Sunday, June 26
22:24
..i can stone for 2 consecutive days.urgh.i noe i haf hmwk,but i just am too lazy to do them.imagine reading newsweek and trying to ans all those compre qns when u haf totally no idea wad e article is toking abt.brrrr.hate tt.
and,i wan watch charlie and e chocolate factory. :))
oh yah.watched initial d e other day with bear sam py jas they all.it was..nicer than avg. :) and edison was..simple WOAA in tt show.jay's..okae la.cool.hehh.edison was e real eye catching one.hehh.
i wan to watch charlie and e chocolate factory! and oso a lot like love.
broke!
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sch's going to start like in..2 days?and there stil piles of hmwk undone?
dang.
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sigh.
i'm missing e days spent at jbac alr.and its just a few days after we left there.
i miss e CRCs,zipline,absail,all e belayings,and everything.
i miss e bunks too.
i miss everyone frm amundsen.
hai.how great.
sometimes,i just wish we can stop e time at some parts of our life.its such a great thing rite?but we all noe we cant. :(
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wth.
this morning spoiled every single thing la.but luckily later part of e day stil got save abit of my gd mood.argh.
stupid cip.shud make it a dating session instead.
lucky later part of e day went back to pj and played bball.or else i'll stay in my bad mood for e whole day lorh.
ppl dun tok bout u for no reason one.i mean,is there a person who nv talks bad bout a person for his whole life or not?i bet u do tok bad bout others too wad.and,ur actions turn us off.totally.
sigh.imu.
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back frm camp.
sigh.damn tired.but..amundsen rawks can.hehh.with all e girls so united,and all e guys being..er..cute..wad can u expect? ^^ but..ya la e guys are cute la.they're also damn GAY.their actions will make u go 'wth'.but being with them and listening to their craps is just so damn fun la.hehh.overall,its fun la.
reached sch at around 1230.den went out to haf lunch with amundsen members.and we had a tiny birthday celebration for pengyan.den i went back to sch for trng.met sal and sy for a lil while. :) stayed in sch til bout 730,and left for dinner before heading back home for e first time in..3 days?finally back. ^^
hai.i'm feeling so down.wads wrong again?
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wth wth wth.
i've nv played bball e way i played it today for such a long time alr.i dunno.e feeling's just different.and i love e game.
and after bball we studied in sch.okae la.did my s6 tutorial.its damn difficult la.idiotic.and now i'm stil left with 2 qns.
and i hope tt tt idiot will disappear frm my life.wth.i just cant stand her.she's making my mood drop frm bad to worse.alot worser.acts like she's a pro in everything.when obviously she's not.always wan to teach ppl how to do things,when she cant even do e right one herself.wth.
wadeva la.anw today was quite fun la.but my mood just dampened not long ago.idiot.argh.all because of tt.FORGET IT! i'm damn pissed.
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baaahhhh! i'm bored.
sigh.felt quite sick ytd after standing there watching e show with tc and ch.but tt show is nice.haha.and ch was so entertained by e show.lol.we rotted in lot 1 frm 12+ to 3+ nearly 4.zai eh.haha.yah felt abit better after we went out of tt vcd shop.and i found out smth.we can walk and suddenly stop at any place,just to talk.i dunno.it just happens.eg,we went popular first.den stopped outside there to talk.for bout 15 min.den we decided to move on.but someone commented on twins,and we stopped to look at e poster,den after looking we just stood there and toked bout other things,outside e cd shop.and we stopped there for bout 10 min,before deciding to move on again.and guess wad.after moving down e escalator,we stopped some distance away frm it,and started toking bout i-dunno-wad again.yah and it goes on.tts very power la.in my opinion anw.and its fun listening to their conversations.haha.
yea.and i HATE my piano lesson ytd.idiotic tchr.dunno show me wad attitude.wth.how can i play if he shows me attitude?and when i've done nthg wrong?then everything i do he must comment.come on.if u're nt in a gd mood,dun teach can?postpone e lesson?wth.i hate him.affecting my mood.wasting money on e lesson.
argh.its going to be a long day tmr.and i haven touched my hol hmwk!
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i dunno wads e exact difference b/w sec sch friends and jc friends.mayb its coz in sec sch u'll get to know ur friends throughly throughout e 4-yr stay there.and now its just e start of my new sch's life.more time needed.is it?
after ytd,i really miss my friends more than ever.everybody doing everything as a clz.there must be at least one person frm e clz who cares bout u.sincerely.at LEAST one.i dun hate my current life.i oso dun exactly love it.its just so-so.as in..not hatred.yah.
aiya!i just miss jurong sec 4/2`o4.really miss.alot.esp after ytd's gathering.causing u to think back on wad e clz did tgt last time.sigh.i really dunno how to say alr.i dun love e life i'm living now yet.mayb i will.but not now.
i really need true friends.mayb one is enough.those real ones.sigh.i'm damn pathetic la.
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so tired.trng today.and it was so damn sunny!e sun was..damn hot.nv had this sun during trng for..v long alr.and e past vs present was canceled today.coz too lil teams signed up.so we just played by ourselves.hehh.
and..at night..e jss alumni dinner!omg.it was just so damn fun la!4/2 rawks.to e v core.we took up 3 tables.and..we're like e only clz who've almost everybody there.and we went up e stage for 2 times.see how popular 4/2 is.and practically everybody's taking photos. ^^ how i miss e old days.how i wish we were back to sec sch life..i miss jss.i miss 4/2.i miss everyone. ):
and with them,i do not need to worry bout anything.just..play and be happy. nobody will be there to spoil my mood.nobody at all.
but back to reality,okae.now i've got my new friends.i love my new friends too,but e bond is not as strong yet.sigh.i just miss e good old times.
can i turn back time?
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going to break down any moment.feeling so restless.and weak.who's there to care?sigh.
anw.yah thx jas~! telling me e story u made up.okae la not exactly story.but..ya lorh.e fairy and aladin.i wish my 3 wishes get fulfilled soon aiight.luv ya loads~!
my schedule's sososo fully packed for this wk.sigh.and..i'm sad.really sad.haven had this feeling in a long time alr.
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i need to change.i wan to change.i must change!
urgh.
i have no idea wad the hell is wrong with me nowadays.my attitude can change 180d.argh.showed ppl attitude ytd.and i dunno y.i mean i can choose to control wad.y shud i choose e other way?damnits.and,i need to treat eevrybody equally.duh.sick of everything.
but on a happier note.i got my zara top ytd.sy got e same one but another color today. (: and my nxt target is e v neck.
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