Sunday, December 31
14:24
ytd was not bad i guess.
went out w hun in the afternoon.to imm.and i went shopping shopping shopping!yay new clothes.hehe. :] and he waited for me patiently while i was shopping.thanks hun. forced him to eat some food,but he kept insisting he cant eat anything.in the end he ate abit and i feel tt i've succeeded.and homed for dinner.
then met up w suxian steph colin weiwei for our supper!supposed to go jp to meet them,but i was too late,and colin picked me straight frm my house.yes he drived. :] went to longhouse for supper,but me and suxian didnt get anything.and sat there for v long cos initially we wanted to go to benson's hse but he didnt pick up our calls.andrew met us at longhouse,and in the end we went to andrew's house instead.his estate is like a resort.sat by the swimming pool for awhile,then to his house.smth like emily's.big hse.and w a basement too.ha.didnt stay for long,then left for adams rd food centre.our official supper lol.the cheese prata is v nice. :] and we saw GERALD BOH there.damn scary haha.left tt place at ard 1+ am and reached home at ard 2.talked quite abit w suxian. :] hope you are okay girl!love you!
today is new year's eve!time passes really v fast.steamboat at home later. :] hun is coming over.and then mayb fireworks,and py's hse?
and i'm too lazy to continue w my hol assignments lar.
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and meet up w sy soon!though the date's nt confirmed.but i miss her!i cant believe i dragged the meet up since the day her a's ended till now.haha.sorry sy!
its a long long journey
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everything is a messed up piece of shit now.
nthg is right.
and i've got a feeling it nv will be.
why does it hurt so much,and the more i try to explain myself,the more guilty i feel,and when in fact i thought i've done nthg wrong at all in the first place?
ihatethisihatethisihatethis.
i hope i can save myself before sch reopens.
cos,there's no one else who's able to.
and sch's gonna be busy.
i hope.
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i'm duper sad now.
sigh.
yes match ytd w st margs.
i played ga for first quart,and gd for e other quarts.
omg its super tiring.
cos marlene didnt go!
GRR.
had dinner today. (:
at crystal jade.walked ard and then supper at the vila'ge.
love them.
and yes fr got us kitkats frm japan,and my daughter gina got me sweeets frm US! (:
hehe.
its just that i dun really know what to do at times.
i think i am damn pathetic.
i guess its just the way i portray myself.isnt it?
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URGH.
its still raining. ):
though its damn gd for slping its not v convenient to go out eh.
its not convenient at all.
sigh.
wasted e trip down to rgs today.
no match cos it was raining!urgh.ran abit and passed abit of balls.went town for brunch w yuhan haz marlene huiyu.trained home w huiyu and yuhan.as marlene termed it,ya we went training.lol.she's super funny lar.i like the juniors haha. :D and she's so popular tt someone in pj alr likes her i think.lol.
and i was telling yuhan and huiyu i hate bringing brollys out cos i feel tt its v auntie. >.< so i always end up being damn wet when it rains.yuhan asked me to get a windbreaker.haha.mayb i shud really get one.waterproof and for lazy ppl like me. :D was sharing umbrella w siti.and my hands are damn tired just after we cross the road.lol.i didnt know i was that weak.
yea homed and SLEPT til 6.i cant believe i can do this kay.like how i manage to slp so much.yea and dinner w hun opp my hse.i love bbq stingray. :D:D:D damn damn damn nice.he went home to watch his soccer and i went home to watch channel 8.the show's not bad i realised.haha.its been ages since i've watched the 9pm drama.
hmmm.its the first time i heard tt our netball tee is CHILDISH.okay mayb you are too mature for it i guess.why dun you contribute ideas then?
and is bad enough tt you think our team is BAD.we're too lousy for your fantastic juniors.and even you.
i really cant imagine this.
degrading your own teammates like tt.
like wth.
URGH.
effing pissed.
BAD STUFF ASIDE.
but i dun think this is exactly gd either.
oh well.
still..
GUESS WHAT!
finally i decided to get started w my hol assignments! :D
but.
i feel tt i didnt even complete one whole qns can.
so dead.
SAVE ME.
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merry merry christmas!
:D
been slacking since i woke up lol.wch was at ard 6pm haha.
met hun and ALOT of ppl ytd at lot 1 for movie.ard 12am.watched death note 2. :D saw those ppl whom i've nv seen for a v long time alr.like chenhui miaohua yijie gina and more.received alot of christmas msges during the movie but didnt get to send them out coz by e time i saw the msgs were at ard 2 plus.quite late alr eh.sorry ppl.
anw walked back to py's hse to put our barang barangs down and went to play carpark catching at e carpark behind his blk.LOL.playd alot of rounds.and i realised my rxn is damn damn slow.lol.anw.played for quite awhile before going back to py's hse to gamble. :D
and mahjonged when some of them went back in the morning.reached home at only like 1pm and was DAMN tired.slept til 6.v short right!but there's nball match tmr EARLY IN THE MORNING so cant afford to slp late at night.
AHHHHH.
1 more week til sch starts.my hol assignments are stil left untouched.
shit.
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okayy its CHRISTMAS EVE!
i thought i'd be v happy.but i guess i'm nt.i dunno why.actually i do.sigh.nvm.
suxian colin stephy came over today! :] watched take the lead.love them v v much. :] spending time tgt on christmas eve.it really warms my heart.though we didnt really do much.but still,i'm happy just to see them. and suxian gave me a really nice rubberband and v pretty earrings. :D:D i love.she claims its christmassy.everything tt's glittery she'll say its christmassy.love her. :D
bro and mummy prepared the christmas dinner today. :] super nice dinner.ytd mummy said my bro will be going out today so no dinner.but then he bought the ingredients home tdy and said he's gg to be home for dinner tonight!and they prepared damn alot of stuff.coz they thought my friends will be staying for dinner too.ended up we cant finish our dinner haha.
the roasted honey chicken.and sausages.hehe.
okay it may look weird and ugly but its damn nice!the chicken.and there's fish fillet and speghetti too. :D:D:D
going out later.at ard 11 i guess.hmmm.
i dunno what to do.i really dun.
i wish this christmas would be a happy one.
but it certainly doesnt feel like it.
i dunno why am i so narrow minded.
but the fact is,i am.
URGH.
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:D
watched the holiday today.i LOVE this kinda show.and really.jude law is v handsome.and the show's damn sweet la.i like. :]
i received weiwei's christmas card ytd by mail.lol.i didnt expect his handwriting to be tt nice.haha.
i cant believe tmr's alr christmas eve.i cant wait. :D:D:D
there may be a christmas dinner at home tmr. :D
if not then it will be steamboat at py's hse. :D
movie at lot 1 after tt. :D
i cant wait! :D
in e afternoon my friends will be coming! :D
on christmas day itself there'll be a christmas party at charmaine's hse. :D
omg there's so many things going on.but then.i dunno if i shud go to charmaine's hse.coz after staying over at py's hse i'll be dead tired.zzz.nvm shall see.
walking in the winter wonderland
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i was actually abit pissed today.but then e happiness covered e pisses.heh.so i've overall happy today. :D:D
anw i suddenly rmbed smth.we saw snow ytd!okay this is v random eh.haha.but then e snow was..WOA.damn fascinating can. :D
anw.yea met LAM at jp this afternoon.he got me stuff frm china. :D:D and i gave him his christmas present haha.we were going off and talking bout weiwei then suddenly we saw him looking at watches lol.damn scary can.same thing happened ytd.me and sx talking bout tianchi on e train then not long after saw her at lot 1.haha.talked bout smth related to mel and then saw her at lot 1 too.its damndamn coincidental la.scary.anw ya.and weiwei is irritating(as usual). xP
went home and then towned w mummy.met hun there.yes i got my nike sb! :D:D:D and i gave up on my converse sneakers.got pony's instead. :D:D:D its whiteish and purplish.hehe. :D:D:D hun got his pony sneakers too! yes we both have pony sneakers. :D:D
christmas is only 2 days away!
that magical season i love.
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yay met up w suxian! :D:D
and company.
got the christmas presents.gave them the stuff too.hehe.
walked alot before i got tt thing.hope he likes it.
back to sch to play bball!its like e old times.weiwei colin suxian me steph.tianchi came down later.yingbin sent her to sch and then went back to camp.its like back to e past.after playing bball then dinner.urgh.e good old days.sigh.
i really miss them. ):
didnt meet hun tdy coz was playing ball.hope he got to eat e noodles he craved for.lol.
and i cant wait for christmas eve! :D SUXIAN STEPH!hehe. :D:D
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trng was yet again cancelled today.
coz there was only 4 ppl.and trng this fri's cancelled too.
came home and sleeeeep til afternoon.haha.then out to get some christmas stuff. :D
yes i'm gonna meet suxian! :D
soon soon.hehe.
and auroras are really damndamn pretty.
i just feel like there's some secret to it.
i dunnno how to put it in words.
like its damn mysterious.
but pretty.really pretty.
i like.
(:
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i'm nt feeling any better tdy.
why?
sigh. ):
anw wenta hospital w hun for his appt.lol.
i'm so gonna get tt converse sneakers.
you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you make me happy
when skies are grey
you never know dear
how much i love you
please don't take
my sunshine away
(:
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i feel damn bad now.hai.like i did smth really really wrong.had this weird feeling since steamboat.
i know i'm really bad.and i cant give gd advices.and i only can listen.and ppl trust me.but then,what did i do?
i brought this upon myself.i guess.
in e process of looking for better advices,i found myself guilty.
anw.
didnt go for bball trng tdy coz i thought i'm gg out w my family.waited.and in e end we didnt go out coz my mum ate alr then came back!grr.in e end no family outing,no bball trng.
hun accompanied me.hehe.went to imm,then mummy joined us for dinner.
and we're gg to rent more dvds to my hse to watch coz there's e stereo system at my hse.lol.tt pig was so scared coz it was so damn loud suddenly ytd when i on-ed e stereo system.haha.anw.yay more dvds! :D
and then we cabbed home so he came over.haha.my mum says she dun wanna go out w us anymore in e future coz we're damn noisy.zzz.
accompanying tt pig to e hospital tmr.queensway!ikea meatballs! :D
i love.heh.
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hun came and we cooked dinner tdy!haha.
okae lar not exactly cook.okay actually we didnt cook at all.
pizza and fries.hehe.
and DVDs!watched click and da vinci.
click was gd.da vinci was quite boring actually.and guess wad.i beat tt pig's score in quadrapop.haha.like FINALLY.hehe.
urgh.i'm damn tired now.
mummy's not home.some christmas party and she's staying overnight at her friend's place.
and i realise.
my lappy looks like its a few years old alr when i just got it for 3 mths.its like so..old.ya i dunno how to take care of my stuff.i know.ha.
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steamboating at marina! :D
o6s11's 3rd official outing.lol.
anw e food wasnt tt great tdy.and as usual,they served me.okae lar was abit paisae tdy.seriously.i dunno why eh.but then,tt's me lar.past outings w my workmates,my supervisor roy kept asking me wad food i wan then he cook.lol.then outings w s13.sy kept cooking for me too.tt auntie.i miss her lar. ): and we've YET to go out tgt since her a's ended tt LONG AGO.sigh.then tdy my precious s11 peeps served me.esp chari.haha. :D
and shawn gave us e things he bought for us frm US.hehe.
tt cartoon character tt i LOVE! :D 
chip and dale pretzel! :D
hehe.great friends eh.
not forgetting hun too.
i CARE for you okae.
lets go eat carls jr.!
hawhaw. xP
kay lar dun be mean.
go eat big mac. >.<
i cant wait for christmas you know.
20 bucks ehh.bleah.
yes i am gg for trng tmr.
and i have to slp now or else i wun be able to wake up.
but my hair is stil wet!
urgh.
zhengyuanchang.hehe.
shit.just kill me.
i'm gg MAD over him lar!
soooooo cute. :D:D:D
THE ROSE.w his long hair.haha.yes i'm rewatching all his shows tt i've watched before!
urgh.
i feel v..erm.
hahaha. xD
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we won e match today! :D
42-26.
great job ppl!
heh and we're 2nd!yay.
had dinner after tt and then e trip home was..haha.
i kept laughing and laughing non stop.lol.
carebear's lorries.
trust
tt's all i need.
and i so love zhengyuanchang. :D:D:D
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YAY i'm done w erzuojuzhiwen!
omg zhengyuanchang is really damndamndamn cute!
e coolest and e most handsome JIANGZHISHU.
oake i shud stop la.lol.
anw.its really a nice show. :D esp e last 2 episodes.heh.e younger bro oso damn cute la.okae i'm gg crazy.
anw i met hun tdy.haha.yes i ate mos burger.and he cant eat wahaha. >.< and he says he'll be mean to me nxt time i go thru e phase he is gg thru now.
AND!
there's this new adidas netball shoe.i cant decide whether to get w e team so i just wrote my order down.and now i regret. ): i wanna get my converse.shitty shit.
i stil cant get over erzuojuzhiwen.
its replaying in my head now.
LOL.
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urgh.
netball match tdy was terribly terrible.
made so many miss passes.
i dunno wad was i doing.
lost quite terribly too.sigh.
i guess i contributed alot to THEIR goals.
i'm sorry nballers.
and i hope hun is recovering well.
he had an op ytd.
AND.
its a v serious one.his ligaments KEEP TEARING CAN YOU BELIEVE IT.
e day before ytd was e one at his neck.
OMG can.
i hope darren reads this haha.
HORH HUN!
trng tmr at kallang.but i wanna play e lorry game!damn fun.it really feels like you're driving a lorry can.haha.
yes my present for bear.prrettttyy! :D
bearbear and me! :D
it feels like ages since i've met her alr.sigh.hope to see her agn before sch reopens.
anw i think ALL e songs in aiqingmofashi is damn damn nice.complemets e show too.coz its V NICE TOO!okae crap.
gonna finish erzuojuzhiwen!
ZHENGYUANCHANG JOE!
he's super cute can.
hehe.
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finally cip is over.
OKAY cip today sucks.seriously.
dun wanna talk bout it alr.
anw hun wenta tpy to watch e match so bro picked me and him up and went for dinner at mhd sultan rd.okae dinner's nt bad.hun send me e pictures we took!heh.
damn tired tdy eh.and i didnt get to watch e match at all.sigh.
yes!ZHANGTINGJUN!okay its DAMNDAMNDAMN BLUR.i'm v sad. ):
marks e end of e 4 nations.
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back frm cip.
was at e entrance for e whole 4 hrs there.
AND!i took photo w spore's WD ZHANGTINGJUN!omg she's damndamndamn pretty ah.mixed blood.thanks to jeannette.heh.
i love e WA wendy tan too!DAMN CUTE!but didnt take photo.there's too many ppl alr la.and ya spore lost to png.
tmr's e last day of cip.i am at e merchandise thingy.cant watch e match!sigh.
and hun was super sweet coz he waited for me for 3 hr plus at tpy!hehe.and then ate abit and took 157 home.157's ALOT faster than e mrt at night can.and there's seats somemore.too bad i wun have a chance to take 157 alr.okae wad crap.
yay bday dinner for mummy tmr.and guess wad.i haven bought any present for her yet.OMGOMG.gg to buy tmr morn.or after cip.if possible.
p/s.spore's WD is really v v v pretty.WA is v v v cute.
i like. :D :D :D
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cip ytd at tpy.
-.-
had fun throwing freebies to e audiences.lol.
but ball picking is not tt fun. >.<
stil,we got to watch 2 matches.
and different duties today! :D
didi came over ytd.baked cookies.haha.
its not bad lahhhh.and i hope he can get into jurong sec. :D and join bball! haha.
both me and my mum got pissed off in e morn coz i didnt get e breakfast i want.URGH.
and i wanna go minds cafe agn.sudden crave.
didnt get to meet hun ytd too.i'm getting crazy lah.
urgh.
i cant wait for feb.
:D
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FINALLY.
mahjonged tdy!though didnt win money i'm stil happy.coz i get to play mahjong like finally.lol.
played bball after tt at hke.it was drizzling.floor was damn wet and everybody tried to stay on their feet.but playing bball was great still. :D
SX I MISSED YOU!finally get to play bball w u again.heh.my dearest teammate.
anw wenta work w my mum ytd.completed work quite early so wenta get her bday present frm ntuc income.e remote control wch can be programmed to control up to 4 devices.lol.wenta funan first,then i told my mum my shoe is quite spoilt.she asked me to go get a new pair at peninsula plaza.and yes i got my new adidas!i love.ha.i think she forgot i have another pair of red one.okae i think i have alot of shoes alr.and actually all are stil in gd condition except e one wch i told my mum its spoilt.ahhh.dun care.
then homed.and hun came over for dinner.anw my sis booked made a reservation at clark quay for this sat.my mummy's bday.at some restaurant.and she msged me to say she included LIONGYANLIN too.haha.and i told hun bout it and he said its to celebrate his promotion and i wenta tell my mum!i insist tt my mum will tell my sis.and then hun is damn paisae.lol.i dun care. xD
and someone got mad today huh.
hrmpf.
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my stomach's damn uncomfortable now.even though i ate e pills alr.urghh. >.<
trng wasnt tt gd tdy.though warm up run was gd.coz only 10 rounds round nball court.and some ball handlings and ball drills then game.
after trng stayed ard and walking out was damn fun.lol.lied to shaminah bout her phone.and in e end she believed unwiingly.hahaha.
HUN HUN HUN HUN HUN.
met him and came over to my hse.haha.slacked abit then he went home.
THANKS!
for always being there for me and meeting me.
ended reaching home so late and u have work tmr.
ilu.
(:
though i always bully u and nv initiate to hold your hands.(like u claimed)
BOO.
xiao qi gui. xP
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FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY.
BASKETBALL!
yes.finally played bball.it feels like..HOME.seriously.been out of touch w bball for so long alr.went back to hm utd for trng today.e feeling of being on e bball court is just fantastic. :D
trng was quite slack tdy though,coz everyone just came back frm e 1 mth break.shot abit before trng.and i got alot of 3 pts in.hahaha.wch is weird coz i dun shoot 3 pts.
but stil,i'm becoming lousier and lousier.i'm nt tough enough,coz for e past few wks i only went for nball trng,wch is NO contact game.its really difficult when ppl get their hands all over the ball trying to hit it away frm your hands when you are used to having e ball all to yourself.i will learn bball again.i promise.
and ms tan gave us our work out routine.zzz.
came home to find out tt my bro bought a car. -.- so everyone has a car except me and my mum.grr.and my sis bought some water purifier thingy tt costs ALOT.but its healthy la.so no harm.
urgh.nball trng tmr.but gina's going!heh. :D
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i am damn tired now.not enough slp ehh.
anw.ya went to e post prom party ytd.and saw lots of ppl.e party was okae.hmmmm.went after my nball match wch ended at 10.and i was at kallang so i had to rush home and rush there and then i got lost.but sx and company saved me. :D haha.i'm sorry sx for causing u to walk such a long dist when u alr have ur feet hurting okae.SORRY! yep had only a lil bit to drink and then went off when everything ended.
wenta sham's house ytd afternoon w some of e nballers.yes my old neighbourhood.she stays at 46 and i stayed in 7.haha but too bad i moved.anw.had pizza,played pictionary and watched step up.yes step up is nice.e dance moves are damn damn nice.i dun mind watching it agn really.left her hse at ard 6 for kallang.match against chung cheng.
and anw,nball match was terrible.though we won.fcking bitch
if u are tt fantastic scold me all u want.i dun care.but u are not.so leave it.its not like u didnt do anything wrong AT ALL.wth did u shout at me so harshly for?
yes i'm damn pissed.
its not within my tolerance level anymore.fckfckfck.
URGH.e more i think bout it e more angry i get.
i wan to play bball agn.i wan e old pj team back.i wan e old jurong team too.
but i stil appreciate everyone else who encourages sincerely in e pjnball team.
yes not just because others said tt expression on court matters so we have to encourage instead of showing black face or shouting at your teammates.its frm e bottom of our hearts, sincerely wanting e team to perform well on court.not tt superficial.get it?
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