Wednesday, August 31
23:29
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had pj celebrations in e morning.it was BORING.okae la.e performance was not bad though.went up watch e guys bball match awhile and then prize presentation before going off.cabbed back to jss with sy and char.
i was SO HAPPY to see everybody!those ppl who've made my sec sch life wonderful.well.i guess wad's memories will stay as memories and nthg else.urgh.how i miss everyone. :(
anw.had a veh informal friendly with our juniors.kae we were in a play-play mood.not serious at all.but seems like e juniors take this game quite seriously.arh nvm.wad matters most is we had fun.i miss jss bball team!all those hell trngs we had to go through.most imptly its e fun we all had as a team during trngs and trng camps.i think i must thank cmh for all these unforgettable memories.
okae.went jp after tt with bear qin xy.zl and cl joined us ltr on.ate and walked ard.I LOVE THEM TO BITS LA!i dunno y.they can make me luff like mad with e stuff they say larh.i wasnt in a gd mood,and they could make me luff really hard.tt can prove y i love them.but then,i'm a person who's veh easily entertained.so it may not be a big deal.stil,i love them. :)
went over to bear's hse to nua and watch superstar later on.was veh tired and lazy so i just curled up in e sofa and stared at e tv.py joined us ltr on.stayed til bout 10.left for home.
caught up quite abit with py and yq on e way and at e bus stop.well.i guess sec sch days are stil e times when u find ur bestest true fren eh? :)
anw zl asked and she's e first person i've ever told this prob to larh.ZL FEEL HONOURED KAE. anw i dun think tt thing is a big thing to be sad over larh.since i've been through e same thing before.so..eh..ya its not a big problem. oh yah and tt tb.er.i'll decide whether to put it up for ur sake okae? :)
tmr's a holiday.hurhur.
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today was a bad start,but a not-bad end i guess. oh well.
okae first thing in e morning,we had SPA.urgh!damn careless!wthwthwth.grrrr.uh forget it.shall not talk bout it anymore.hurs.
okae and those girls who wore contacts frm o5s13 all wore specs today.cool huh.ha.but stil there're outside comments i guess.like wth? we CANT wear specs tgt la? >.<
nthg happened much in sch.after lessons went straight to tpy with sx.hwah.stil rmbered those times when msh team 3 went crazy over tt place - wj drunk and ran all over tt open space,all of us meeting at 9 to play bball at tpy before gg to work,mahjong sessions at e tuition centre and loads more la.i miss them. anw back to topic.yah went to collect our shoes before e dateline.and guess wad.last pair!and its blue!no red!so sx decided she didnt wan(i guess)and she offered it to me.ha i feel quite..eh..guilty?eh.i dunno how to say larh.but she's nice to lemme have it first anw.
thanks sx!
i think sx's veh sociable.coz i think she can click well with alot of ppl.ha.wad i'm trying to say is tt we toked quite alot on e journeys to and fro.i love my v.cap.haha.(and she told me one secret tt's..veh secret.shall not disclose.hawhaw xP)
okae.i realised tt when i'm alone i tend to be veh mood swingy.when i'm with friends i dun think of my own problems so much,therefore i'll not be sad.(since all my problems are sad)but when i'm alone,i cant help feeling..eh..okae.i dunno how to describe.i'll also keep looking over at my phone for i-dunno-wad reasons larh.damn dumb.urgh.
tmr's tchr's day celeb.and i haf to reach sch by 7?!wth!so early.it'll be a miracle if i get there before 720.anw.hope e whole thing ends earlier.so i can go back to jurong earlier tooo.i miss peeps frm jss!and then friendly game with e juniors. i'm happier than ytd. (:
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went to sch in a REAL bad mood.was damn sad during e first half of e day.feeling so restless and stuff.dunno larh.obviously e reason for this is because of THAT larh.but anw.it dosent matter anymore.nthg really matters anymore.
started to cheer up during chinese.was just laughing like mad with sy.
sigh.i'm on e verge of breaking down. :( somebody kind enough to help? :((
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vexed.
how i hope things wud be like how it was.
i'm hurt by u.badly.
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these 2 days were REAL BAD. :(
wasnt in a gd mood ytd night alr.okae nvm.slept quite late ytd coz i reached home late.like 1130?tts late.stayed in sch til like 1040.i didnt play bball.watch them play instead.and then some of us got juicy info larh.shall not disclose.
okae this resulted in me being late to meet them for e refereeing course this morn.supposed to meet at 7 and i woke at 7.so i went down myself.and ended up i reached earlier than them.i was nearly dozing off.and smth like damn ps happened.it caused jerold to hold up his handout and hide his face and laughing behind tt handout.idiot jerold. >.< but was really quite ps la.
went town after tt with some of the guys and some of us girls.ate,pooled and back home.
sigh.i'm glad some ppl even cared.:(( i'm in a real bad mood now.i thank those who truly cared.but if u dun even bother,forget it.i wun mind.i guess e possibility of e latter is huge.like 99%.
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i'm going crazy real soon.dun irritate me.
:(
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my mood swings are getting real bad nowadays.i flare up VEH EASILY.i dunno y.
putting everything in words so nicely.but actions proved otherwise.so which should i belive in,ur words or actions?
i dunno y am i so concerned bout this.i said i'm going to let things happen naturally alr.and anw.i hate myself for even trying so hard.y bother?urgh wadever.
:(
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was damn sad ytd. :( nvm wad though.
anw.had ihg today.okae.i've caused darwin to lose.happy? was damn pissed larh.if ur so gd den u do the refreeing kae.i'll see how u do then.CP.hur.call me petty or wadeva.i dun care.i love being me.
well.other than tt matter.everything went well larh.celebrated mrs loh's belated bday.ordered pizza.btw we took team photo before tt.coz they could obviouly see how bad e previous one was.yah and we played bball after tt.
been slacking for so many days alr.and my finger's swollen AGAIN.darn.tt finger has been sprained for AT LEAST 3 times.i think its going to be useless veh soon.its purple now. >.< but its til better than somebody's black one. :)
akshduiwehruwbnsjb.
argh.tired.
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in no control of the tears' continuity.
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tired.
tired.
tired.
dang.
ahhh.ya like wads new.i'm nv not tired.
and school was REALLY VEH LONG today! e time was passing really damn slowly. i can stare at e clock, waiting for it to tick pass min by min,for those lessons wch are 1 1/2 hrs. REALLY DAMN BORED.mondays are always bad.but today was exceptionally BAD.anw yah.school ended 1/2 hr earlier today.thanks to mr tan kw.wahaha.and he's VEH cute. looking at how excited we were when he released us at 43o instead of 5, he commented 'u all nv go home before ah' hahaha.damn cute.yah so sch ended at 43o.
wanted to go gym with chenhui actually.but after waiting for dman long stil no key.so we ended up playing bball.after tt went home alr.today is one of e earliest day i've reached home.
sad.i dunno y is there this feeling inside me right now.i mean.so wad?it's not related to me oso right?i dun have e right to go care bout wadever is happening.
i think i really shouldn't force not-to-be-happened stuff to happen, and those stuff which are supposed to happen to not happen.
simply.just let nature take its course.
and i'll just sit and wait for wadever is going to happen to me.
to make things worse.my right ankle hurts like hell.and i've an ulcer in my mouth.plus tt sinking feeling in my stomach.
i'm so blessed.
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refereeing's really not a fun thing.
anw.e weather was considered bad ytd.had to take shelter 2 times.and the games are postponed to wed.there's stil 2 more games left for bball girls.was so bored.and after deciding tt e game have to be postponed,i went down to wait for chenhui to go for trng tgt.ended up playing one half of one netball game.so much more fun.haha.anw we stil lost larh. >.< but seriously its fun.
and i was DAMN tired ytd.i was nearly late.coz i cant wake up.but luckily stil made it before 8.and then after tt went for home u trng.trng's fun too.haha.then went to e gym awhile.and then went foodjunction eat and gossiped DAMN LONG with huimin,brenda(hm's friend) and chenhui.woa.we must definately have another friendly with RP.hiack.
BORING~
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well.
i can say these 2 days werent too gd for me.hrm.
thurs
typical sch day.after which we had match with RP.ya we lost. 44-41.and i was DAMN PISSED.as in.not by the results of the match,or not because of RP.anw.shall not elaborate.i sometimes feel that really,i dun belong to the team.and i feel that i'm not fit to be one of them.coz i show temper when i'm nt happy.i am nt fit to be a basketballer.i cant control my temper larh.ytd when i was damn pissed i did not even bother to run.i dun find it a point.ppl may say i give bad attitude.but like who cares?i tot bball's a team game?
wadever.
i just hate ppl who're biased against anybody.okae.i'm not suited to lead a team.fullstop.
kae.after tt we had pizza.tts when my spirits were lifted,coz i oso toked to some of them bout wad i thought of tt match.i simply love them.eh.SOME only. :) and tt pizza was sort of chenhui's belated celebration.hehh.i think she's happy.hahaha.
friday
had math and econs test today.screwed larh.and i had to take 3 cans of coffee to keep myself awake. was really damn tired.but stil today was fun!helped with the score boards after sch for tmr's ihg.anw i'm going to referee for e first time tmr.hehh.back on track.eh.yah.den played bball after tt.til around 915 i think.left sch at bout 10.went for dinner with them.and that coffeeshop was like black out-ing every 5 mins when we just sat down.and the drink stall's vendor provided us with candles.like how romatic. >.< anw ya ate and crapped.cabbed home.with benson weiwei and steph.they were all bullying me on e way home.hur.
argh.must wake up early tmr.
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my day didnt start off well.but it ended quite well though. =D
ahhh.just because SOMEONE said we quarrelled.which is not very true.hur.but stil we ended up okae larh.there wasnt even a quarrel lorh.he's thinking too much.bahh.
stayed in sch til 9.studied abit and played bball abit.urgh.tired.
and i met jasmine just now!arrrh.she so damn act cool can! *hawhaw.
no larh.i bet she just didnt wan to call me on e bus because she's scared of losing face if i didnt ans her. >.< and i alighted at e bus stop in front, while she alighted at e one inside.in e end we stil met larh.ahh!crazy girl.missed her loads! :)
and there's friendly with RP tmr.hurhur.gonna get some rest.they were saying tt if i'm not so tanned i'll definately look like one panda.
wad a comment.
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physics test over! ahhhh.finally.and i love mdm ong.she's a veh gd teacher.hehh.
and nxt coming up is econs mcq and math 9a 9b.i dunno anything bout 9a and 9b.urgh.anybody help?
anw.i think sch was fun today.hahaha.went lot 1 after sch with sy am nat.they're just C-R-A-Z-Y.like seriously madness with them.lol.went back sch study after tt.before steph came i did some econs la.but when she came ah.woa.went crazy again la.she's damn high.coz she just watched charlie and e choco fact.and then i oso dunno y.i just crapped with her all e way.til e time we're supposed to leave sch. :) hahaha.madness again.
anw.today's chenhui's birthday!
happy birthday chenhui!
ahhh.one mad day. :)
the wonderful thing abt tiggers
is tigger the wonderful things
the tops are made of rubber
the bottoms are made of springs
they're bouncy,trouncy,flouncy,pouncy
fun fun fun fun fun!
but the most wonderful thing abt tigger is
i'm the only one
I'M THE ONLY ONE!
oh hoo hoo hoo!
cute?
say yes pls. :)
and tt was with credits to amily.
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:))
went dinnering with my daddy just now.i've nv went out for meals with him only for veh long alr.hehh.it feels so gd to dine with him.coz he orders all the gd food.slurps.e kind of food i love is also e kind of food he loves. ^^
i can love my dad 101% sometimes,and hate him 101% at other times.for eg,i loved him 101% during dinner just now.hahaha.and my dad irritates me ALOT at times.some of my friends may noe.coz i've complained to them bout him.haha.tts when i'll hate him.he'll just irritate u by poking ur arms everytime u walk pass him,trying to grab ur arms and not let u walk.THATS VEH IRRITATING.but i still appreciate my dad alot larh.i bet he hates rainy mornings coz tt's when i'll wake him up and make him drive me to sch.i'm nt a spoiled brat kae.er.its rainy days only. :D
eh.i dunno y i suddenly write bout my dad.aiya.i just love him alot larh.hehh.
anw.back to me.i feel that my entries are veh random.and boring.actually alot of things have been happening in my life.like i've started going for home u trngs recently,i've also stopped going for my piano lessons alr.now e piano lessons part.i feel quite sad tt im nt going to lessons anymore.tts ironic la.coz i didnt like piano lessons since k2.everybody tell me its wasted i stop going.but i noe i'll just waste my time if i continue for my dip.i noe i wun be able to make it.grd 8 is alr damn diff.i'm just not musically inclined larh.okae.and i'm getting more and more petty as e days goes by.i dunno y i'm always in a bad mood.AHHH. >.<
there's sch tmr.and its until 5.
paosfih riehjkenaksdnasbfjasber.
grrrrr.
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i still love sentosa most.
:))
anw.smth's troubling me.making me cant concentrate in anything else.
this is bad. :(
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wheeeee!
finally caught charlie and e chocolate factory.seriously.its damn cute!and damn magical larh. hehh. and luckily it was a gd show. otherwise i'll be strangled to death by jem. >.<
and guess wad.me sx ch took part in e and 1 3-on-3 on sunday at downtown east.we got 3rd for under 18! okae la.we were DAMN LUCKY tt day.really VERY LUCKY.hurhur.if lady luck wasnt with us we would haf got kicked out in e first round.anw,we reached at around 8 in e morn to register,get our stuff,and then rot til 3pm to wait for our FIRST GAME to start.frm 8 to 3!tts like 7 hrs? we were all going crazy.lol.anw yah and blarblarblar. we played our last match at 8+.and i reached home at around 11+.it was a freaking long day.but worth it! :))
and then monday went sch.usual nat day celebration stuff.blarblar.and went pooling after tt.veh long nv play alr.didnt play much tt day anw.
ytd went to play bball in e morning.and then..ya lorh.went watch movie.haha.charlie and e choc factory is really cute larh.although i was laughing myself e whole way through like some idiot.hur.
well.longest post after so long.i guess i'm not in e right mood today.
and..well nvm.guess i'll tell u guys wad happened nxt time.
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i would like to thank:
peeps frm o5s13,esp - am sy nat eunice danny cherie
my fellow teammates,esp - suxian chenhui tianchi
and not forgetting all e others, namely - yanlin ivan yingbin mel darren and jere for his kinder buenos.
i love all my precious friends.
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