Monday, October 31
22:41

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anndlearnhowtofly

Sunday, October 30
23:44

seriously i still haven got over wad happened ytd.tt
f bitch.sorry for not minding my language.i cant help it.so sorry.i noe i shudnt be bothered much.after today i WILL NOT BE.

went for brunch with daddy and bro at some dim sum restaurant at tpy.i stil like e one at harbour front better.anw.its gd to try smth new.ha.kae larh wasnt tt bad.after reaching home i went up to my room immediately and switched on both my aircon and fan.coz it was DAMN HOT.urgh dunno y.cant stand e heat. >.<
slacked at home til bout 33o before going out to study again.and guess wad.i didnt study at all!haha.kept playing with hun.dang i think i'm distracting him frm studies.ha but at least i stayed quiet for awhile kae. >.< kae larh i noe i'm disturbing him.ha had fun playing with colours today.esp e light blue and purple.HAHAHA.kae larh i'm evil coz i keep laughing.hehh.had dinner after tt at bt timah.wa.DAMN NICE.and he cant stop smiling after dinner i dunno for wad reason.hurhur.

i got my new hp cover!he got his protective cover too. we're both happy.hahaha. =D



MT ao tmr!didnt study at all!and i was stil reading my storybook today whenever i'm free.ya its obviously not in chinese.ha this proves my results larh.oh well.

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anndlearnhowtofly

Saturday, October 29
22:25

before i fall aslp i'll blog.

went trng today.tiring.dunno wad happen.legs kept giving way.fell down once.nearly fell down some times.wadever.was damn off form today.dunno for wad reasons.guess its a bad omen.

had problems after trng.wadever.

STOP TRYING SO HARD LARH BITCH.FARK OFF.
trying to act angelic and what not.PLEASE LARH.i guess u dunno how disgusting it is.
and i think wad i heard ytd was right.y care so much?once more,FARK OFF aight.

eons since i called anyone bitch.and i've done this like twice today.wth.
I'M DAMN PISSED OFF.

i'm sorry to intrude into wad i noe is ur privacy.but i really cant help it.sorry.and now i guess i somewhat confirmed my assumption.i dun like ppl who lie.

call me petty or unreasonable or wadever.i cant help it.and so sorry i'm narrow minded.throw all e negative comments to me.i am tired.dun wan care bout anything anymore.i'm really really tired.



my eyes hurt.

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anndlearnhowtofly

12:26

urgghh.i have e habit of going online,then i'll doze off veh soon.dang.its not good larh.coz i'll nt be in a gd slping position,and i may just stay aslp til morning.also i'm talking to ppl halfway online.urghh.only ppl who noes me well will noe i dozed off.like wad happened ytd. =D

farewell assembly for mr kwek ytd.i think he's a gd principal larh.(though i dun like him coz of tt cca thing,and i noe it in e end will stil benefit e students,but i stil dun like his way of closing down ccas) and ytd during morning assembly he said alot of things larh.bout results and retaining and stuff.all those things he said i alr heard it e previous day in his office alr(dun ask me how i ended up in his office with my kind of courage but i stil did).yah.i was supposed to convince him to give me e chance to go for reexam.but i guess he convinced me to retain instead.kae larh though i'll only noe my fate on monday,i stil think i'll most prob retain.hurhur.anw my mummy said smth like to go for wad i wan larh.oh wellls.

anw.went town ytd with am nat sy!haha.fun!!but before we went my mood was lousy.coz smth happened in sch larh.and to add on,all of us were VEH PISSED OFF at e bus stop.i mean ya larh.suan is can.budden can ur pick someone ur noe to suan instead of someone who dun even noe who ur are? bitches.argh.kae larh mayb i'm veh biased.coz of somethings tt happened before and it coincidentally happened to revolve ard e same grp of girls. >.< oh well.bad luck i guess.

kae went searching for am's wallet all over town.finally found one tt suits her.and in e midst of searching for wallets amily will like,i found some i like.my nxt wallet will either be e black renoma one or any braun baffel.DAMN NICE. :) and we took neoprints!hahaa.veh fun climbing e poles la.love them.

met hun after tt.AIYA HE WAS IN A BAD MOOD LARH.coz i made him angry before tt. >.< so sorrrry! somemore i was 20 min late to meet him.hahahha.sorry sorry. >.< but after tt okae alr lar.its veh ez to differentiate when he's angry/sad/not-in-good-mood and when he's not. hmmm.then went PS.walked ard abit.then to suntec for dinner.and there's not even one star in e sky ytd night. :( BUT!i got e star he promised to pluck down for me e other time. :)))



sweeeet indulgence.

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anndlearnhowtofly

Wednesday, October 26
21:29

urgh.so many days no updates.oh weell.
short entry for today.no mood. >.<
i sprained my back this morn during pe.and it hurts like hell now.i cant slouch.else it'll be DAMN PAIN when i wanna sit up straight.argh.
headache now.must be coz of e rain this morning during pe.argh.
went to taka for lunch after sch,then movie.we caught flightplan.its nice larh. =D

argh.i think today is a bad day.MY BACK HURTS LIKE HELL.veh painnnnnn. :(

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anndlearnhowtofly

Sunday, October 23
22:40

i'm back!! =D
hehh.cruise with emily sy sm was FUN! hee.

friday
had tt julia gabriel talk for pw after sch.me and sy only went for 1 hr.coz we had to go home and pack our stuff.sneaked out at 33o.ha.daddy was damn nice tt day.he offered to pick me up frm sch e previous night so tt time's not so tight.and he offered to send me sy and sm to harbourfront.ha.love him. :)
was on board at around 7+.hmmm.we got e balcony room. :) went to leave our bags in our cabin and then dinner.chinesee foood.ha.played bingo.luck was not with e 4 of us larh.hurhur.kae then went for light supper,followed by going to e deck.so relaxing!e breeze.love it.hehh.played arcade tt night too. =D went back cabin to play alot of card games.DAMN FUN.hahaha.and watched vcd. :)

sat
woke up at ard 73o and went for dim sum at 8+.heh then mahjong!for bout 2 hrs,before going to e pool and jacuzzi.veh shuang.went apollo's after tt for e steam bath and suana.wa.shuang square.ha.they have e seaview in e suana lorh.damn nice!ha.lunched after tt,then went to e deck to enjoy e wind again.took photos! :)) and i climbed e pole which i didnt dare to e previous time i was there when i was sec 2.ha.veh windy!
hehh had swensons ice cream aft tt.went to watch ms congineality2.but we were all falling aslp.we shared swiss thins milk choc!veh nice.haha.went back cabin to play more card games,then watch tt andy lau's show i wanted to e other time.veh veh veh nicee!veh touching.hurhur.ha.and we switch off e lights in our cabin,making it veh dark.coz it was abt to rain alr.then we cud see e lightning at e balcony frm our bed.damn nice.had dinner at blue lagoon after tt.then sit there and talk talk talk for veh long.gossiped alot larh.ha.we went up to e deck again.DAMN NICE!!ALOT OF STARS!VEH BRIGHT!e sky was veh veh clear at tt pt of time.and frm our view,e sky's FILLED WITH TWINKLING STARS!and plus e wind.damn romantic can!its e first time i see soooo many bright stars. :)) had supper after tt.and it started to rain.made our way back to our cabin and slept. :)

sunday
didnt haf much time to do anything alr.packed our stuff and went for dim sum again.then walked around e ship for e last time before going off.took photos,went up e deck again.haha.sang songs tgt.then checked out.ahhhh.mainland.ha.


kae e trip was really veh fun.and all of us LOVE playing old maid and snap.haha.damn funny.life on cruise's damn relaxing.eat play slp eat play slp.nthg else to do but to eat,play and slp.time passes really veh fast.hrmpf.had loads of fun with them. :)) kae back to reality alr.there's sch tmr. :(

someone helped me carry my bag after i'm down frm cruise.i'm damn touched. :) had lunch at harbourfront,then went jp,coz i tot there's nokia service there.well.wasted trip down.ha.sorrrry!
*imu.



on e bed :)

our swiss thins milk choc =D

*yumyum

unmade beds

:))

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anndlearnhowtofly

Friday, October 21
16:50

okae.short entry as i'm rushing for time.
urgghhh.just finish packing my stuff for cruise!!and my bag is like..huge?considered larh.coz it'll only be 3 days anw.hahaha.kae.will be back on sunday.
i love my dad.hahaha.
kae.will update more on sunday when i'm back. :))

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anndlearnhowtofly

Thursday, October 20
00:24

ahhhhhh!finally finished my OP slides!eh.okae la.didnt exactly do all.splitted with danny half-half,and then he helped me do extra.so its 60%-40%.ha.my back's aching like hell now.hurhur.

okae.had assembly after sch today regarding e restructuring of ccas.bball girls' was of coz not included in e core cca.its sort of like expected la i guess.but was stil quite disappointed.i mean,it's basketball!since sec 1 i picked up e sport,and it's like part of my life alr.and during pe today mshazelliew actually said tt if bball was going to close down,i can consider going for netball trngs.with chenhui.like huh? they shud really consider e feelings of their own players.i mean seriously la.although ya larh we'll nt be as gd as them,but joining them halfway feels..eh..weird?i dunno.hmmm.nvm.all these aside.after e assembly bball girls went outside and talked to mrs loh bout this.had our own stand and stuff,and mrs loh said she'll help.kae so she said she'll contact me bout e outcome.we shall continue trng on our own first.and we were like stil gathering outside e hall to discuss when's trng,when mrs loh came back.and guess wad!!she said tt its done alr.bball girls' team's nt closing down!!everything's like less than 5 min.wa.e feeling of happiness.i really cant stop smiling after i hear tt.ya ironic rite?after wad i said in one of my previous entry.like i dun care if its there or not.but i noe now,tt if e team's disbanded,i'll be damn sad.like wad happen for e 15 min just now after they announced.but stil,i dun even noe if it's really really true tt they'll keep bball girls team,and i cant REALLY confirm tt e team will survive.i mean,everybody needs to feel committed,and give in their best to prove wad they can.if everyone stil dun turn up for trngs and wad not,then i think it'll be better if e team dun exist,right? anw.i'm stil happy. =D



had ikea hot-dog aft sch.it keeps raining nowadays.someone's been walking in e rain for 5 days continuously alr.horh?hmmmm.eh.then took bus to alot of places dunno do wad oso.ha.oh yah wanted to drink some turtle soup.but toooo bad.no more.hahaha.had quite a nice chat at e coffee shop though. :)

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anndlearnhowtofly

Tuesday, October 18
22:30

urgh.think i'm sleeping super early today.coz i'm damn damn tired.i dunno y.


hai.dragged myself to sch this morning.was damn damn damn damn sad.urgggh.okae anw.sch was like normal.only had gp and pw,each for 2 hrs.gp was damn slack larh.lesson's at comp lab,so was online when ms soo was showing e video.didnt watch tt video and kept surfing e net.i'm just bored la.then for pw made some changes to e wr.went lunch after sch with my rad.i love subway. :)) nice foood.we walked a loong way larh.were looking for suntec.like so dumb.ha.kae finally found our way.somemore its raining damn heavily. >.< then took bus back home.hehh.hrmpf.reached home really early.like 4+? haven reach home so early for veh long alr.and everytime i reach home early,my mum will not be at home.when i reach home late she'll be at home e whole day.so she keeps saying i reach home veh late everytime.kae lar true.but everytime i reach home early she's not there oso.hurhur.shall come home earlier nxt time i guess.ha i'll try okae.

aye.slpet awhile just now alr.but stil tired.think i'm suffering frm some illness alr larh. >.<
sick sick sick.

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anndlearnhowtofly

Monday, October 17
23:31

urggh.bad day.oh well.

someone sent me to sch in e morning. :) ha.anw had lessons.and was practically rushing our wr.okae.i'm nt.only til after sch then i am.ahhh.okae i'm lazy. -.- luckily had my drink and my so-called lunch.heh.

okae then was supposed to have warm-up trng.wa.DAMN PISSSED.at least be frank?i mean,so many ppl tgt nt free.like wth la? and y not tell me when u all nt coming for trng,and haf to tell steph instead? not tt i'm being dominating or tt i wan to rule over e bball team or wad.but hello?i'm e one who called for trng,and u all are e ones deciding whether e trng should be off or on.and heard tt u all were at bp mac.when all had some excuses for nt coming to train.okae larh.since its like tt,i wish bball girls disband asap.i dunno how to feel attached to e team anw.wth.
stil played bball larh.shall not allow them to spoil my mood.played with e guys.okae quite fun i guess.though at some point of time i was like stoning and nt doing anything.at least i got to run.hurhur.

and after tt was DAMN SAD.coz someone's jealous. :( urggghhh.but after tt okae alr larh.pig.

called sy just now and talked for quite long.hmmmm.love talking to her.coz she's full of craps.ha.and had a loong chat with am in sch today too.love all of em. :)



and my mum forced me to go get back my piano results by this wk.urgh.i sosososo dun wan to go get la.and when i asked her to,she refused.hurhur.i dun wan to go get my resultss. *whines.

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anndlearnhowtofly

Sunday, October 16
13:17

boooooo.

hrmpfff.didnt update for e past 2 days coz i was too tired.arghh.

friday
career seminar followed by e farewell assembly for j2s.well.was okae i guess.hmmm.went straight home after tt for a short nap.then went steamboating for wf's bday with some sec sch friends.ha.quite fun larh.nice foood.ha jy and sy was saying how lazy i am.aiya not like nobody noes.everytime i go there i'll sit there and wait for ppl to serve me wad.haha.stil rmb tt time go with msh team 3 ppl.roy kept asking me wad i wan to eat and ask ppl to cook.hahaha.kae larh.i'm lazy.hurhur.kae back to fri.when we were finishing,kq added one big chunk of butter into e soup.and we played open numbers.how dumb larh.kq was e one counting,and he kept moving ard.in this kind of situation i oso can kena 3 times.how suay larh.then they were like laughing.saying tt i'll finish tt whole bowl of soup.hurhur.but i stil think brandon's more ke lian.haha bullied by them and he stil dunno.ha.kae left them earlier to meet my rad. :) haha.

sat
went for home u trng after sooooo long.hwah.damn tiring.even e 1o rouonds of warm up can kill.and aft tt warm up is suicide run.waaa.kae larh nt veh bad larh.ytd's trng more on shooting only.quite fun actually.coz hm and me kept playing.only 2 of us in e clique (eh.actually nt clique oso larh.dunno how to say) were present lorh.elephant gina qin oso nv go.hurhur.so hm and me kept doing veh childish things.like when she hit me,i kicked her.ha.kae larh so i guess coach noticed,and she was like talking halfway to e team,then turned to us and said "u two keep playing horh." wa.quite ps larh.considered we being sort of e eldest there.ha.aft trng didnt stay on to play 5on5.bathed there.wa.damn shuang.i really feel damn fortunate to be able to train in such a team la.even e facilities are damn good.ever seen any outside teams with indoor court for them to train in,and e bathrooms and toilets as gd as e one our trng ground haf? heh.
ate at ljs aft tt with my rad.hahaha.i feel damn bad to make him come all e way to novena.oh well.hmmm then he studied abit,and went home on a looong bus journey.



wa.2 long days.today is a rest day then.hehh.its raining outside.snuggled up at home with a gd book on hand,tts wad i call a day for me to relax. :)
and someone said bout e sky crying coz today nv meet.haha.

was thinking larh.coz i'm bored til nthg to do alr.ya as i was saying,was thinking.i seriously am too oversensitive to this issue i guess.though after all those things i heard,i cant help but feel pathetic for you.ahhhh.its been so long since i've felt pathetic for anybody.lemme tell u.dun assume things anyhow kae.seriously.playboy.hahaha.and i'm nt e 3rd party larh.aiya.wadever.let ppl think wad they wan to.e truth?i noe he noe can alr. :) else if more and more ppl noes bout it,i'll feel bad.ha.spreading bad things bout ppl all ard.oh well.so shall keep things as it is i guess.
no outsiders
close friends,yes.outsiders,absolute nono.

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anndlearnhowtofly

Thursday, October 13
23:05

gd day.considered happy.eh.stil okae la actually.hmmm.

kae lunched at lot1 with sy am nat aft sch and then went to am's hse.on e way to her hse we were all laughing like mad women la.there was once i was laughing so hard i couldnt even tell them wad i was thinking bout.tt incident b/w am and nat and e carpark at plaza.haha damn funny.kae we watched robots!damn nice.haha.veh veh cute.okae then am's sis brought 2 of her dogs over.damn cute la.e one wch looks like a furball is cuter.bibi or smth i think.ha.
went ice-creaming at daily scoops.wa.e ice cream's DAMN NICE.heavenly.*slurps.e choc ice cream's veh rich.had hazelnut though.i love hazelnut,whether its ice creams or chocos. :)) veh veh veh nice.i must go back there someday to have my hazelnut again and try many many other flavours.hehh.
okae then towned and walked abit before going off.hmmmm.talked quite alot too. :)

anw today in sch i heard bout some stuff larh.like how some ppl dun like tt one.okae i think i'm damn evil.but it does feel good when theres ppl on ur side right? *nods head. =D and someone was telling me wad shud i blog abt.but i think tt's toooo bad.so i shudnt.haha.

just off e phone.laughing like mad larh.wad pepsi commercial.PLS LA!hahaha.and stop calling me THAT.urgh.ur english not bad ehh.haha.and ur stupid wafer.hurhur.


ahh.i'm prepared for e worse.prays hard.

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anndlearnhowtofly

Wednesday, October 12
22:51

today is e 12th! 1 mth after my bday! hahaha. oh well. :)

kae sch ended at 11 today larh.so damn early.aiya today go sch only for 1 hr of econs lorh.so dumb.free period frm 8-10,then econs frm 10-11.and sch ended.wa.anw stayed in sch til 1+.was talking to am sy nat in e lib,then at e canteen,and changed company,so ended up with jerold they all.waited for mr pig. >.<

okae went town after tt and caught into e blue.hwah.not bad larh tt movie.but somebody cant quite get wad tt movie's talking bout.hahaha.and kept asking if i'm e one who dun understand coz i keep yawning.wei dun push wad's happening on u to me kae.ha.i wan watch tt andy lau's show larhh.hur.lucky i queued with him for e tix larh.else he'll definitely get dark waters'.damn sly.ha.u ownself oso dun dare to watch,but stil insist on watching.horh?hrmpff.kae walked abit after e show,then took a quite long bus ride home.hmmmm.okae someone crapped bout dunno wad 8ooth mth or wad larh.8oo..lets see..tts like..60+ yrs?ha.

kae nthg much alr.i'm quite depressed now actually.i dun wan to be reminded of my grades larh. >.< but ppl ard me are actually all quite nice coz they keep cheering me up.ha.esp those ppl i'm talking to now online.ha.i wanna watch lilo and stitch 1 and 2!

*imu! bleahs. xP

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anndlearnhowtofly

Tuesday, October 11
21:55

BIG SIGH. :(


sadsadsad.i really pray hard for my results.

anw today me and sy ponned 2 of e enrichment courses.so out of 3,we only went for e morning one bout appearances and etiquette.kae larh was quite entertaining.and tt speaker was DAMN CUTE.really veh veh cute.and shuai.*swooons.with abit of dumbo ears.ha.not everybody with dumbo ears can be cute kae.
went amily's hse after tt with sy to watch e tigger's movie.DAMN CUTE.ahhhh.but i guess its coz of all e laughing in e morning tt caused us to be so tired.and amily's hse is veh veh cosy.all e cute furnitures frm ikea.veh comfortable.

everywhere i go,ppl ask me why i cut my hair.urgh.how i wish i had nv step into tt salon.bahh!kae its short now i noe.faster grow back!

kae.i've gt nthg much more to say.i am sad.

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anndlearnhowtofly

Monday, October 10
22:38

urgh went back to sch to play bball early in e morning. >.< so damn hot can.hwah.nearly melted larh.okae this is to emphasise tt its really really damn hot.

met up with sy after tt at jp and shopped abit and we each got our stuff.wa saw alot of familiar faces at jp today larh.ha saw cl today again.and its so damn coicidental tt i met her in front of tt hair clips stall.ha long story.

hrmpffff.i dun like my hair. :(

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anndlearnhowtofly

Sunday, October 9
22:14

fark.

kae was at m'sia ytd and today.physically there.mentally not.waddever.was playing mahjong almost for most of e time there larh.cant wait to get back.

i was longing for e trip back.and guess wad.i should have stayed there for e rest of my life.nobody cares whether i'm back or nt,alive or dead anw.wtf.


all my worries for nthg.dumb.
having a really bad headache now.those tt'll occur only when i cry really hard.

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anndlearnhowtofly

Friday, October 7
22:21

yay i'm back.and guess wad.promos's over! :)
oh well there's stil results.i really have not a single idea how i'd fare.argh.i'll see when e time comes.


okae.went ktv with sy am nat after our last paper ytd at partyworld.i think e place's better compared to kbox.coz i didnt go partyworld's upstairs before.ya i think e place's super nice.hehe.oh yah before tt on e way to cck frm sch sally was with us.and she had a damn hilarious fall on e bus larh.e four of us sitting down,and only she's standing.and we were like at e front of e bus. hahaha.i think i'm damn evil to laugh so loudly.sorry sal! and at partyworld sy tripped over one wire and nearly fell.luckily e place was quite small and e sofa was nearby.hahaha.damn funny.and when we were leaving,all of us started being auntie larh!wa damn paisae.all e paper towels and fruits.and e drinks.hwah.and tt person serving us were standing outside.mayb she caught us doing all those stupid things la.haha.oh ya saw ch there too.thanks for his vip card. :)

went back to sch today to play bball.wa it was DAMN HOT!we were like burnt larh.so stopped playing at ard 1.kae larh nthg much oso.i think i'm always e one who bullies.wahaha. xP and i really enjoyed e time at e bus stop just now.hmmmm.nice songs for me to listen to. i mean,e feeling was really great.cool air,nice song,warmth,wad more can i ask for? :)


ni zui zhen gui. :)

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