when i think about you,
nothing else seems to be.
i drift to a beautiful place,

and i find you there,
waiting for me.
when you fill my mind, i feel there's nothing
i couldn't do.

i find my inner strength,
when my heart is full of you.
you take my hand so gently,
for my heart you already hold.

your arms so strong around me,
ours is a love story still being told.
a sweet, peaceful feeling
surrounds my very soul,
when i feel you near me,

i know you'll never let go.
you're always there for me,
and i'll forever be here for you.
there'll never be an ending,
to a love so pure and true.


Wednesday, November 30

23:19

okae i'm in e mood to blog again.
:)
had been sosososo bad just now.sorrry. :(

hmmm.weather was not gd in e morning.zzz.dark cloudy sky.went sentosa anw.ha.soaked in e sea water frm e time we reach til e time we leave.sun dun like us.kept gg behind e clouds when we're in e water and coming out when we're leaving.hrmpff.had quite a gd time there.learnt to relax swim.ha.

went meet lam and yw in e afternooon at queensway.searched everywhere for yw's shoe.couldnt find it anywhere.then went chinatown for his reserved one.too big.zzz.went to suntec and finally got his shoe.quite nice bball shoe lar.coz it's low cut?hmmm.ya then cabbed down frm suntec to jp coz we're all tired.accompanied lam to make his contacts.damn gay.keep asking me if its going to be pain when u put in and take out.and keep saying he veh scared. -.- met weiwei at jp too.cant believe he caught 2 movies in one day BY HIMSELF.i will nv ever watch a movie by myself lorh.but if i'm feeling damn sad or wad mayb i will.i dunno.hmm had dinner with yw and lam.talked alot.finally caught up with them alr.kae larh was quite happy.
YW//eh.lam asked me to scold u for smth i forgot wad.i think is e way u caused us to go everywhere with u to search for ur shoe?ha but i dun mind.i'm nt as petty as lam.
lam//stop being so gay larh.and stop acting cute cann.zzz.cant stand u.and so sad u'll have to learn how to wear contacts on fri ALL BY URSELF.ha.

reached home quite late.mummy was like saying i finally am willing to come back home alr or smth lar.zzz.not fierce at all coz she stil asked if i wanted to go on a holiday.wch i said no.haha. >.<

hmmmm.i feel so evil.
hun//i'll tell u every single thing frm now on kae? and i had a veh happy time with u today too.thanks for entertaining me everytime.i'm glad tt u're always there.sorry for wad happened today kae. :( and stop thinking bout all those unhappy stuff alr.
p/s.i cant help not using yellow.simply describes u. xD

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anndlearnhowtofly



22:48

i've got nthg much to say now though i actually had alot to.
but who cares.
i'm dumb.
sorry.


a packet of sourskittles.
cures loneliness.
cures pain.er.at least for tt veh while.

for me tt is.


sigh.
anw thanks hun for accompanying me in e morning and afternoon,wc yw for accompanying me thru my late afternoon and night.

i need sour skittles.

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anndlearnhowtofly


Tuesday, November 29

21:05

i dun feel tt i'm special anymore.
why?
i dun like it when i'm all alone.
i'd start thinking bout anything i can think of.including those stuff tt i noe will nv happen.but i cant control my mind really well.
sigh.

rotted e whole day at home.mapled and mapled.got REALLY VEH BORED.was to e extent tt i went down to my dad's working corner and and absent mindedly sat in his working chair and started spinning round and round.damn dumb.crapped with my daddy alot today too.oh ya we're okae alr.he started disturbing me again ytd.zzz.

i'm bored.random entry.wadever.

:(


and i seriously pray HARD for a gd weather tmr.at least frm 9 til 3.pls pls pls.

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Monday, November 28

22:55

:(

i spent my day...
missing my ymk.
missing my king of act cute.
missing mr nice guy.
missing my boy.

all in all,i miss hun. :(


i'm drained frm trng.i dunno y.sighh.friendly with ac this thurs at pj.zzz.

urgh.i hate ppl who assumes.eh.i've said this before right?i think so.anw.i really hate this kind of ppl.tt's y i'll bother to repeat myself.and i like privacy.i dun think i'm some kpo ass.zzz.those damn kpo tt kind?grrrr.i'm pissed off.

y do i haf e feeling like i'm sososo dumb?eurgh.
tell me my sixth sense's always wrong.pls.
i hate ppl who lie.emphasise:HATE.
:(
do anything to me.anything at all.
but not lie.
)))))):

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anndlearnhowtofly



01:53

rotted at home whole day.zzz.

i got my new mp3 player! =D i'm financially disabled with all e going outs,movies,and i dun haf e habit of saving.so sis decided to get one for me.haha.and its purple!

hmmmm.i love watching tian guo de jia yi.i haven watched tv like for..er..dunno how many mths.all those 7pm and 9pm channel 8 dramas and wad not.oso all my scv programmes.miss them so much.but tian guo de jia yi's really nice.leon williams and ming dao's sososo charming.
*swooooons-

er.had a veh veh petty quarrel with daddy just now.aiya.we're bad tempered larh.its in e genes.oh wells.anw he cooked dinner today coz mummy was not home.DAMN NICE.fried pineapple rice and crabs.WAAAA.REALLY VEH NICEEE!but i'm stil not talking to him. >.<

i'm so going to miss hun. :(

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anndlearnhowtofly


Saturday, November 26

22:33

sentosa.
i'm loving it.
- ymk

island life.
love it.
- not so ymq

sentosa!! :)))
*triple smiles-

heee.sentosa-ed with hun today. =D met him at 93o.zzz.i was tired.he was tired too.haha.aiya but after reaching there and got into e water we were awake larh.haha.didnt do anything much actually.i won him in swimming!ha.kae larh we competed 2 times.first time he was faster than me.but its coz he cheated. >.< 2nd time i won w/o cheating.muahaha.but then this so-veh-lil competition caused him to drink lots of sea water and oso pulling his vein or smth.so sorry coz it was my idea.ha.
loads of ppl there today.there was some touch rugby carnival gg on.saw some of my sec sch friends.talked to allen only.ha.

left at ard 3.went eat then to town in our most lum nua things.ha.we caught tt nc16 show.andanman girl.hahaha.its a funny show.overall not bad.NOT BAD horh hun.hurhur.then went fareast.met chenhui and gang.walked ard abit before me and hun left.pepper'o frm ock's damn nice.hahaha.


i'm happy. =D

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anndlearnhowtofly


Friday, November 25

22:28

urgh.shaggggged. :(

woke up at like 12.zzz.tot i will wake up quite early today since i slept at ard 2 ytd.but still..eh nvm larh.wake up oso do nthg.ha.
met hun for lunch at jp mos.i lovee.haha.walked ard abit,then went sch for trng.i found out tt someone loves PPG.hahaha.bubbles larh.hahaha. xD

trngg.zzz.physical trng day.kae larh didnt do alot of things.run 10 rounds track to build up stamina. >.< then all e station drills larh.kae larh e 10 rounds was really TIRING.was SOSOSOSO relieved tt its over.budden i cant believe we have to do e same thing nxt fri.hurhurhur. :( nvmnvm.i need to train up stamina oso larh.my stamina's like shit.

ahhhh.i hope tmr will go according to wad we planned.dun rain kae!

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anndlearnhowtofly


Thursday, November 24

22:49

dang.i dun wan to haf a fever!zzz.


went for trng.mood was so..not right.decided to go earlier to sch today.and guess wad.ha.i had one person accompanying me to sch.muaha.LAM!!!haha.kae larh.coincidentally met him on 18o.and there's a bag of famous amos cookies in his hands.hahaha.coped his cookies.a few only horh.and he said i was lucky to meet him on e bus today.coz he suddenly had cravings for cookies.then i so luckily boarded e same bus as him and i benefited frm e cookies.haha.kae larh mood was lifted abit.at least there was someone whom i cud really talk to.i miss those times at blcc playing bball with him and yw.awwwww.
er smth to add on.LAM!i think u've changed lei.now SUPER DUPER ACT CUTE.serious.cant stand u.and stop trying to be like la bi xiao xin kae.u and ur acuvue define.HA. xD

hmmm.a veh veh pathetic small grp of girls turned up for trng.i think those who always turn up are me sx nicole hq nat.sigh.tc faster come back! :(
so sad so sad.
am i really e cause for u to not turn up for trngs?sigh.

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anndlearnhowtofly



15:45

:(
shi ni bian le ma?

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00:50

i cant believe panweibo's name can be known as WILLIAM to somebody.horh? william pan wei bo.hahaha. *shakes head-

watched h potter today!heee.nice show.but like wad i heard some parts were really too general larh.and krum's really nt gd looking at all.so different frm e bk.hahaha.still,nice show.oh and i wanna thank hun for watching tt movie with me larh.watch 2nd time alr horh.so wei da.hahaha.budden its coz first time u......hahahha.kae larh its not funny.zzz.thank you larh.haha. =D

hun.i wanna watch e nc16 show u said!okaeokae?haha.just for pleasure okae.NTHG ELSE.hrmpff. >.<

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anndlearnhowtofly


Tuesday, November 22

22:27

first of all..
happy burfday BEAR!

hee.went party world to sort of celebrate her burfday.haha.quite some time since i met wf they all alr.hmmm.was okae larh wasnt in e mood to sing.sang only abit.most of e time hearing them sing.hwah.kq can sing DAMN NICE.kae knew tt he could sing really well alr since last time.REALLY DAMN GD.veh nice.when he sang ni zui zhen gui..waaaaa.i cant describe larh.really veh nice correct alr.and he kept entertaining me.kae mayb coz i'm easily entertained tt's y i keep laughing.aiya dunno larh.ha.but i tot he was really damn funny.and keep gaying with jeremy.zzz.

took 99 with them.haha.took loads of photos on e bus.

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me and bday girl with kq behind
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seymin!
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zzz.
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kq aka spiderman
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3 act cutes

kae and this is our clz jersey..
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STANY

oh wellll.done with those photos.
sigh.back to reality i guess.

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anndlearnhowtofly



02:40

life is so unfair.

i'm such an evil person.everything bout me is not gd at all.
but i've got mr nice guy.


unfair hur? =D

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anndlearnhowtofly


Sunday, November 20

23:47

i'm such an ass.
i shud have known better.y cant i just shrug it off and carry on with life?ass.be less petty?expect things just as it is?less demanding?
heart wrenching moment.was concentrating so much not to break down again.
-succeeded.
i shud love him just e way he is.and e wrong idea got thru.fark.i'm an ass larh.
and i'm so ever sorry to intrude his privacy again.some things are better left unsaid.i'm really veh sorry for doing this.veh veh sorry.

fake smiled and laughed thru out steamboat with e clz.at least there was smth for me to concentrate on.smiled for cameras,last chance to take photos with e clz anw.tried to enjoy myself.but cant help realising i stoned thru some times.anw got our clz tees.one reason for me to smile.eating with my besties were a joy too.another reason to make me really smile.

i hate to be alone.my mind starts to drift off on its own despite me trying to not allow this to happen.fark.

hun.if u're reading this,i just wan to clear smth.i really really really didnt expect u to change to be like him.i really really dun.i was just stating an example of how caring a bf is.i swear.i really didnt mean tt i wanted u to change to be like him.i'm really sorry if i got e wrong msg to u.i am sincerely apologising.i dun wan u to change for me.i shud be e one who's changing.i'm behaving like some pampered ass larh.i'm veh sorry.really.i love u for who u are.i really do.

i'm going overboard alr.i noe.nthg like a perfect person rite.wth was i thinking of?
things will nv be e same alr.


i am sorry.

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anndlearnhowtofly


Saturday, November 19

23:34

i'm a damn evil person today.as in seriously BAD.sigh. :(


ya trained with my ankle guard on.i've only realised tt my ankle was abit swollen when i was on my way for trng.dang.so had to wear ankle guard lar.damn suan when i was warming up.kae ankle was well supported lar.and then hm kept distubing me.and i used my right feet to kick her like..hard.like hw stupid larh.all hm's fault.hurhur. >.< and i can nv be serious when i go for trngs with hm.she keeps disturbing me and make me laugh out LOUD.urghh.and i had to do extras coz she made me laugh and i didnt get e ball in.aiya damn dumb lar.oh.both of us caused e whole team to run 2 suicide run for trng today.coz we were late.arrrr.hahahaha. >.<

coach told us alot of things today bout how teamwork happens larh.and one of them caught me thinking.
"when u're in court,u think of ur teammates' gd pts and not e negative ones"
ya and this applies to real life.i was taking things for granted i guess.overlooked all e gd things done for me.so many good things done for me leiii.and for only one damn damn small thing i got angry.how unreasonable.sigh.only once this kind of thing happen and i got pissed.i cant believe how petty i can get lar.hai sosososo disappointed in myself. :( i made things so bigg.when it was actually nthg at all.urghh.petty.selfish.unreasonable.
*screams-


i need to change for e better.

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anndlearnhowtofly


Friday, November 18

23:20

sprained my ankle A LIL (eh.nt sprain lar.twisted) when walking down e stairs in sch.so dumb.rahhhh.
cracked it e 1st time on e bus when i was rotating my ankle.feels gd.not as pain.
took eons to get back home.didnt wan to apply too much pressure on my right ankle.
cracked it e 2nd time accidentally when i walked up e stairs to my room.okae its definitely not pain coz it feels shuang. zz.


kae i noe i'm not a person whom i call independent.okae to be exact i'm super dependent on others.and i'm super petty la.expects too much frm others,then be unhappy coz i didnt get wad i expected to.i need to change i guess.

i'm sick.feverish.and if i'm gg trng tmr i hafta wear an ankle guard.wch i hate.to a large extent.sigh. :(

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anndlearnhowtofly


Thursday, November 17

23:20

code broken. =D


now on to mapling.heh.

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anndlearnhowtofly



21:52

heh.

thurs
went out with hun!ha.sort of wandering aimlessly larh.coz didnt noe where to go.he suggested all sorts of places larh.like always. >.< ended up at bt merah for lunch.then to bugis.then to woodlands.ha.watched movie.someone actually wanted to watch home swt.wch i tot was a scary movie.and for his safety,we decided not to watch tt.okae obviously i'm lying.its for both our safety.ended up watching dragon squad,wch's a nice show.vaness is damn damn cute.hawhaw. xP
mapled at night.haha tat and zk veh gd!leech me.then tat hunted one snowboard for me!wahaha.they veh nice larh.oh and e previous day danny gave me money and some stuff.heh.great clzmates. =D

fri
woke up at 9 though i slept at 4. >.< but ended up gg back to slp til 11+ larh.coz actually wanted to play ball.den someone was LAZY larh.okae both of us were lazy.so decided not to play.ha.met at 12+ for lunch at queensway.hotdogs at ikea.saw amily and sc.eating hotdogs too.heh den hun and me went market. -.- ha.hun left,and went meet up with sy am sc at queensway.hahaha.settled e jersey stuff and went walk and talk ard e shopping centre.sy's damn auntie larh.lol.

hmmmm.i wanna watch h.potter!!grrr.
and hun's TRYING to bully me nowadays.i still win in e end.most of e time.only today let him win.hahaha. xD

in e process of da vinci code breaking.ta.

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anndlearnhowtofly



03:49

i'm stil nt aslp at this hr.just finish mapling.shall update more ltr.gotta catch slp.hurhur.nights all.

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anndlearnhowtofly


Tuesday, November 15

23:32

finally PT over!pheww.

ha before trng e guys and us were sitting at e grandstand.and everybody was praying tt coach had some last min stuff and then will not be able to make it for trng.ha.although we all noe its impossible.but stil..oh well.he stil came larh.ha when waiting for him to reach sch,was quite entertained by e guys larh.haha.andrew's e funniest. xD okae i'm evil.ha.

was e xiong-est trng i've had since i came to pj.wa.really.after so long,my stamina's damn jialat.urgh.all those stamina-building-ups in e past at jss disappeared to i-dunno-where.well.timing for today quite lousy larh.sigh.
2 round track w/o timing for warm-up
6 rounds track(2.4k):13.51 min
1st round 400m sprint:1.28 min
2nd round 400m sprint:1.35 min
timing for 2.4 was not gd.grrrr.must train up stamina alr larh.and 7 sec diff b/w e last 2 rounds of sprint.dang.LOUSY.
okae.wasnt happy with e no. of ppl who turned up.sigh.how to go for comp like tt nxt yr?i hope ppl make e right priorities.

anw.today's trng made me think back into e past.sigh.those hell trngs ms cmh will give.alot worse than today's PT.warm up long dist run around NTU campus.hwah.so many up slopes.then aft tt sprints around e track.with timing.thinking back i'm so veh suprised tt i actually survived all those trngs.brrrr.scary.okae so teammates affect alot actually.those encouragements will push u to go on further.ahhhhh.how i love them.. :) at least during trngs theres a WHOLE TEAM.okae.at least 9 ppl.i was sosososo much more happy during trng last time.though e trng's much tougher than wad i'm gg thru now.BIG SIGH.


aft trng tc talked to me quite alot bout some stuff larh.e decision stil lies with u urself aights.take care! :)


i hope hun can do well in all his papers.last impt paper tmr alr.hmmm.all e best hun! =D

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anndlearnhowtofly


Monday, November 14

21:56

tired tired.


mapled til quite late ytd.hmmm.kae just started playing larh.coz i'm bored.hrmpff.ytd i played til my first char was lvl 8 alr.then hun told me my stats was wrong.coz i wanted to be bowGIRL(he said tt its bowGIRL and not bowMAN),archer larh.ha okae.so i had to change my char. -.- then i retrained my char.now its lvl 8. -.- hurhur.and when TAT added me in maple,e first thing he asked was 'why so black?' zzz.its tanned okae!hrmpf.played and talked to tat zk daren til late lo. >.<

woke up at ard afternoon today.slacked til its time to go for trng.and e turnout was DAMN POOR larh.dun wan say how many ppl turned out.but its really really damn pathetic.sigh.

PT tmr!!dang.


i treasure e time when we meet up,even its for only a veh veh short while. =D

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anndlearnhowtofly


Saturday, November 12

23:38

todays e 12th again!
i am happy! =D

oh well.nthg to blog bout ytd actually.oh smth!sx cut her head during bball trng!!got blood!eeeeks.its coz of..guess wad.hairband!ball hit her head with quite a big impact and wch hits e hairband causing her head to bleed.urgh.history repeats itself.last time was stil in jss and i rmbed it was e last day of bball camp.chunliang got her head cut during e friendly with e guys and she needed stitches.but lucky sx's one not as serious.only on e surface.hwah.hairbands are dangerous. >.<

anw.today went out with hun. :))) oh yah before gg out i cut my leg at home.2 cuts.now stil veh pain.hrmpf.kae so i went out.ha.veh fun.took neos first.he can decorate better than me!!!hrmpff.went cafe cartel for dinner.damn full.ha.then movie at shaw hse.wa ppl gg to toilets always go back to e wrong seats.damn funny.ha.okae watched exorcism of emily rose.its SCARY larh.but i'm not as scared as him.hahahaa. =D


i love my new da vinci code.and oso tt box of chocolates.everything i love. :)

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anndlearnhowtofly



00:07

i'm supposed to be happy.but am i?

sigh.

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anndlearnhowtofly


Friday, November 11

00:10

urggh.i'm so cranky nowadays.hurhur. >.<

went sch in e morn for e handing in of pw files.then slacked in LT3 for quite long.was with s13 coz we were deciding e clz tee thing.hahahaa.yay we're going to have e orange and black adidas one. =D nice nice.hehh.
after tt went queensway with sy amily david danny kb tat.end up e guys went eat and only 3 of us girls went to queensway.oh well.anw i went to beadstreet to get some stuff again.hehe.went back to sch after tt for bball trng.met hun before trng in sch.sooooo long nv see him alr.and we only talked for like less than 1/2 hr.hurhur.

trng!!ehh.warm up run in e rain.2nd day i'm in e rain alr.hmmm.then went to grandstand for some agibility trng.hahaha.veh fun larh.coz i've nv jumped tt ladder thing before.and i think everyone's damn cute.hahha.not veh tiring.veh fun.they said tt i look like i was enjoying myself during e whole part of tt trng.hahaha.after tt went to gym and trained our arms strength.dang.i'm going to wake up with damn aching arms in e morning..eh..or afternoon.ha.and theres stil trng in e evening.hurhurhur.going to be court work alr.
conclusion:trng's damn fun today. =D


hmmmm.sorry hun had to put up with my cranky mood when he's gg to have his gp paper tmr.bleahhhhs.sorrrry. >.<

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anndlearnhowtofly


Wednesday, November 9

22:55

muahah.

met lam bout 3 at jp and got my stuff. =D hehe.then went to blcc with him to meet yw.urgh LAM!nv tell me earlier bout e starhub thing!nvm.shall do it asap.hehh.
ya met yw and then it started to rain. -.- but we stil continued playing in e rain.ha.lost in bullet and horse.walau.last time oso like tt.hurhur.and i think tt day's trng at home utd helped.e one where we need to shoot in 200.coz yw and lam was saying ' wa when u become so zhun one '.ha.okae.so this proves tt it helps i guess.or mayb its just tyco one larh.ha oh well.i stil lost to lam.grrrrr.played til e rain stop before lam kept whining bout getting ice cream at macs.so we went over and guess wad?theres no ice cream at mac!!i was so looking forward to my sundaeee.oh well.slacked there for awhile before bear called me frm cc.ahhhh so long nv see her alr!haha.went back to cc to continue playing.seymin came over too! =D haha played with 3 jj guys.e black shirt one is DAMN FUNNY!!!!i cant stop laughing.hahaha.and bear and i concluded tt he's frm our pri sch,coz we both found him familiar.hahaha.veh funny.played bullet with bear and seymin.duh.i lost 50 cents to seymin.bear lost $1 to seymin.zzz.
after tt went back to bl mac with seymin and bear.talked and ate and blarblar.slacked quite long.then went to ntuc.stayed there damn long.haha.looking at every single chocolate.and deciding wch choco to buy.bahhhh.i love hazelnut chocos! =D i like seymin's hair colour.hrmpf.$10 for one patch.awwish damn nice.i wan purple!

hmmm.will be in sch tmr in e morning and e evening.pw and trng.urgghh.


i seriously hate ppl who flirts.esp guys.mayb its coz of somethings tt happened in e past tt made me feel disturbed by this.oh well.i cant control this kinda things anw.so too bad i guess.

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12:36

OP's finally over!! =D

ha.i think our grp did not bad larh.compared to how we did during clz.hmmm.but i stil dun think i was okae.coz i think i referred to my script quite a no. of times.hurhur.Q&A was okae larh.danny made everyone laugh.including mrs loh and mr yap.smth bout e cat meow-ing.damn funny even we ourselves cant control and laughed out loud.but everything's okae larh i guess.
e other 2 grps in e same clz as us were quite okae too.but i prefer e 1st one than e 2nd one.ha.mayb coz we're bias?ha no idea.but stil,yah.

went queensway with sy after OP.got 2 adidas shirt back.will let e clz see on thurs.hmmm.and we bought veh nice accessories frm beadstreet.

well.i'm boredd.will be gg out later with lam and yw.ages since i played bball with e 2 of them.miss them! :)


awwwssh.i miss hun. :(

PJ 100//danny amily kwanhong wanru.well.i'll definitely miss u guys!oake i guess i didnt really contribute to this whole project,and most of them are done by u guys.but stil,thanks for everything aights.love all of ya! :)

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Monday, November 7

22:16

ahhhhhhh.i dun feel well.
issit coz of e prawn mee i had in e morn?
or e wangwangs i had thruout e day?
hmmm sour skittles?
shud be e takopachis.
i guess its e 1/2 cheese puff and 1/2 black pepper one larh.
oh mayb its coz of e honey red tea and strawberry milk tea?
aye must be e 8/9 of e cadbury hazelnut choco.


ahhh.crap.i'm feeling feverish now.and theres OP tmr!!!dang.grrrr.had fun today though.with sy amily danny david.hahaha. =D
nthg much to blog alr larh.but before i go..

hun//my dearest!tmr's ur 1st paper alr.jiayou okae!2 yrs of studying for this 2 wks.do ur best huh. :) and drink alot more water during this period.since u've symptoms of over-heatiness alr.thanks for e tips u gave me for OP.i'll do my best kae.u too! :)
when u think u can,u can. (quoted frm amily larh)

mel darren kok yb and everyone who's taking a's:
all e best for ur a's too! =D



jiayou all. :)

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anndlearnhowtofly


Sunday, November 6

22:24

hrmpf.slacked at home for e whole of today.hurhur.eh.actually not whole of today larh.went out for brunch with mummy.then bought some stuff.hehh.reached home at 2+.watched vcd.kungfu mahjong.hahaha ah-wang DAMN CUTE.hehh.then slacked til 6+.had dinner with family.its been so long since everyone's present during dinner.sat tgt,ate steamboat,talked.haha.i love my family. =D and e steamboat's damn nice.coz its tomyam.DAMN NICE.hehe. =D

my arms are hurting like hell since morning.must be coz of tt 200 balls IN shooting session ytd during trng.grrrr.


aye short entry today.coz there's nthg to blog abt actually.ha.pw meeting in sch tmr.one more day before OP.dang.

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Saturday, November 5

22:56

urghh.went for trng today.e trng's damn slack.but i'm stil veh tired after trng.hurhur.AND ELEPHANT PS ME!!!aiya nvm larh.if she go she'll keep complaining oso.ran 2.4 then each of us need to get 200 balls IN frm outside 3-sec zone.ya tts all.hrmpf.so long nv run 2.4 alr.okae i'll correct myself.so long nv run at all alr.hurhur.all e stamina trng frm sec 1 to 4 was wasted larh.after i came to pj there's no need to pia alr.wa.all those 3.2+2.4,eh,which equals to 5.6k FOR WARM UP ONLY last time before bball trng.tough.i stil miss ms cmh alot.coz of her trngs?ha.
i miss jss bball team. :(

went clementi for dinner.ha oso nthg much larh.
so shagggggg.so tired.hurhur.i got vcd to watch!hahaha. =D
oh.and someone's floating now at home.hahaha.toooo happy alr. >.<
aye.really nthg to say today. :( sry hun.hahaha.
and thanks for e hazelnut choco today!! i love cadbury MUCH MUCH MORE THAN kinderbuenos.haha. =D


one of e many photos we took ytd.i love each and every of u. :)

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00:05

ahhhhh.TIRED.brrrrr.


ha.woke up DAMN EARLY today morning.at around 7 plus.pw was supposed to start at 8.and according to TAT it was supposed to end at 1.aiya.in e end it started at 83o and was supposed to end at ard 11.ha blamed tat coz he said end at 1.ha.and it was raining quite heavily.called danny and then took same bus as them.waited at e coffeeshop for e rain to get smaller.and they were telling me how they made a fool out of themselves at e bus interchange earlier.ha damn funny.and danny sent me one video of TAT!haha tat so CUTEEEE. >.< reached sch at ard 10 if i'm nt wrong.or 9 plus.hmmm nv do anything.but we took photos after pw!haha veh fun larh.how i'd miss them. :(


lunch at jp with hun.*slurps.shared fish and co's seafood platter for 2.we both love fried calamari rings.ha.but seriously it's damn nice.though really veh full and cant finish e food.ha.went WC's mac aft lunch.listened to songs while reading my storybook,him studying.ha.peaceful moments like this.. :)
had a walk after tt at WC,then to bt merah's lib.coz tt's e only place where they haf d.beckham's my side.but in e end didnt borrow larh.hurhur.

chit chatted at a coffeeshop near my hse.quite long i think.ha.he made me laugh like mad.coz of e way he stares at e fries after i made my comment.hahaha.kae then went over to videoezy.made my card.heh.


aye.dunno whether to go for trng tmr.hm's not going coz of e setting of world record->52hr continuous bball play at UWC which ends at 1pm tmr.ahhh actually wanted to go down support and watch.ha but lazy.oh well.guess i'll most prob be going trng larh.i need exercise.hurhur.


ohhh!and OP will be on tues.ha.mrs loh will be accessing. =D

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anndlearnhowtofly


Thursday, November 3

23:42

i dun like myself.hurhur. :(

anw yah had pw meeting today.rushed to am's hse right after i wake up.some miscommunications and i wasnt informed of e meeting today.hrmpf.its okae larh actually.ha.slacked for quite long before we started.watching them play sims2.actually i didnt do anything.dang. >.< so not useful.had lunch ard her hse before going we went over to daily scoops.wanted to have ice cream actually,but ended up with a choco milkshake.so chocolatety!!wa.damn nice.ha.oh yah talking bout chocolatety,mcafe's brownie's damn nice too.DAMN CHOCOLATETY.hahaha.had it ytd.and theres one smiley face too. =D yah went back to do pw.ended up at e ktv room at her dad's restaurant downstairs.eh do pw larh.not for ktv.ha.

i exchange phone with hun!ha coz sis gave me one 1gb mmc.i cant use it in my phone coz my phone's mmc is e small one.so exchanged with hun and he's using my phone now.hahhaa.but all my contacts are stil in my phone wch is with him.hurhur.


damn bitch.grrrrrrrrr.i'm nt happy

arrrrr i think i'm always so oversensitive.tts y i dun like myself.but stil tt dosent stop me frm calling ppl bitch if i think tt they are. =D

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anndlearnhowtofly


Wednesday, November 2

23:53

urgghhh i'm tired.durh like wads new.hurhur.

anw.mummy went sch with me this morning to get my report card.hmmm.went outside with her before goign back to sch for pw.damn boredd.urgh after pw slack in sch awhile before going to lot 1 myself.saw kenton and shihwen.talked awhile,he irritated me awhile.ha miss those days where we'll be e last to leave sch coz of music lesson.coz i get to listen to all his craps i guess.anw yah proceeded to get some stuff before i met siqi and fren.went mac sat awhile.ha and jerold they all came down larh.horh jerold. =D hehehehe.kae hun came and went off alr.hmmmmmm.didnt go for e bbq thing larh.coz i dun feel like.ha.

hun's stung by a beeeeee!so ke lian right!hurhur.shud have pulled him to e doc just now larh.oh well too late.see how it is tmr i guess. :(

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00:04

slacked at home whole day today.hrmpf.was reading my storybook most of e time.hehh.finishing lucas soon. =D

everybody was home til evening.so long since every single one of us was home alr.hehh.but daddy kept disturbing me.was some sort of involved in a him-being-e-catcher catching.urgh.watched SAW on dvd today.wa.damn sadistic can.ha.oh yah and there was ALOT of food at home today.eat and eat.i'm really bored.but i actually enjoyed my day today.coz i can laze ard and do nthg,nthg at all.ha.

ahhhh.pw tmr. :( and there's a bbq tmr night.family friends.hmmm.not sure whether i'll be going coz it'll most prob be an overnight one.shall see how tmr.

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