when i think about you,
nothing else seems to be.
i drift to a beautiful place,

and i find you there,
waiting for me.
when you fill my mind, i feel there's nothing
i couldn't do.

i find my inner strength,
when my heart is full of you.
you take my hand so gently,
for my heart you already hold.

your arms so strong around me,
ours is a love story still being told.
a sweet, peaceful feeling
surrounds my very soul,
when i feel you near me,

i know you'll never let go.
you're always there for me,
and i'll forever be here for you.
there'll never be an ending,
to a love so pure and true.


Tuesday, February 28

21:01


read: S T star

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20:45

wheee.
:)

was damn slpy and nearly couldnt wake up on time.anw.went sch and did gp hmwk.in e end we didnt go for gp lesson.ha.was sitting with charissa and crapping with cassie and simin in e canteen.waited for ginny to finish lesson before fr joined us to go town tgt.went to PP first coz he wanted to get his wallet.couldnt find any.and i saw a nice ripcurl wallet.AWWWWW.i wan tt wallet!grrr.then to wisma coz fr wanted his fcuk top.e denim skirts there are damn nice lar.and e white one.awsh.sy saw me in fcuk and she came in with jy.e moment she came in she blabbered non stop lar.after she finished talking she went off.haha.damn funny larh she. >.< done with tt and we went to marche for our bday lunch celebration for charissa!so belated.haha.but its better late than nv.and this lunch cele was actually suggested by fr larh.e 3 of us treated her to lunch.and she treated e 3 of us waffles. :)

oh man. :(
my chi results tmr.
his a lvl results tmr.

wishes hun gd luck.
wishes myself gd luck too.
:)

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Monday, February 27

23:14


lovely choco frm desiree.so swt. :)

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23:09

URGH! :(

y am i always always so moody?grrr.had an okae day in sch.but i HATE pe on mondays.it always means running and running and running.zzz.today we did intervals.each set 2 rounds,and we're supposed to do 4 sets.grr.but i did only 3 sets coz e teacher told me to sit out as i have a friendly later on.but it dosent help larh.was SOSOSO tired though it was only e first quart.must be coz of e run during pe.zzz.anw i had an ogl meeting before my match.i think i'm starting to grow to like them more and more.hee.all of them veh cute larh.dunno y.and they came up to support e match later on. :) i hope o2 is gonna be a success. :)
was quite sad after e match lar.needless to say we lost.we really dun have enough ppl to continue.sighs.
went to lot 1 for dinner with cassie sx steph.damn tiring to go with them coz e only we do is to keep laughing and laughing non stop.laughing at things tt are funny coz its not funny.LAME SHIT.but at least it lightened my mood.
i think some of our sch's bball guys are really nice.as in,really really veh nice.i dunno y.hmmm.

anw its ice cream uncle's last day in pj tmr.buy more ice cream frm him tmr kae. :)

2 more days. :(

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Sunday, February 26

22:12


e heart shaped ring

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22:11


tiffany&Co.

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22:09


:)

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20:43

urgh.so long since i've updated.my time's so fully packed til i've no time to blog.zz.cant rmb wad happened on thurs alr.fri and sat was OGL camp.yea i'm an OGL.like duh.e camp was okae lar.hmmm anws.was damn sick lar.with a bad flu and cough.didnt have enough slp.signed out of e camp 1/2 hr earlier on sat coz i had to rush down for my home utd trng.
AHHHH.finally i saw yiqin! :) so happy to see her.ha.trng was fun!been ages since i've went for home utd trng.wad coach was saying me and huimin always turn up for one trng and miss ALOT of subsequent trngs.oh well.ha.anw trng was really fun lar.i miss trngs like this.so much more ppl than sch's trng.
bathed and went to meet hun at novena square.he gave me a present.considered a valentine's+1/2 yr. :) though i dun really agree to e idea on spending so much money on e present.anws.had dinner with him and talked alot of crap at e canal before he send me home.was so tired i fell aslp immediately i lie on my bed.slept frm 11+ last night to 11+ this morning.zzz.
met hun again at jp.told him i cant believe i slept for 12 hours.he told me he cant believe i slept for so long too.zzz.crap.wenjin e unfriendly took e same bus as me on e way to jp.but e unfriendly didnt bother to say hi to me.and msg-ed me when i alight frm e bus claiming tt i was unfriendly coz i didnt go over to say hi.hrmpf.anw.watched final destination 3 with hun.kae larh e show's okae.but there're some quite gory scenes.tt made me and hun cover our eyes.SO GAY.haha.went walk walk abit after tt and to long john's for our late lunch.i love e chips frm long john can.but then i'll feel quite sick after eating too much of e cheese lar.but its really damn damn nice.ya i ate tt even though i'm sick. >.<

urgh.there's econs test tmr!dead man.
3 more days.hmmm.
:(

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Wednesday, February 22

23:10

:(
i've got a bad bad sorethroat.sighs.

anws.went to sch early in e morning in a really bad mood.saw sx outside sch with her frens and cassie.went over and wished her happy birthday. :) i think her best fren is super swt.oh well.anw.classes were boring.fr me charissa were all in veh bad mood i think.sighs.such a coincidence.skipped lessons again.hai.then charissa accompanied me to lot 1 at 123o to make my new ez link card.went back to sch for ogl meeting and she went out with her bf.saw e bball ppl in sch and talked to them awhile while waiting for my meeting to start.they went off at bout 2+ to catch a movie first coz they had to wait for me to eat dinner tgt to cele sx's bday.left e meeting at bout 5 and went to lot1 with jerold and benson to get benson's disney on ice tickets.zz.stil have to help him go down to e ntuc to buy vitagen.was mentioning this e whole way thruout dinner.ha.anw.cabbed down to town and met them at breeks for our dinner cele.so happy to be with them.everytime with them i'd forget everything and just laugh at ppl or laugh at those not funny stuff.i love all of them. :) but didnt take photos!aw man. :(

suxian cassie steph huiqin tianchi colin weiwei jerold andrew yiwei benson
and those who're not there-nat nicole.

i love all my frens who care ever so much bout me.

sy am nat who asked if i'm okae.
sx who was worried thru out e whole of her econs lesson and told florence she had no mood to go town anymore.
florence who came to ask me and told me how worried sx was.
charissa who asked wad happened and whom i confided in.
everybody who were at e dinner just now and made me smile and laugh.even if it was at myself.
weiwei who asked if i was okae and sent me all those rubbish msges.ha.

wad can i do w/o all of my frens? =')

HAPPY BURFDAY SUXIAN !
hey girl!happy 18th aights.i'm really glad i've known u in pjc and tt we can play bball tgt and laugh at trng everytime bout everything.u're really cute can.haha.hope tt u'll like e presents we got for u.and oso e cele with u.be clear of wad choices u make okae.all e best in everything!and continue to rock on.and thanks for everything.
iloveu x100 my v cap! :)

HAPPY BURFDAY ALEX !
hey bro.happy burfday!wells.long time nv see u alr.catch up soon if there's a chance okae? :)

sighs.i hope i can be w/o worries.

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Monday, February 20

23:19

:(

sch was boring.zzz.fr gave us belated vday prez today! :) i got e soft baked choco chunk cookies.hee.then tutorials.sigh.skipped some lessons.and i got caught for not wearing e tie today!damn.and e DM noticed my ear studs.suck.argh had to go to e bookshop to get a new tie.aw.and then last lesson was pe.ran canal.
went lot 1 to fix my lousy ez-link card.grrrr.stil not done with it.and met xy there. :) so long since i've seen her.and like her usual self she acted like some retard lar.tts so xinying.ha.
towned with sx cassie steph.saw gina.talked abit.then we left and walked ard ALOT. >.< and was veh tired.reached home at only like 10.30pm.i'm tired.

hai.4 or 5 more days.
:(

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Sunday, February 19

23:33

:(
zzz.

boring day today.went m'sia to pay respect to my late granddad.then to my fifth auntie's hse.slept and slept and nthg else.kae watched abit of tv.grrrr.wasted my time away.but at least there was gd food at night.

hurrrrr.hun's back in camp alr lar.dang.
5 more days.
sigh.

and my mood is getting frm bad to worse i dunno y.
super cranky me.
BAH!

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Saturday, February 18

23:50

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pjc bball girls :)

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us with e instructor.

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tianchi's handsome.haha. xD

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23:13

:)

rock wall climbing at farrer park.

was at some damn ulu place.tt yellow shophouse.super misleading can.but anw.e palce's dman cool i think.learnt some basic stuff.gone thru all tt in ltc alr.but tts e more specific one and there's a cert wch is damn cool oso.haha.anws.not bad.didnt climb much though. >.<

met hun at town after tt.hmmmmm.went je then eat.then library and home.
sighs i think i shud treasure our time tgt since we've sososo lil time to meet each wk. :(

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Friday, February 17

23:40

:)

thurs
back to sch.hmmm.did nthg much in sch.more vday prez! =D went to e doc after sch.actually i ponned chem larh.ha.oh well.hmmm ya then back to sch for transport to UWC for friendly.urghhh.e ppl there damn tall can.e shortest player is like taller than our tallest player.zz.anw.i was knee-ed by one of e players.and so ps larh.zz.nvm dun say anymore.hmm ya we lost.but e game was okae.they hired official referees who officiate inter-sch games for e friendly.and e referees said we did not bad. :) yay.

fri
i'm damn damn pissed off with my ez link card.it failed me twice today.GRRRRR.
anw.had friendly with jurong b gals today.yah for 3 days consecutively we had matches.tired tired.and i think i'm damn evil.coz i keep laughing at ppl.zz.

hun's out. :)

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Wednesday, February 15

23:28

:(

urgh!friendly with sr today.ha went sch at bout 12 coz my sis was gg out so she sent me.hmm.talked to sy and nat and gave them e vdae prez. =D so happy giving out prez.haha.told sy and nat wad i suspect.they said i was crazy.told sx and my bball mates.they all said i was crazy too.zzz.eh.me and sy really look like we talk bout ppl all e time?i mean.ya lar.we do.hahaha.like today.like i say,to those ppl we talk bout,too bad kae. :)

i received alot more vdae prez today!love all of em. :)

hmmm friendly with sr was okae.we lost.AGAIN.zz.lost by 5 pts.how i wish ele was there.hai.but i look forward to after e first 3 mths. :)

guys match after ours.they won lar.hmmm.then transport back to lot1.had dinner.and reach home at only 10.so tired.zz.

HUN HUN HUN.
sigh.
2 more days.
:(

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Tuesday, February 14

23:30

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL.
C=

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00:20

valentine's C=

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pen with heard shape and letter frm desiree. C=

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glass bottle with my name in glass paint on e surface and containing chocolates frm jessica. C=

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heart shaped letter with bball felt in front frm sx. C=

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00:08

ZOO! C=

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otters

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b-e-a-utiful

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e cheeky faced

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us C=

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miniature horse.so cute!

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i kissed e horse. >.<

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pigs are intelligent okae.

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childhood innocence.

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so fairytale.swt.awwwsh.

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guess who?

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wheee.

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er..?!

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OMG.BEN AND JERRY'S.
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our half-baked.
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yumyum.
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Monday, February 13

23:37

i'm sososo glad nthg's gonna happen to hun. :)
but wad bout me?
sigh.
:(

and i received 3 valentine's day prez today!heee. =D


and i think hun's damn cute.
=D
urgh 5 more days.
:(

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Sunday, February 12

11:36

:(
long time no blog.hrmpf.anw.i'm sad sad sad!sigh.wadever.

thurs
alot of ppl didnt go sch lar.played bball for pe.some of e guys really can play bball.and some of them are damn cute can.nthg much happend.

fri
went to e zoo with ginny charissa jessica cherie.took loads of pictures.upload them someday.had ben and jerry's.DAMN NICE CAN.waaaa.*drools.it rained at zoo.so sad.jessica and cherie left us at bout 2 coz they had to go nafa's open hse.rest of us left at bout 2+.
its e releasing of o lvl results day!fr called me on our journey back and his first sentence was 'HEY I GOT 15 PTS!' like wth.haha.anw.this yr's batch did really gd for their o lvls.and its coz of e lack of competition frm those better schs.i think.hmmm.
went home to bathe and cleanup before meeting charissa at jp for mos and we went to sch for e mass bbq.ahhh.nthg to do oso.but kae larh.i oso dunno how i spent my time there.sx came later and talked to her.and i think tt cassie loves her.right sx?haha.i seriously hope tt cassie stays lar.and yihan too. :)

sat
:( :( :(
sigh.

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Wednesday, February 8

23:13

tues
lessons lessons lessons.and i think e sch's like super small coz u'll bump into ppl u noe everywhr.shrugs.i dun think its a gd thing. >.< i hate.

towned with charissa fr ginny after sch.i told them smth i discovered since quite long ago.they agreed.ha.anw.ya ate mos burger.had my seafood rice burger again. =D
and was quite shocked with wad fr ate.oh well.then to nz naturals.they dun have my hazelnut!so sad can.only got brownie.i was thinking bout my hazelnut so much tt i told e person hazelnut when i order.and she smiled to me and said 'eh brownie not hazelnut'.quite ps lar.haha.then heerens and fareast.hmmm.was quite tired alr.then home!

had steamboat for dinner!omg i love steamboat.haha.feel so cosy everytime my family eats steamboat. :)

wed
sch and friendly with innova.left sch at ard 3.30.reached there at bout 4 i think.and e moment ms chua see me she starts disturbing me.but i really didnt see her for damn long alr lar.haha.and i pushed her shoulders.she was like 'wa leave sch alr can push me horh' and start trying to hit me back.childish.ha.anw.saw huiyin and talked to her awhile.saw wenjin too but he didnt see me i think.hmmm.guys started playing first.then girls played.i fell down less than 5 min into e game.but veh minor one lar.ha.during e game i did my trademark move once and e ball went in.ms chua was like shouting frm where she sit 'wa so long alr stil nv forget ur trademark move!nv thank me for teaching u ah'.zzzzz.i really miss her as my coach. :( anw.we lost innova by 1 pt!like wth.urgh.
after e match ms chua talked to me.she said i'm nt like last time.my standard dropped alot.and she say i dun haf enough leadership skills.hai. :(

went to causeway to have dinner with sx cassie steph sarah.haiyo ehh.tt cassie and sx keep laughing and laughing and laughing.and cassie made me laugh like hell too.i told sx and her bout wad fr said.hahaha.even when i said tt i was laughing lor.anw yah laughed ALOT.left causeway at 9.30.reached home nt long ago only.tired tired.


hai.3 more days! :(
i miss hun.

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Monday, February 6

23:07

:(

i'm exhausted.
frm everything.
lessons in e morning were okae.ponned lots of tutorials.actually 2.sat at e study corner and talked.ginny me cherie jessica.fr came after his frens left him for lessons.gossiped abit lar.like wads new.zzz.then had pe in e afternoon.there were only like 3 girls in our clz who went for e run.zzz.today alot of ppl didnt go sch.anw.went canteen slack after tt.

smth super sad happened.i didnt mean to react like tt.i really didnt mean to.but i just cant help it.i dunno y.i oso have e feeling tt i've lost one fren.dun ask y.i just feel this way.can things be ever e same? :(

jessica gave me an excuse letter before she went home.ha.she made it look like a love letter lar. >.< went for trng.hockey guys and girls took up 2 of e bball courts.bball guys took up 1.leaving us with no place to use.mr ang came up to help us get court.super nice. :) and e guy's hockey v cap is damn nice too. :)


sigh.i'm tired tired tired.
i think i'm SUPER SUAY nowadays.eww.

5 more days.
hai.
:(

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Sunday, February 5

22:11

bah!didnt have time to blog til now coz reached home quite late ytd and left hse early in e morng today.i'm really TIRED.zzz.

saturday
mummy reached spore at 11.55pm on fri and home at ard 1am on sat i think.my sis and bro went to pick her up and i didnt go coz i was celebrating hun's bday.ha.mummy didnt buy alot of things larh.ALOT of food.but not alot of things for me.ha.1 belt and 1 pair of boots.at least there's smth lar.even if there isnt any i wun mind.=D.anw.i'm happy tt she's back. :)

slept and went to e temple with mummy.then i went to meet hun. :) hee.went queensway first.walked ard.then went town.took neos. =D and he decorated nicer than me again.zzz.went to eat e wanton noodles at heerens.nice! :) then walked ard.there was chingay ytd.but someone said he'll get a headache if he watches tt.BULLSHIT.hrmpf.haha.then we walked to PS.went to shop shop ard.then to our fav grocery shopping.i got his supply of biscuits.and he got my supply of sweets and biscuits. :) gotta last for whole wk.hmmm.

went home and watch i not stupid.i think its a nice show.though i watched it before alr.i stil think its nice.

hun say he dun wan meet me on fri!so evil right.hrmpf. >.< actually i noe y he dun wan to.and he noes tt i noe.but everytime stil wanna lie to me.haha.


sunday
woke up super early.kae larh.its not veh early actually.woke up at like 9.30.its veh early to me lar.then went msia at ard 10+.daddy didnt go coz he wasnt feeling well.so we took my sis's car.went my auntie's hse and played.today whole day i was either playign mahjong or eating.haha.and i went watch fearless again with my cousins.was so tired i fell aslp in e cinema.but doesnt matter coz i watched e show before alr.ha.then had dinenr at a restaurant.food's damn nice.i like. :)


i miss hun.
sigh.
5 more days.
:(

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Saturday, February 4

00:37

urgh.didnt update for so long.busy.hrmpf.anws.recap!

wed
hmmm.actually i sorta forget wad happened alr.i only rmb fr treating me ginny chari to green tea coz there was no ham&cheese.ha.then went ginny's hse after sch with chari for mahjong.yea 3 of us only.ha.and then to jp.go buy smth for hun. :)

thurs
had to wait for trng to start at 530 when my lesson end at 3.was damn tired and bored.zzz.trng was okae.some j1s came for e trng.i think cassie is DAMN CUTE.hahaha.eh i rmb running 3 times of suicide.hurhur.after trng we sat there and crapped for quite long before gg off.went lot 1 to get somemore stuff for hun.haha.since he requested.hmmmm.

friday
sch was supposed to end at 10.30 for us.but some of us ponned math lect.so i went to sch today for only econs lect.ha.damn slack lar.was waiting for time to pass.then had cca booths set up for e open hse and ietl day.talked to am nat sc before open hse start.sc said we influenced him.or me?but i dun care lar.i didnt influence him.he chose to choose tt.hurhur.slacked at e cca booths and my clz's booth.i paid $1 to get 1 purple streak on my hair.but they super geigao.purple oso cant see.ended up sx oso wanted.so i told them i'll help her spray.i sprayed ALOT kae.hahaha.walked ard and didnt nthg.lam kept insisting tt i pushed one basket of volleyballs elsewhere and kept asking me to push it back.zzz.LAM!I AM NOT SO BOLIAO OKAE.and he said tt * looks like **.hmmm.i think ** is much more prettier than *.though i dun like both. >.<
went home at ard 3+ to prepare some last min stuff.really super last min.zzz.i stil gave him everything i prepared.ha. >.<
i skipped trng today!dang.i missed e 15 rounds round e track run.
had international buffet again.haha.super full.then went esplanade. :) e place's really nice i think.esp with e night breeze.*sighs of happiness* haha.crazyyy.but true lar.its a really veh nice feeling. :) i love.

some kinda super extra.wadever.

happy burfdayHUN!

so happy tt u booked out today. :) celebrate bday with u.hee.though nthg special,i hope u like wad i got for u kae.
=D

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