when i think about you,
nothing else seems to be.
i drift to a beautiful place,

and i find you there,
waiting for me.
when you fill my mind, i feel there's nothing
i couldn't do.

i find my inner strength,
when my heart is full of you.
you take my hand so gently,
for my heart you already hold.

your arms so strong around me,
ours is a love story still being told.
a sweet, peaceful feeling
surrounds my very soul,
when i feel you near me,

i know you'll never let go.
you're always there for me,
and i'll forever be here for you.
there'll never be an ending,
to a love so pure and true.


Sunday, May 28

21:54

was so tired ytd i didnt even have e energy to switch on e comp.i was really dead tired.seriously.

woke up like damn early larh.7.30AM.okae.i nv wake up this early on sats.and i went for netball trng!omg.actually its okae.but its damn damn damn hot!i nearly died of heatstroke.at e pt of dying when trng ended w 2 suicide runs.brr.
then went for bball trng.ya can u imagine.bball trng after nball trng.and nball was more on e physical side.lucky i had a lil rest for like 2 hrs.bball trng i only did a some things.not all.and our match is starting tmr! :( but we got our jerseys!haha.its white and orange AGAIN!its..er..OKAE lar.i like e warm up tee though. (:

okae after trng met hun at ps.we watched over e hedge.ITS A DAMN CUTE SHOW LAR!hahaha.then homed.

went msia w mummy and bro today!shopping!!wahaha.damn happy.coz i bought pretty clothes. (: and SBs!mummy asked me to buy wad i need.so i really bought wad i need.HAHA.happy. (:


i'm worried for my match tmr.
i hope i can play like..how i played frm sec 2-4.
i think my skills are damn lousy.
how?!
worried.

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anndlearnhowtofly


Friday, May 26

23:37

gp is over!
hols!

hmmm.seriously.i think i'd fail quite badly for my gp papers.i didnt have time for both larh.and my ans in e last qns of compre was like..SO OUT.haha i cant feel any dumber.zz.

i watched poseidon w my mum ytd!hee.ages since i've gone out w her.hmmm.

i love watching devilbesideme.its such a DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN nice show!omg.hejunxiang is DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN SHUAI!he's boyishly charming.damn cute larh!omg.

these few days were so..okae.nvm.i just feel tt i dun belong to e world for e past few days.in sch esp.i dunno wads wrong.i feel so..weird.like no one even cares.HUN OSO LOR.hrmpf.

oh ya.i'm officially in netball i guess.mshazelliew got me a position in exco.I NEEDA GO BACK TO SCH ON SATURDAYS!so sad larh! :(

hunhunhun.
chouchou.
HAHA. =D

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anndlearnhowtofly


Monday, May 22

23:27

i hate today. ):

math and econs test was okae.econs was quite difficult i guess.hmmm.blar blar.went for gp consultation for 1 1/2 hrs.then pe.had fun w my classmates.we played captain's ball.ha fun.then went for trng at novena.trng's like shit.everything i do is wrong.i dunno y.some simple ball handling i oso cant do.wth.anw.hm tried to get coach to drive us back to jurong if she's meeting her bf.who noes her bf took e day off today and went to wait for her at novena.swt right.then hm and i had to take e packed mrt back home.and she went off to dinner w her beloved.leaving me alone to take bus home.poor thing man.

how insignificant.
aches.


i nv wish ppl lied.

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anndlearnhowtofly


Sunday, May 21

23:29

i'm sort of happy. :):)
stayed at hoem today,trying to complete my pile of undone hmwk.urgh.but i guess there's too much distractions at home.yes my beloved computer.not having to share a comp is great.but it's way too distracting.for ppl like me.who cant concentrate.i played abit maple,talked online,played maple again.zz.i'm so not disciplined larh. >.< anw before i used e comp i watched tv.okae ppl who noe me well will noe tt i dun really love sitting in front of e tv.i'd rather be in front of my comp.but i watched tv today!coz there's devil beside me!!er mo zai sheng bian.DAMN DAMN NICE.haha.he jun xiang is DAMN CUTE LARH!omg.love contract's nice too coz he oso acts in tt.hahaha.i'll spend my sunday afternoons at home now.ahha.

ytd was a happy day!went out w hun.we met at OUR bus stop,then took bus to harbour front to change bus to town.wenta drink teh at harbour front.e teh there is nice. (: then took bus to town.wenta paragon coz we wanted to look for bags.saw one NIKE bag.its quite nice. (: if hun buys tt,mayb i'll buy another colour but of e same design.hee.then we wenta suntec again.ate carls jr. again.haha.then to carrefour again.we repeat e same procedure every sat.haha.on e way home,my beloved was singing to me.i realised his singing is..QUITE gd.haha.and there's this malay guy one seat in front of us,and he keeps turning ard to see hun.hahaha.bet its coz he sing too loud alr.i told hun,and he was damn paisae larh!hahaha damn funny.fun fun day. *tickle!
muahaha. xD

i have econs test tmr.
i have math test tmr.
i haven study for econs.
i haven study for math either.

i'm so dead.

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anndlearnhowtofly


Thursday, May 18

22:55

i'm back.frm nowhere larh.i'm just back to blog.grrr.

so happy ytd!wenta e revolving restuarant at pasir panjang.near harbourfront.went there w my sis bro and mum.daddy didnt go coz he's quite sick. :(
sad.but anw.e food was nice!and e atmosphere was nice!ha.i didnt noe it was a chinese restaurant until i went there.but e food was not bad larh. :) we ate a..eh..i dunno how many course meal.had peking duck too!damn damn nice. :) ate til damn full.and e restaurant was revolving.ha.and had dessert after e main courses.THE DESSERT WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE!!omg.its toffee banana.its damn nice larh.i stil rmb e taste so distinctively.they serve e hot pieces of banana w hot soft toffee on e outer side,then they throw e pieces of bananas into e bowl of ice water and they take them out.e toffee will harden.its so crispy on e outside,and soft and hot inside.omg its damn nice larh!!!anw ya.by e time we finished all of our food,we revolved 1+ round alr.1 round takes 1hr45min.hmmm so i guss we've been there for bout 2 hrs.haha.I LOVE TOFFEE BANANA!

today was damn tired in sch.lessons and more lessons.but gp was fun!its always fun.ha.these few lessons mr eddiekoh have shown us e mutant powers of some ppl in e cls.he thought of them all by himself coz he said he was quite bored halfway thru marking our essays so he came up w this idea.

mine:LADY LOOKEZ
chari:LAZY QUESTIONMARKZ
fengrui:TENNISO

there's stil quite a number of e others.but this is e only 3 i can rmb.i dunno wad's w tt Z for me and chari.and none of e others have e Z in their special names.and my mutant power is to stare at ppl and scare e hell outta them.haha.mrkoh even asked if i love to stare at ppl before he showed e slide.chari's one is to make ppl ask qns like crazy and this will cause them to stop in their track.fr's to turn into a tennis racket when cornered and to shoot tennis balls to attack enemies.HAHA.damn funny.but so sad k-man's leaving. :(

ah.i'm tired.
and i feel so ever guilty. :(

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anndlearnhowtofly


Monday, May 15

23:37

i'm bored.
i'm bored.
i'm bored.

i woke up late today!so i got a ride frm daddy.i love it when he fetches me to sch.heh.chari didnt go sch today. :(
i tot i had alot of things to blog abt,but i forgot everything alr.

i'm bored.

geog test was okae.since..i had some help before e test.ha. >.< at least i'll get my 2 mks.

bored.

pe was fun.played bball.suxian joined us!haha.tt damn impactful fall.

stil bored.

rushed down for hm utd trng.heard tt we'll get some kuku brand jersey.zz.anw trng was quite fun.played 5on5 quite alot.but after tt coach gave us an UNPLEASANT SURPRISE.3 suicide runs.but i was stil okae after e 3 runs coz i went for trng late.heard tt they ran 3 before i reach there.haha.

i'm bored.pepper's sick.he go slp alr.hurhur.just like a pig. :(

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anndlearnhowtofly


Sunday, May 14

16:16

finally!i'm home for one day!okae i'm going out later.but stil its w my family.hahaha.i'm happy happy. :):)

eh.but no work done.so sad!i'm so so dead lar.and there's geog test tmr.dang.

been going out for e long wkend.cept today.fri went out w hun.ytd went out w hun.today home. =D hmmm.i love suntec.i dunno y.but i just love suntec and marina sq and millenia walk.they make me happy.ha.

surprisingly,i woke up early today.given tt i slept quite late ytd.AGES since i've woke up so early.went for brunch w my auntie and mum.later gg out for mothers' day dinner w my family+auntie-sis.wed gonna have another celebration w my family only.think its some revolving restaurant.cant wait.ha.

chouchou pepper's playing pool now.he dun wan to care bout me anymore.hurhur. >.<

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anndlearnhowtofly


Friday, May 12

01:04

i'm reaching home veh late almost everyday. :( so sad.i miss e days nuah-ing at home. :(

wenta novena to look for hun today.we wenta united sq. :) i ate my ginko nut w barley.damn nice.even hun agrees.ha.then to toysrus.played abit.after tt BEN&JERRY ICE CREAM!euphoria.ha. =D happy.and there's twister fries at macs again!its damn nice.but damn oily.hrmpf.

hun sent me home.and my mum called me halfway and asked if he's w me.she invited him to my hse.ha.coz didi was over at my hse and he bought a new aeroplane.hun came over to help abit.awhile only larh.before he went off.coz its quite late alr.hmmm.

its e 12th alr. :)

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anndlearnhowtofly


Monday, May 8

23:41

i reached home damn late! :( :( :(
rushed down to novena after sch ended.wch was at 5.30pm.zz.oh ya and we took out napfa 2.4k today.i'm veh happy w my result. :) :) :)
trng was 5 on 5.my jersey's gonna be number 7! :)not a number i hate.tts gd.haha.
okae.i shall go slp now.otherwise i wun be able to wake up on time tmr.

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anndlearnhowtofly


Sunday, May 7

00:25

I
WENT
OUT
WITH
HUN
TODAY
!
:)

there was no trng becoz of e GE.so went out w hun.wenta town first to get e passport size photo frm bobbie.then wenta marina sq. :) CARLS JR.!!damn damn nice.shared w hun. :) then we wenta suntec to shop and walk ard. :) so fun.haha.he haven lost his sense of humour.i'm glad. :) i love ppl who can make me laugh. :)

oh.and my bro collected and gave me my levi's shirt i ordered e other time online.its damn nice. :) but i think its a lil too big?hmmm.

i'm happy today. :)

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anndlearnhowtofly


Thursday, May 4

21:58

urgh.reached home at bout like 10 for e past few days.zz.i think today's considered e earliest day alr.wch was 8+.ahhh. :(

anw.helped in e napfa for e guys today.it was for cip points actually.ha.asked charissa along too.quite fun. :)at least it was not boring.hmmmm.

i've gt nthg to blog abt alr.e same routine is happening everyday in sch.except e activities after sch,sch will either be meeting hun,trng or home.OH YA!and youth cup's starting in like less than a mth.omg.i think we're gonna have less than 10 trngs before it starts la!and anw,trng days increased to 3 per wk.wch is mon,wed and sat.and i hafta travel down after lessons on monday wch ends at 5.30 to novena.trng starts at 6. >.< oh wells.

i realised smth.i dun think anyone have ever rejected my call before.
okae this is damn random i noe.

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anndlearnhowtofly


Monday, May 1

01:15

brugh.

smth wch i tot was funny happened today.i was at home in my room.daddy called me on my hp.

daddy:u wan eat anything or not?
me:huh?(thought he was downstairs in e living room)oh where are u?
daddy:downstairs lorh.
me:(thinking he was downstairs in his car or smth)orh got wad to eat?
daddy:i cooked potatoe soup.
me:zzz!

ya i went down and saw my daddy nuah-ing on e sofa.so lame larh!but quite funny larh.ha.and e soup he cooked was nice!he can cook nice food.but he only cooks when mummy is not home and when he's lazy to go out get food.

wenta meet hun later in e evening.we wenta westmall first,before gg off to suntec's carrefour,then to esplanade. :)

all i needed was the hug to tell me everything's okae
:)

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anndlearnhowtofly

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