Sunday, September 30
23:54
ONE MORE MONTH!
urghhhh.
prelims were,well.sort of expected the kind of results tt i got lah.
but still,i didnt think question number 4 for econs essay will be tt bad.it killed everyone of us lah!zz.
but yea,not performing up to expectations.at all.
and i really have no idea why my math can be so extreme.need to seriously improve on my p1.
okay whatever.it's nt gonna affect my a lvls!i'm going to work hard!
yea.right.
been playing these few days hahaha.shud start studying!urgh.
anw.yday shud be my last balling session before the end of a's.no more playing!sigh.
wenta eat dimsum at harbourfront today YUM! :D
w my family minus my sis.
i realised,i got dragongate and harbourcity mixed up >.<
yea ate quite alot.haha.
and my bro challenged me to a game of mario kart since both of us brought our ds there.and obviously,i lost lah.zz.
yea then he drove us to the parks ard harbourfront and we got off the car at kent ridge park.walked awhile,and relaxed abit.the feelings super nice.i like! :D
had sudden food cravings wch lasted for weeks alr,and even after eating the food i crave for,the crave's still there hahaha.
1.PO LUO BAO!
2.oatmeal cookies!
3.mooncakes w YOLK.
the poluobao craving started few weeks back,and i still cant get a NICE one. ):
reached home and SLACK all the way til 9ish then did abit of math.
so dead.
I NEED TO STUDY!
its the last week of sch.
):
AND.
i hate it when ppl somehow or rather think they can take charge of what i SHOULD feel.
and also i think i'm not tt bad in taking care of myself.
its getting on my nerves.
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anndlearnhowtofly
i feel lost,somehow.
sigh.
mayb,i'm not worth even being your friend.
forget it.
changed,not.
anw,short meetup w lam and yiwei today! :D
passed them the cookies i baked for them heh.
and lam's bday present.and they passed me mine!a nike shirt haha.
lets play ball someday! (and kill lam HAHAHA)
botak jones isnt tt fantastic really.
but the portion is really damn big.i finished all the fries OMG.fat yes.
met huimin after tt,and she drove us to sbc to watch some games.
then met mingshi and wenta vivo!
i bought another pair of flip flops frm havianas.and i haven even started wearing the ripples one i bought the other day. >.< but the one i bought today is v nice!okay lah plain.but still i like! :D
then walked ard abit,dinner,and home!
tired.and mingshi made us go past this damn ULU PLACE LAH.super scary lor zz.
i miss..
(:
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anndlearnhowtofly
:D
woke up at 9ish and went for the picnic at botanical gardens!
its some lobang my sis had lah.
and we got the free picnic baskets,150 bucks worth,frm shangri-la.
ate alot,lol.so much food,and had so much leftovers.but its damn nice. :D
and there's this guy who took polaroids for us hahaa.
i love picnics!
and i think my mum is seriously addicted to nintendo.she woke my bro to borrow the nintendo frm him this morning,and me and my mum were both playing nintendo at the park lol.damn relax lahh.i like.
came back in the afternoon and slacked,then to meet huimin for ball at yishun.chenhui and yijie went too.and w some of huimin's rp friends.but ALOT of other ppl were there.kay lah.not v fun.i keep stepping today!quite sad.everytime qie also step walauuuuuuuuuuuu.huimin's friend called me zou bu girl.zzzz.
i think i'm really losing my touch in bball after i joined nball.
sigh.
mayb going back to home u for trng.after a's.but damn stressed eh.v long nv go for bball trngs alr.
okay whatever.a's are more impt now.
inside the basket.there's really alot of v ncie sandwiches and croissants and salads.
BIG BIRD!
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anndlearnhowtofly
prelims are over YAY! :D
wch also means,a's are SO SO NEAR. ):
yea approx 1 more mth and i'll be sitting for the first paper.
exactly 2 more mths and it'll be my last paper.
cant wait.really.
prelims were URGH.dunno what to say.not gonna perform up to my own expectations,wch is to improve frm my mid years.i'm still hoping for some miracle though,wch is quite impossible.sigh.still,the actual thing is more impt.this is just the FAKE A'S.
yea i'm trying to console myself.
my bro's got me a PINK NINTENDO DS YAY YAY YAY! :D:D:D happy happy happy.
but of cos,this is where i need to learn to set my priorities.
my mum's addicted to the nintendo too.
she's happily playing w my bro's one now hahaha.
after the paper yday we wenta town!to shop and walk ard and,relax!wenta biwei's hse to BAKE today!yay my cheesy and chocolately scones.it turned out nice okay hahaha.the mooncakes biwei made is also v nice!fruit tart was not bad too!okay it was quite a success today lah haha.though its damn tiring.
the temporary enjoyments before the a's.sigh.
supposed to be gg to ubin w s11 tmr.BUT prof k's sick!so it's either cancelled or postponed sigh.so,i'll most prob be gg for a picnic w my mum and sis in the morning tmr HAHAHA. :D then to ball in the evening!
and sunday,meet up w my best friends!cant wait (:
sch resumes on wed,so it'll be a v v v short break before the actual sprint for the a's.the thought of it is scaring me,seriously.i'm really worried tt i wun get started at all.
so long since i've been contacted by some of my sec sch friends.i'm suprised to see kenton's missed call yday!my only clsmate for music lesson lol.ya lah he just saw me walking so he called.but then,yea you know.the kinda feeling.i miss secondary school days the most.
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anndlearnhowtofly
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYS to
JEREMY ONG! [the 8th]
hello its been ages since i've seen you and talked to you!
hope you're doing great! (:
IDIOT LAM! [the 10th]
hello idiot lam.HAHAHAHA.okay lah happy birthday,dun be shy comeon.you're supposed to feel special on your birthday. :D and treat me nicer pls.
and
MYSELF! [the 12th]
:D:D
i'm quite sad we missed our bday celebration this yr.cos we're supposed to celebrate tgt every year! ):
oh well.
we'll have the chance to,i guess.
i am so not studying.kept getting distracted by food and games.ate so much fried stuff today.but damn nice lahh!urhewuhfewfnn.
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anndlearnhowtofly
sighhhhhh.
prelims are so screwed.seriously.i'm so DEAD pls.
was quite sad on my bday this year cos of prelims.
AIYA but still,yea,its definitely better now than during the a's.
thanks to all those who wished me!
love you guys truckloads! (:
thanks for all the cards,and esp the board chari did for me though we had exams tt day.
oh.yea.my sis accompanied me to paragon the other day to change the crumpler my beloveds got me.
one size down,army green.
and then i regretted.cos its really v small compared to the big one i like.
and then,my sis went to get me the big one back.
so i have 2 crumplers now!
feel abit guilty eh.
URGH.but i love the big crumpler! (:
i think my neighbourhood's quite happening now eh.
there's this tree w the monkey lookalike at the trunk.
i dunno what issit called,but if you've read the papers,it shud be there.
and since yday the crowd kept flooding the pathway beside the tree.
and it got worse just now when i was coming home,there were even policemen trying to control the situation.
didnt know smth this happening could happen so near my hse lol.
sigh.
i'm alr excited bout the days i can relax after prelims.
i cant imagine how i'll feel after the a's.
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anndlearnhowtofly
first celebration of the year!
w suxian,steph,benson and andrew.weiwei came later.
anw yea.
love them.though its just a simple dinner haha.
but i ate SO MUCH LAH.all the ice cream.zz.FAT OMG.
and its quite embarassing cos they dun play the bday song at swensons alr.they got the staff to sing for me instead. >.<
the candle on the ice cream.
and guess what.
they got me a crumpler!
shared w my many beloveds in sch haha.
evidence haha.
the baggggg and my supposedly lucky charm hahaha. :D
okay i love all my friends! :D
been thinking so much nowadays its so hurting.
i cant study,i cant get things done.
sigh.
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anndlearnhowtofly
its raining!
i love it when it rains at night heh. :D
balled yday.and was tired.and played like crap.
sigh.
lucky tuition was cancelled today.cos i was super tired.woke up and was glad to see zb's msg,went back to slp,and up at only 10+.
napped agn at 2+,woke up at ard 4.sleep's taking up so much of my time lah. >.<
went for a run today anw.haha.tiring.and who wants to take part in standard chartered? :Dholidays STUDY BREAK is here.
sigh.
shud start serious studying soon.
okay shall return sx's tag. :D
top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
-a car (so i can drive after i get my license nxt yr)
-tt brown adidas bag or a BIG crumpler!
-a nice puma/adidas/levis watch!
-tt nike shirt
-a good luck charm tt works,for my a lvl.
Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tag you is?
suxian!
2. Your relationship with her is:
one of my best friends in pj,and my lovely v cap! :D
3. Your 5 impressions of her:
cute,understanding,small,pretty,SMART!
4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?
uh.to be there when i'm really down? (:
5. The most memorable words she had said to you?
tt she love me! :D
6. if she becomes your lover, you will?
haha she's attached.
7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
meet up more often!
8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
haha i'll wait for tt day.
9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
doubt she'll be lah.
10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
uh.meet up!
11. your overall impression of him/her is?
SMART AND PRETTY (:
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
uh.irritating hahaha.
13. the character you love of yourself is?
easily entertained.
15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
an optimistic person.pessis die fast. >.<
16. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
hahaha.love you guys! (:
17. pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1.bear!
2.huimin
3.szeyin
4.suxian
5.charissa
6.shawn
7.andre
8.fengrui
9.soohuey
10.silvia
who is no.6 having relationship with?
UH.he doesnt want to tell me.SELFISH NENG.
Is no.9 a male or female?
female
If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
haha.no idea.
How bout no.8 and 5?
both are attached to their other halves.but zb once thought they were tgt.haha.
What is no.2 studying about?
shit i dunno.think its some IT stuff
When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
uh!monday?
What kind of music band does no.8 like?
uh.wide range.
Does no.1 has any siblings ?
yea 3 brothers
Will you woo no.3 ?
yea love her!
How about no.7 ?
nv.he's forever attached.
Is no.4 single ?
nope!
What is the surname of no.5?
qiu!
What is the nickname of no.10?
uh.hahaha STUPID.kay lah seal.
What is the hobby of no.4?
playing ball?
Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
yea!
Where is no.2 studying at?
RP.
Talk something casually about no.1?
love her!best friends since pri 1 :D
Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
NO!
Where does no.9 live at?
uh.bt panjang
Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
nope.
Does no.7 likes no.2?
uh no?they dun even know each other.
How do you get to know no.2?
cls mates in sec 3,4,bball teammates since sec 1 :D
Does no.1 have any pets?
nope
Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
hahaha.NV.he's a dhead.
things are getting so,URGH.
i dun even know what shud i say.
it will nv be the same again,i'm sure of tt.
not tt i'm nt giving chances,but what's the point of inflicting pain to us both again?
i cant decide now.i need to concentrate on my exams.
cant afford to have distractions now.
and i'm sorry.
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anndlearnhowtofly