Friday, October 29
10:58
okae.i saw smth INCREDIBLY WRONG ytd.omg.
i took 198 to je lib.yar.den at e polyclinic bus stop..a guy boarded e bus.and..this guy..who's really a guy..was wearing tight fit hipster..and his top was like those woman's office wear.3/4 sleeve..and buttons up front.yar.and he had long hair which he tied up into a bun.and he's tall.okae.at e first look..he really looks like a female.he really does..if he didnt leave his blouse unbuttoned to e 3rd or 4th button.he just like left it so opened..and wanting ppl to noe he's a guy..but wanting to be a grl.omg.at first i was sooo surprised when he boarded e bus.coz when i glanced towards e entrance..i was like 'huuuhh? y tt woman dare to wear until like tt' but after bio-ing..its a him.arghh.i just cant believe it lar.and his actions are all wad woman do.aiyaaa.okae.stop here.i just cant bear to go on elaborating.
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bei ai shi xing fu..ai ren shi tong ku
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o levels in 5 days' time!!!!!
shoot fer e moon.even if u miss..u'll land among e stars*
wish me all e best fer tmr.may tmr be one of my best days..so i can get 34 or 35.
[gt analyse before de okae.haa]
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hais.think i made my mummy mad just now.hmmm.dunno lei.i just lost my temper after i came home.sigghhhh.but really wad..nvm nvm.ma fault.
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weeee~
sighh.so sians.tmr's my prac~!!!arghh.
okaee..so..there's lessons today..but i ponned.lol.
think gonna go je library mug by maself ltr on.coz i simply cant study at home.i'm addicted to maple story.arhaha.tt stupid green mushroom killed me so many times ler.hmmm.
okaeee.blog ltr if i haf e chance.bb~
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[Love is like waiting for a bus. ]
When the bus
comes, you look at it and you say to yourself
"eeee...so full....cannot sit down, I'll wait
for the
next one."
So you let the bus go and waited for the second
bus. Then the second bus came, you looked at it
you said, "eeee...this bus is so old...so
shabby!"
So you let the bus go and again, decided to wait
for the next bus.
After a while another bus came, it's not
crowded,
not old but you said, "eeee...not air conditioned
...better wait for the next one." So again you
let the bus go and decided to wait for the next
bus.
Then the sky started to get dark as it was
getting late. You panicked and jumped
immediately
inside the next bus. It is not until much later
that
you found out that you had boarded the wrong
bus!
And you wasted your time and money just to get
into the wrong one!
Even if an air conditioned bus comes, you can't
ensure that the air conditioned bus won't break
down or whether or not the airconditioner will
be too cold for you.
Wanting to get what you want is not wrong. But
it
wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance. If
you find that the "bus" doesn't suit you just
press the red button and get off the bus! Hey,
who
said life is fair??? The best thing to do is be
observant and open-minded. If it doesn't suit
you,
get off.
I'm sure you've had this experience before. You
saw a bus coming (the bus you want of
course).
You
flagged it but the driver acted as if he did not
see you and zoomed pass you! It just wasn't
meant
for you!
The bottom line is, being loved is like waiting
for a bus you want. Getting on the bus and
appreciating the bus by giving it a chance
depends
totally on you. If you haven't made any choice,
WALK!
Walking is like being single. The good side of it
is you can still choose any bus you want...the
rest who couldn't afford another ride would just
have to be content with the bus they rode on,
ugly
or not.
Also, sometimes it is better to choose a bus you
are already familiar with rather than to gamble
with a bus that is unfamiliar to you. But then
again, life wouldn't be complete without the
risks
involved.
But there is one bus that I failed to tell you
about.- the Bus you do not have to wait for, the
Bus that will stop on its own and ask you if you
wish to come inside, then take you for a joy ride
for the rest of your life.
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wellll~
went mugging at je lib.yarr.and was like so pissed off by this grp of ppl. totally inconsiderate.brrr.
they talked loudly..played their music loudly.okae.lemme ask.heard of anybody bring speakers to e lib and connect it to their mp3s or wadeva and play e music like so loudly?damn them.cant even concentrate wif their wadevas.tok soo loudly summore.cumone larh.tts a library.not a coffeeshop.
zao bu dao jian qiang de li you
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arghhhh.
i hate u i hate u i hate u!!!!!
yesssss u!!!!
nahh.not tt gayish thing.i haf no time for him anymore.its..YOU!!grr.
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yar.sumone spoilt my grad nite ytd lorh.nvm larh.i noe he's she's just plain JEALOUS.nvm larh.he she dun need to be.he she haf alot of things other ppl yearn for.fer eg..tt curly hair tt so many aunties wan..but they haf to perm them.he she just haf them naturally! tts gd issnt it.and tt fat and thick mouth of his hers!er..sorry is big mouth and thick lips.they look gd on grls..esp him her!!wow..he's she's so damn lucky i'm telling u.
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today..is our big day~!!!!it is our graduation day~!!!
arrr.i just cant believe tt today is our last day officially in jurong sec.awww.sad mans.but we had hell loads of fun tking photos.err..i think nobody was in e crying mood today hur..but mrs thai cried..i think sum others cried too..budden its a very minority larhh.
yarr.so..today's our last day.hrmm..mr lee is e best teacher!!!arrr! haha.
fun fun fun~!!!
okaee..photos photoss~
4/2's dearr mr lee.he's so gdd~!!haha.very ai mei oso.
'mr lee we love u~!!!dun arm chio~!!!' haha.this was wad we shouted just now to him after he gave his speech. (:
yet another bestest teacher..mrs tong~!!
4/2
me and bear.my friend and classmate since pri one.power leii..10 yrs same class.one of my bestest fren~!!!u rOck~!
qin.my fren since sec 1.plays gd bball.a person who's very clear of wad she wans. tt is..decisive larh.haha.keeps commenting on my indecisiveness.hrmmmm.haha.another of my bestest fren~!!
waileng~!c grls captain.yar..she's e key player.knew her frm sec 1.veeryyy sociable.
chunliang.haa.me and her going to clementi work.bleahh.xin ma hur.haha.k larh.she's violent.loves pinching ppl's stomach. (:
ms chua.our coach~! she came to jss a few mths ltr than us..and she's oso gonna leave nxt yr.yar.she brought e team thru all sorts of training..and got our c'grls nat champs in 2002.best coach ever~! e trainings she give can kill.imagine running one round of e ntu campus..wif all e upslopes..then asking us to sprint 400m round e track.OMG.freaking scary.
part of jss bball b'grls`04.
all e best in everything each and everyone of ya do~!!
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i really dunnno wad is happening.
there it goess~
flying so far away..and nv coming back again.
byee~
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today went back for lessons.boring day.
anyway..today saw our sch's shoe.damn cool man.lols.really larh.its quite nice.not bad.yarrhh.and they haf to like wait til now then cum out with this kind of things.when we're going to leave e sch to wherever we're going to.
now i noe.i'm left alone.
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weeeee~!!
haha.yepp.didnt go sch today.went je lib study instead.yar.it worked out quite well larhh. (:
actually i tot i'm gonna study by myself.and bear mayb cuming ltr.but when i alighted frm e bus i saw em.so we went studying together.haha.sm came ltr larh.heard tt today 11 ppl were absent frm our clz.and out of e 11..9 are grls.hmm.haha.
yarr.tmr i'm gonna haf lessons.arghh.bored.and then..fri's e big day.our grad day tt is.yar.wear sch uniform muz line up go to hall tt kind.lol.no prom for jss.awww.
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hiii~
hmm..yarh.so today went sch like any other days.aww.sianish.scoldings frm mrs soh again.hrmm.she shouted so loudly and suddenly.but..really larh..i feel tt our clz is e slack-iest one in e whole of jurong's history..bleahh..
okae..i dozed off in clz today.i really cant help it.i did not slp very late last nite wad..abt 11+..but was stil tired.yarhh..so..i dozed off lar.during english.i think its got smth to do wif yw.coz he's just sitting beside me..den he just slps everywhere.so..yar.e prob lies wif him. (:
tuition after sch.a math.i really cant get along wif it.no matter how i try oso cannot get all e wadeva inside my brain.hmm..okae..mayb i did not try hard enough.but stil..aiya..dunno larh..
went for dinner after tuition.had nasi lemak.superbb.soo nice.haha.bear intro one.really very nice.*slurpss
went mac after tt.actually wanted to study..budden..took all my stuff out but nv study.so came home quite early.hiacks.will study tmr.bleahh.
soo long nv go je lib ler.mayb tmr going.lalalaaa~
(:
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arghhh!!chem was difficult!told ya i sux at QA.grrr.
physics was stil okae.budden i feel tt e experiment very very weird.coz nv do b4 one.haha.so..stil okae lorh.my chem's gonna kill me though.
deciding whether to go sch tmr.coz if i go den i will slack in clz e whole day doing nthg.if i'm at home at least i can wake abit later and haf more concentration doing my stuffs.but..there's pe tmr.i dun wanna miss pe.y muz we haf our pe lesson on those days tt're e longest..arghh.
okae larh.mayb cutting ma hair ltr.MAYB.lets see how it goes.gonna prepare for piano lesson le.ciaos.
oh oh oh.and i overheard smth today.was so sad.coz i feel tt i'm so cheated.by my own frens.i dunno bout those others whom i haven told them and mayb wun ever tell them wad i heard..mayb they alr noe..mayb they dun.i stil feel sad.coz ..it's related to *.wth.accusing me of anything.so angry.
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baccckkk frm e chalet!!
hiackss.so tiredd. ):
hmm..e chalet..was okae larhh.eat alot only lOrh.bleahh.
and tmr's my prac.omg.i sux at QA.arghh.
i wan slp liao.bb
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okaee.
i played e whole of today.hahas (:
but then..on e mrt today theres this grp of dunno wad.wth lorhh.e mrt was so packed wif ppl..den how i noe i pushed dao anybody.if i did den sorry larh!oso not purposely one.say say say.push dao abit oso cannot.are u tt fragile or not.freaking damn things.
anyway..today..cool lei..bleahh.i really need to get down to sum serious work.
argh.and i'm most prob oso going to play my tmr and sunday at e chalet.OMG~! okae larhs.mayb not so bad.i'm having tuition tmr.at least i'm gonna study okae.
oh yarh.today i met tt idiot on bus.wth.e sight of him irks me.idiotic face.mouth so big.hair so curly.eyes so small.wad kind of guy are u.
(:
if i'm being treated like a for-u-to-accuse thingy..then..dun blame me for treating u tt badly.i have no choice
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i feel tt u've taken enough frm me.pls stop.i beg u.pls.
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BUT!!!!!
no matter how indecisive i can get..i will still haf my own stand.
tt's all i hafta say.sigh.u're breaking me into pieces,i'm telling u.all becoz of u and ur actions.
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...
i'm soooooo damnn pissed.argh.nvm wad.coz i haf absolutely so much things to say..and this is not e right place.shall coop myself up.grr.
okaee..shall say smth tt i really cannt keep to myself.
i HATE being accused for such trival matters.i dun mean i like being accused for major probs.but i really dunno wad did i do to get so much accusations.wth man.argh.wadeva u wan say just say larh.cant care much anyway.major probs..my fault.minor probs..my fault again.everything is my fault.happy now?
haha.i shall stop being so indecisive.lol.qin was saying how indecisive i can get.coz my gums show alot.haha.nvm. (:
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bahhhhhh!!!
lol.going out soon.
je lib rOx.yea rite.
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lurvess..
kitkats`
kinder buenos`
frosties`
doughnuts`
mash potatoe`
muahahaa.slurpss* (:
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DAMN TT MR LEEEE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
grr.made me spend $8 on 4 passport size photos.and tt time he said tt we need not be in our sch uniform.its just better if u're in ur sch u. [hrmm..although i was not there when he said these..i stil gt e exact thing frm my frens]
okae.den everybody spent money on tking photos NOT in sch u.now he's telling us he's not gonna accept those ppl's photos tt're not in sch u.wth.conveying e wrong msg to us..den now he expects us to like go tk another photo??arghh.graduate til so troublesome. x:
gonna mug by myself..mayb wif sum others tmr.studdyyy~!!!! brrr.
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arghh..
DID NOT go to escape ytd.coz everybody was like sian sian like tt so nv go lohs.hmm..nvm..can save money..we shall go at e end of e year..haaa (:
yar..went mugging at je today..completed one a math paper tt was not very diff..and a music essay qn on prokofiev..sianish..tmr stil haf sch!!argh.
went tk passport size photo wif jasmine today.okae..it looks real bad okae.and jas says she look bad.when in actual fact she does not.and going out wif jas can make u luff like mad.she's always doing very lame stuff one larrhh.like bio-ing sumone den e sumone caught her bioing him..ahhhaaaa..
k larhh.wan slp early liao.or i will slp in clz again tmr. x:
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yeppp..
so tired.yar..i noe i wun be able to make it to 3 mth course in jc.and anyway..i'll be going to np nxt yr if my results allow me to. (:
just back frm studying at je lib.sigh..
tt yandao is there everyday..py wud be madd everytime she catch any sign of him anywhere..haa..
okae..i noe todae i'm crappy..budden..dunno larhh..
anyway we'll be going to escape this sat i think.yesshhh~!!i've nv been there.haa..mountain tortise.okae..if e weather is gd..and nobody changes anything..we'll definately be going!! (:
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hais..
):
MR HO TZE YEE!I AM NOT MS HAPPY HOUR!!
grrs..
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A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
he said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her
forever....and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he
cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her
face the boy grabbed her arm and said....
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I dont want to be with you forever. I NEED to be
with you forever.
And I wouldnt cry if you walked away...I'd die...
isnt it sweeeet..sighhh
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now then i realised.if i hate sumone..i HAVE TO hate him/her for e rest of my life.i cannot be friends wif those i hated b4.yar.for everybody out there.u're not supposed to be friends wif those u hated b4 ok?
tts wad tt gay said.and he she is not even thinking bout himself herself b4 toking.brainless ass.
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xi huan ni..
xiang ai ni..
xiang shuo zhen xing hua..
sighhss.tired ley.my eyes hurt.
yarrr.went to e library agn this afternoon.and i spent my whole time there staring at my txtbk.staring and not letting all e info sink in.dunno wad e hell am i thinking abt.arghh.was sosososo tired.
saw melissa..my cousin's daughter.she has brown hair.realli brown.and she's swimming for e national youth or smth.superbb in swimming.and i think studies oso qiote gd.coz she's frm RV.but she dun recognise me.lol.
aiyaa.so damn tired.
its so hard to keep everything to urself
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i cant take it anymore.
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lol..
i've just seen e BIGGEST JOKE of my life.really.no kid.
laaa~i am wad i am.i dun care wad ppl think okae.i mean..i will change if my frens think wad i did was realli bad.but no one commented to me anything yet..and u're e one doing all sorts of complaining.and wad are u to comment..u're not even fit to lick frm my shoes okae.. (:
i pity u
eh..no.i cannot be pitying u.waste my time only.i just live my life happily.and not like u..care bout me sooo much tt u waste ur sec 4 yr.yessshhhh~!!!i'm so happy.lalalaaaa~
yepp.went studying at je library.yar..going to mug there til o's.arghhh.
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