Thursday, May 31
23:56

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anndlearnhowtofly

Sunday, May 27
01:47

played ball w huimin mingshi and BEAR today! (:
okhay i didnt play much.but had a great time talking to them.
esp berica chong simin. (:
take care of your ankle okhay!ice it!

i dunno if i shud go back for trng in home utd.v stressful and i haven been playing competitive bball since so long ago.sigh.a's this yr too.what shud i do? ):

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anndlearnhowtofly

Friday, May 25
23:54

everything's wrong.

24th may,i'll rmb.

i'm disappointed.very very very very disappointed.

and wtf is wrong w ME?
ppl blame me for everything.
just cos i'm too sensitive.
shud have just kept everything to myself alright.
its suffocating.
pls respect my decision.dun go asking ard anymore.PLEASE.

so now i realised.friends whom i think can be trusted,cant really be trusted afterall.

there's no point really.i think i'm nt magnanimous.at all.

fuck i'm damn pissed.


how ppl treat me like i'm a nobody and they dun respect me and my decisions.

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anndlearnhowtofly

Thursday, May 24
00:41

i think i'm damn pathetic.
cos everyone thinks its my fault.except for those close ones who knows bout it.and i'm glad they're there.really.
and i shud be willing to accept this.and live w it for the remaining months.
i guess i can live w it.
i'll stay strong.and i believe i really will. (:

not gonna talk bout it anymore,cos i've made a decision i think is best.

i'm gonna work hard.okhay i haven started.but still,i have to tell myself to work hard right?at least some consolation for myself.

and i must pass everything.i dun want ppl to mock at me anymore.its quite hurting actually.sigh nvm!i shall stay happy.and work hard.haha.yea like i'll ever work hard. >.<

and i'm damn guilty i didnt turn up to watch the nball match at tpy today girls.really sorry. ):

its the end of the month and i'm damn broke alr.i'm sad.


tt rj angmoh! :D:D:D

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anndlearnhowtofly

Wednesday, May 23
00:00

fuck.

and the rain had to add on to my bad mood early this morning.
luckily it stopped during our white dog cafe lunch.

happier after tt at sentosa (:
the sun was hiding behind the clouds though.
occasionally peeping out.
still we had fun.

watched the songs of the sea,uh issit?
anw i still love the old musical fountain lah.
the new one's damn boring.and ppl actually have to pay to watch a lousier show.
only the fireworks were nice though.

marche after tt.and the marche's damn small.

sigh i love them and i want more outings soon. ):

and wtf my mood's not getting any better.
love the friends who tried to cheer me up but end up failing.
love the friends who made my day much better than it would have been.
(:

love sentosa.okhay random.
and i'm not tanned but the rest of them are. ):

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anndlearnhowtofly

Monday, May 14
00:41

photos frm yday. (:


my prettttay new watch! (:

yes silvia's creation

silvia the prata chef



the supposedly esplanade




one of the many batches

i'm the dough eater. >:)


had a hard time removing the dough. >.<


our final product. (:

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anndlearnhowtofly

00:13

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!
(:

heh didnt celebrate today though.going out for dinner on tues instead. (: but i gave mummy the presents!my sis and bro shared the present,they just asked me to buy the wrapping paper.haha.i thought tt was abit too insignificant.so i baked cookies for my mummy yday!wenta biwei's hse w charissa and silvia.baking cookies is v fun. :D and they taste nice okhay!tastes like betty crocker's.haha.

fri was a v sad day.played w acjc.i fell down again.sigh.coach says everyone will play tmr except me.cos i'm injured.how fair is it?

went for dinner w the team after the match.meltz frm kfc is v nice.i like.then late night movie at cine.bridge to terabithia.v imaginary.jeannette's mum sent us home after the movie.dead tired.

and i watched another late night movie yday at grand cathay.i nearly froze to death.fell aslp watching spiderman 3 can you believe it.i'm so disappointed w myself.sigh.but i only missed abit i think.still,great night out!

reached home at 1+am,woke up at 9.feel so gd to have someone so close beside giving you warmth. (:

breakfast.and slacked.

i didnt touch the book at all this weekend.so dead.

sigh.shuting's happy. (:

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anndlearnhowtofly

Thursday, May 10
22:31

):
match yday was..sigh.i know i played damn badly for tt short period of time.how i wish my foot's functioning like how it shud.still,thanks my dear teammates for assuring me on my performance.

rushed off for dinner yday.ms liew was nice cos she bought bread for us and she sent me to the mrt station haha.i was late >.< anw.yep i've got some extra money to spend now! :D:D though mayb saving sounds like a better idea.but still.haha i am gg to spend! :D

i cant wait for the holidays to start. ):

small clebration for my sis's bday just now. (:

ATTENTION TO THE VBALLER WHO LOOKED DOWN ON NETBALL.
i dun think you have the right to comment on how the netball team performed just based on the scores since you were not even at our match.we trained since last yr when you were not even in pj and if you didnt know,the nballers did their best to make it to the top 8.take a look at yourself before talking bout the others.bitch.

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anndlearnhowtofly

Tuesday, May 8
22:49

really am getting sick of sch.sigh.

match against tj tmr.i dun think coach will put me on court since i've been injured for so long. ): still,girls.do your best alright!we want the top 4!

hate eavesdroppers,hate liars,hate superficialness,hate almost everything.almost.

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anndlearnhowtofly

Saturday, May 5
00:04

):

been not feeling well for these few days.my swollen foot is causing much inconvenience.to almost everyone around me.sis and bro have to take turns to send me to sch(though its only for 2 days haha and i really appreciate it alot),friends have to wait for me cos i walk QUITE slowly HAHA.

had fever yday night wch came so suddenly.but was well and about this morning! (: so i went to sch haha.

fr's last official day in sch today.didnt do anything special though. ):

trng after sch.didnt train but stayed.i hope i can train on monday.anw we're in the second round! :D drew lots today,and we'll be meeting SAJC TJC ACJC.sigh tough fight.but girls.bring the KL spirit back!we can do it if we want to!

went for dinner w them after the trng.talked quite abit. (:


what happen?

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anndlearnhowtofly

Tuesday, May 1
17:51

BOO. ):
i'm stuck at home on a holiday.
not exactly actually.
went to the airport to fetch my sis back haha.
had popeye's. (:
and my sis bought me some stuff frm taiwan! (:
okhay my mood is not tt bad alr.
most prob going out w my family for dinner later hehehe.

my feet's still swollen! ): i think my family's damn nice to me!my bro sent me to sch yday in the morning and he gave me money so i could take cab home HAHA. :D i love them.

i received smth sweet yday. (:

lam's booking in today again!so sad HAHAHA.

replies to tags. :D
jae! : thanks! but i guess i'm nt going back to see the sinseh alr? haha. i cant wait for my triple choco ice cream though. ):
yuhan : haha mayb its just my leg and not the sinseh. thanks for everything still! (:
soohuey : thanks! (: and i relaise you are getting lamer and lamer each day HAHA.
xian : :D:D:D haven been seeing you ard much!and when is our outing ROARS. >:/
Stephy : i hope i'll get well soon too! (: and are you free alr? (:

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anndlearnhowtofly