Tuesday, September 19
21:09
i realise i conclude things v carelessly and stupidly.
!(@*&!*#^.
alright hun came over and just went home.had curry chicken cooked by my mummy. =D
my dad's on a really long trip man.
i miss him.alot.
nobody to send me to sch when it rains.
nobody to share e food WE love.
nobody there to poke fun at me.
nobody in e living room watching tv til 3am.
e house is so quiet w/o him.
sigh.we'll get used to it.
since he's always always away for business trips.
):
promos coming.everyone's mugging like..muggers.and i'm nt even in e mood for studies.super slack can.grrr.
i shall go try do my tys now. >.<
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anndlearnhowtofly
today is e start of another wk!
which means..promos is one wk away!
damn.
i stil have SOOOO much to study can.
and i'm stil online here.
hohoho. >.<
anw.sch was boring today.zz.i ponned pe!went home early.i feel so bad.mrs loh took our clz today coz mrs lim's on maternity leave i think.hmmm.badbadbad.
and me wrist really hurts alot can.
hun claims its fengshi.
but i dun think so since its e first time its happening.
and i met hun for dinner just now.
i love him can!i noe i must treat him e best tt i can,but i dun.hmmmm.i'm sincerely sorry. ):
sch tmr again.
zzz.
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zz.
damn sian can.
didnt actually have to go get mc.
but then dunno y so many ppl decided to pon tgt tdy.
wth.
got only 1 pe and 1 lect but 3 1/2 hr breaks in b/w tts y i ponned.waste of time to go sch since i hv no PW.
grrrr.
damn.
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anndlearnhowtofly
(:
today is e 12th of sept! yes my bday! (:(:
hmmm.alright nthg much.
anw firstly,thanks to all those who wished me a happy bday. (:
this morn a few of us ponned physics lect.they had a v small cele for me w a cake. (: yes i'm touched.thanks e few of u,esp chari alec fr. (:
kae their present was cute.e trolley w tigger and sweets in it.
thanks o6s11 for e bday song. (:
alright.thnaks to e bball team too.wch includes alot of ppl i guess.for their voucher though its e wrong one.kae ppl.i LOVE tt voucher.haha.tc persuaded me to say i love it. >.< i really like it la.ha.
thanks to sy nat am for their voucher too! (:
yes tc's one was supposed to match theirs.haha.
blarblarblar.
had phy test.grr.ended at 7.
met hun for swensons!baked rice.yumyum.
and i love tt sunflower! (: made me happy. (:
oh well.nthg tt special i guess.
but everyone made me feel special on my special day. (:
u and me.our first.and many more to come.
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have not been studying at all for e past 2 days.SIGH.
met up w sec sch frens ytd! =D=D=D
yay they're e bestest fren u can find.
went for dinner at swensons.
got royce choc and cookie frm bear! =D
one pair of shades frm yw and gang.
and yh treated me to e dinner!
(:
ytd's jere's actual bday la.
i love 4/2 can.
thanks everyone who make ytd's outing possible.
and went home w jasmine.miss e sec sch days la. ):
went out w hun today!
considered celebration.haha.had dinner and fish&co at glass house!we were up on e 2nd floor.hehe. (:
e live band was not bad. (:
and hun's stil over at my house now.
i wan him to accompany me,and I THINK he wans to accompany me too.ha.
alright.i'm abit tired alr.watching fullhouse.i think rain's really v cute.haha.
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anndlearnhowtofly
yes i'm stil awake now.
grrr.
got lessons at 8.45 in sch later.
i'll slp after my lesson.
anw just now had supper outside and was talking to them at e badminton court.
i guess he was quite right bout it.
i realised i'm too judgemental.
i dunno y.and tt i care bout ppl too much.
y shud i care bout those who are not even impt to me?right?
but then in e first place,some ppl shud just not poke their stupid noses into other ppl's business in e first place.i am not one who can forget those things ppl try to do to harm me or whoever is related to me.
and i need to stop caring too much bout this kinda ppl.
it's done alot of harm.ppl who acts innocent and thinks tt they're such a saint
alright.i'm done w my last piece of..uh..wadever.they're just not worth my time.
my precious and valuable time
alright was supposed to study.but i guess we sidetracked ALOT.
i'm determined not to slp til i come home frm lesson.or mayb,i'll not go for lesson afterall.
anw i told hun bout some things wch i realised recently.hmmm.i guess it's better i make things clear.than to regret later on.
i think i'm a v diff person to get along w.i am too..not easy going i guess.i hope i can change.and i comment too much on ppl.i shud stop doing tt.it'll make life easier for everyone.including me.
and i'm abit tired now alr.this kinda feeling make me miss e days of stayovers at bear's hse w either e sec sch frens or mha peeps for mahjong and supper.
i love.
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anndlearnhowtofly
urgh.
I HAVE NO MOTIVATION TO STUDY!
have to agree tt e lappy came at e wrong time.
and i dunno y i just cant bring myself to study la.GRR.
i dun wanna be kicked out of sch. ):
sigh.
anw.i realised.i rarely skip bball trngs.not considering hm utd trngs.just sch trngs.no matter wad i'll always be there for trngs.not even studies and exams can stop me frm gg for trngs.uh okae there may be times i skip trng but it must be coz i'm really sick or smth.
alright.my pt is,i skipped nball trng tdy agn.i dunno how many times have i skipped nball trngs.but i thought bout it.its time i made a decision.either nball,or bball.i rmb telling alot of ppl i dun really like bball.ya i dun like watching bball matches coz i think its rather passive just to sit there and cheer.i am also not tt passionate bout bball.i think partly coz i'm lazy.but stil,bball completes me.i made alot of gd friends coz of tt sport.i learn how a team shud work tgt.i see how teammates encourage one another and endure all e trngs tgt.i feel e spirit.e common goal.
i choose bball.
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anndlearnhowtofly
yay.
i've got my v early bday present today!
my new lappy. (:
yea.so currently i have both my desktop and laptop.but e desktop's gonna be given somday to my lil cousin who's only k2 this yr.lucky him.k2 only and he gets to own his own comp and go online.tsk.how unfair.
anw.wenta grand cathay ytd!nice place.(: esp in e morning where there's so lil ppl.
me chari alec watched monster house!haha.chowder(or issit chowter?)'s v cute.
then left them to meet hun.hmmm.
watched full house on scv!RAIN!!haha.and i tot of alec.LOL.
and aiqingmofashi's damn nice can.mingdao's really cute.haha.watched huffalump this morn too.ha.roo's cutee.
went simlim to shop for my bday pres. (:
wanted whites,but all too small.sigh.
anw.went for dinner at goldenmile.e steamboat's damn damn damn nice. (:
okae i agree e food there is normal la.budden,its stil v nice leh.i dunno y.ha.
my dad loves to bring us there to eat.yes i love e food there.
i love my dad too.
and i so wanna watch genwojiehuenba(uh i think this is wad its called).
MIKE HE JUN XIANG! =D
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