Tuesday, February 26
02:04
haven been using my beloved ultraman lappy for a week!bout there i guess.sigh.been
so bz and tired.
okayeeee been in changi campsite for the past few days,doing regent and kellock camp.was paired w keeon for regent,and yana for kellock.made a few more new friends! (: and i still wanna thank so many ppl for helping me out during the camps.esp to my dearest partners,and not forgetting swan jenna and jessica.finally saw swan after so long (:
the girls frm kellock were SO CUTE!love them to bits.and i'm so lucky to get a sports cls.received so many hugs frm them,and a kiss frm one of my fav - natalie.took pictures w them too (:
and i realised,i still have ALOT to learn.i wanna lead my groups better frm the nxt
camp onwards!
missed out on sx and chari's bday celeb. ):
SX!
HAPPY 20th MY DEAREST VCAP! its been really really v long since i've seen you and stephy!and i'm relly sorry i missed out on your bday surprise ): i really wanted to
be there!and i hope tt we really can meet up soon! hope tt you enjoyed yourself on your bday! (:
chari!
HAPPY 20th!am sorry i've missed out on the bday gathering for you on your bday.hope tt you've enjoyed the gathering as well!will seeya soon too i hope!can play mariokart tgt alr! :D
also not forgetting andre's bday.
HELLO DHEADY+whatever laoda!its also been v long since we've talked!hope you're doing great in school!and stop being such a flirt okay!studies first!our suki date!the cream puffs!SOON OKAY!hope you enjoyed your 19th! :D and DUN FORGET YOUR ANYTHING LAODA OKAY!
sigh.i feel so,cooped up.i dun even have time for myself anymore.and have been thinking bout alot.what if things happen like how it did last time?it definitely looks like its going the same way.and the feeling sucks.so shud i,or shud i not?the lil incident today drew back all the unpleasant memories.situation's so similar,its scary.im afraid tt history repeats itself.mayb its just me.URGH.and i dun even know who to tell all these to.i'm now so distant frm my closest friends.i'm really missing all of them,alot.
mayb tt explains.
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly
yes couldnt wait for CNY since the start of the year.and the festive mood is dying down alr,though season's not over yet.
catching up w relatives you've not met for the past year and am only meeting them once a year,feasting on all the goodies,gambling,angbaos.tts what CNY is all abt,isnt it.
but it does feel gd,actually,to be involved in such big family gatherings. (:
of cos,the nballers met up for CNY visiting too.and i'm proud to announce tt i am the one who organised the outing :D hahaha.okay cos since i'm supposed to be the welfare coordinator for the team before we stepped down,i'm supposed to organise outings and well,keep the team bonded and stuff i guess.but of cos,i didnt fulfill my duties haha.and my dearest teammates took over the job instead.so,this is the first outing i organised :D lemme show off abit lah kay.
went to gina's hse first,and then grocery shopped at kap before coming over to my house for steamboat!bought too much stuff and there were so much leftovers.but at least,we met up! :D love you all my dearest nballers.though i hope more ppl would turn up for outings organised now and then.
(:
i played mahjong only ONCE this CNY!I CANT BELIEVE IT OMG.played w my bro mum and michelle.won money though haha.I WANNA GAMBLE!before cny ends.
okay been bz like i-dunno-what this few weeks.and i dun even know what's keeping me busy.except for work at penguin.and i'm getting sick of it alr.urgh.
I WANNA MEET UP W SO MANY PPL.okay i've been saying tt since ages ago.but still haven been able to meet up w them!
ppl like:
-stephy and sx
-szeyin!
-LAM AND YIWEI
-the 3 dheads plus chari and me TGT
-the other 6 princesses (am gg to later (: )
-JASMINE LIM
-WEEHUIMIN
-ANGYIQIN(saw this girl at bugis the other day!! :D:D)
-BEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
and many more lah!
HOW TO FIND TIME! ):
and i love my new doodle board. (:
cant wait to do camps.tts when i can get cut off frm the outside world.
the superficiality.
the uncertainty.
it makes me think,alot.
its really tiring.
and i feel like i'm taken for granted.
it sucks,seriously.
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly
wheeee. :D
back frm belaying at montfort jr sch's camp.
being a GI's fun,but being a belayer is so much slacker.reached campsite at bout 12 on the first day,and then belayed till 6,bathed,and went to TM at ard 8 to get some stuff w my new found friends (! :D wind esther zee-spell) and then pizza hut for,er,supper.ate so much haha.cabbed back to camp,slacked and slept til morning.yes first time i can sleep in for camps. :D slacked,ate,talked,played until 12 before we reported to start w the belaying again.its fun haha :D esp w the fun ppl ard.i made new friends and am v happy haha :D and i finally saw jenna and jessica in camp! :D missed swan in camp though ):
SWAN!
appreciate how all of them are willing to help me get used to the stuff there.esp wind! :D since he's my fellow belayer too heh.
cant wait for my nxt camp! (:
dejected.
i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly