 of you!its been super long alr too.lets meet up and play ball someday at blcc again haha.yiwei lets trash lam tgt :D
the 3 dheads + charissa!
hey the 5 of us haven met up tgt for a very very very long time alr!we still owe shawn the dhead a treat!lets meet up before he enlists!
jasmine lim!
hey girl!wheres our mahjong session huh!okay i'm the bz one i know.but i'll be free v soon!lets go for our mahjong date!cant wait to see you again :D
WENJIE!
hehe i know i always say wanna go back sch or go msia but in the end also nv.and you stop asking me for a treat okay.cos you still owe me one haha.i cant wait to talk to you face to face!although you always laugh AT me.and,hows the genting trip going on!make sure its still on okay!else i'll kill you >.<
and the list goes on.
there's so many ppl i wanna meet up w.i hope i can meet up w all tt's listed by the nxt 2 weeks.yes i seriously hope.
will be meeting up w the nballers on results day i guess.heh.
seriously,it is so,URGH,i dunno how to describe it.
like,a certain lvl of expectation's been set,and its not met.
its kinda disappointing actually.
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly