when i think about you,
nothing else seems to be.
i drift to a beautiful place,

and i find you there,
waiting for me.
when you fill my mind, i feel there's nothing
i couldn't do.

i find my inner strength,
when my heart is full of you.
you take my hand so gently,
for my heart you already hold.

your arms so strong around me,
ours is a love story still being told.
a sweet, peaceful feeling
surrounds my very soul,
when i feel you near me,

i know you'll never let go.
you're always there for me,
and i'll forever be here for you.
there'll never be an ending,
to a love so pure and true.


Thursday, September 30

23:33

on e bright side..prelims are overrrr~!!!!!! yessshhhhhhhhhh!!!!

eh..but on e darker side..o lvls are like just 4 wks awae..omg..sigh.


okae.now i have to worry bout my prelim results.i realli haf no idea wad to do if i'm going to get like all Bs and Cs and nthg else for all my sub in o lvls..i've been studying 4 yrs for this major exam and i get this kind of results..i really do not noe wad to do if i'm getting tt kind of results..argh.

yepp.todae when i was in e middle of my paper i had a bad stomachache.must be e things i had earlier on this morning.budden bear they all oso was not affected..yar e prob lies wif my stomach.yar.so i wasted 10 min?shud be.arghh.i did not ocmplete my a math paper.and i bet i will fail badly in this. )=

tmr we stil haf sch.so sians


):

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Tuesday, September 28

22:44

hao xiang hao hao ai ni

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anndlearnhowtofly



22:10

arrr!!last two papers..a math paper 1 and 2..jiayou~!!

(:

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anndlearnhowtofly


Sunday, September 26

22:48

Message: A Gentleman and a Perfect BF !

Guys should ALWAYS sent the girl home.. Most of
all GF..

Guys should NEVER make a Girl WAIT...

Guys should NEVER make empty promises.. The girl
will NEVER forget that u NEVER keep ur
promise....

Guys should Learn to wear Jeans.. Its more
presentable.. Dun go around town
wearing "Bermudas".. Or watever u call it manz..

Guys should ALWAYS pay for the girl when out on
a date.. EVEN when ya not the girl's BF.. Its
onli the basic..

Guys should be MORE sensitive to a girl's
feelings..

Guys should NEVER neglect their GF just becoz of
their buddies..

Guys should ALWAYS BE THERE for their GF..

Guys should NEVER LIE.. coz the Girls r SMART
these days..

Guys should ALWAYS be the BEST in everything..
So that the Girl can learn from u.. Yet DUn be
TOoo Arrogant...

Guys should be MORE Patient and Understanding
when its the "time of the MOnth" for the Girls..
They tend to haf MOOD SwIngs...

Guys should learn how to SHOW more AFFECTION to
their Love ones..

Guys should ALWAYS take the FIRST STep..

Guys should MAKE DECISIONS... Not say " dunno
lar.. or anithing larz.." Girls like guys who
can make decisions.. whether is where to eat or
go or do.. Bleahz~~

Guys should Try to send their GF home from sch
or work if they haf the time despite the
distance.. Besides SG isn't very big..

Guys should learn NOT to be toooo Messy... in
the things they do..

Guys should learn to call and sms their GF ani
time of the day/nite.. Basically give their GF
the sense of SECURITY.. tts wat girls want most
from their BF..

Guys should try to let their GF know where and
wat their doing all the time.. SO should their
Girl..

Guys should NEVER Flirt around too Much.. SG is
too small.. Everyone would know that ya a JErk..
Girls can gossip quite alot..

Guys should learn to be more Passionate..

Guys should be SMART, Quickwilled and
STRONGWILLED..

Real Guys DO CRY.. they haf feelings too.. But
dun CRY to Often.. Coz its NOT very manly..
Besides ya be known as a WIMP..

Guys should KNOW their GF likes and dislikes..

Guys should know their GF contact NumberSSsss by
Heart...

Guys should never give excuses like
- SOrry I fell asleep..
- Sorry I was caught in a jam..
- Sorry my hp went Low..
- Opps.. I didn't know that..
- Oh i forgot...

Guys should Never use phrases like
- ya not angry r u? (when its OBVIOUSLY she
is..)
- I dun like it.. ( when u haven't even try )
- I dun like them ( when u haven't even met
them )

Guys should always TRY new things and learn to
adapt..

Guys should ALWAYS make a good impression on the
Girl's Parents..

Guys should know how to make their GF happy..

Guys should NEVER be GAYS...

Guys should be DARING to meet ani of their GF's
friends, relatives.. blah blah...

Guys should never make their GF to beg for them
to do this or that..

Guy should Learn to behave themselves at times..

Guys should be Fun, Talkative, Outgoing.. etc..

Guys should Never force their GF to do anithing
they dun want..

Guys should always FEEL like a girl when guys r
wif their GF.. Girls like guys who can be their
bestfriend too.. Understanding.. etc..

Guys should always talk to their GF about their
made-decisions.. and ask how to feel about it..

Guys should NEVER always expect a GIRL to tell
them WAT THEY DID WRONG.. when EVERYTHING was
WRONG...

Guys should NEVER be Ignorant!

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly



14:53

3 more subjects.4 more papers!arrr!!

soon..prelims will be over!budden..e last 2 papers are killerss.arghh.a math.i haf absolutely no confidence in passing my a math.die die die.
)=

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anndlearnhowtofly


Wednesday, September 22

22:29

brrr.prelims HALF over.arghhh.
i bet i cant get at least a C5 for my science.tts like sososo badd.but..its just so me to not get any good grades.sigh.
and..i bet i cant pass my SS!!!!arghhh~!!i got alll e facts wrong.totally wrong.arrr!!going mad very soon.

yar.i've not told anybody bout these 3 weird dreams i haf on 3 continueous nights.arghh.i just cant believe how can i dream bout those things.i mean..okae..so wad if i'm like quite close to them..hmm..aiya.i just dunno how to say.e dreams are just very weird.mayb for the 2nd night's its not so..not possible.its so real-life.i mean..only on e 2nd night.but on e 1st and 3rd..its just so absolutely unbelieveable.
okae u all must be puzzled.alright.i shall stop here.so as not to make u all blur-er than ever. (:

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Saturday, September 18

13:24

juz finished my english paper 1 and 2.grrrs.


i forgot to mention smth ytd.


e old feeling is back again. *doinks*


how in e world can i let it be back..??i muz stop it.

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Friday, September 17

22:56

i did smth verrrryyy bad today.
hais.
sorry zJ.


okae.although i know i did smth bad..i stil am very sad.really very very sad.brr.
nvm.no one will understand how i feel anyway.
absolutely.no.one
i'm not to be in this world to hear scoldings frm u okae.say everything bout me.i'm not deaf and i think u noe and purposely wans me to hear everything.so wad?after i hear wadeva u say..at e most feel angry only..or sad..and wadeva..juz 2 more mths!all will be over.only thing is tt..mayb there wun be any frens left by my side after 'o's..oh wells..nvm..i'm prepared..
i muz ren!!2 more mths only!!jiu wun haf to see tt sickening face of urs anymore!!

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Wednesday, September 15

22:56

-forgotten.and.unappreciated-

this..sux.

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Sunday, September 12

22:13

ooo yar.i wanna say a very big 'THANK YOU!!!' to all those tt rmbered my birthday.really appreciated all e msgs and testimonials.thank you thank you thank you~!!


theres a new yr resolution rite..so here goes my birthday's..
and my birthday resolution:
okae.i hafta control my temper.and be more hardworking.then i cannot..i repeat..cannot hate anybody anymore.if ppl dun like me..just let them be.i'm living my life.not theirs.okae..and be emotionally strongg.not be hurt by all those stupid lil comments anymore.okae.and..respect everybody ard me.


okae.this is my birthday resolution.hahaahaaa (:

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly



22:09

wee..finally 16 today~!! hahaa..
nthg much oso..hmm..just went for a dinner at fish&co..my dad's treat..den my sis bought me 2 giordano polo and 1 sleeveless!woots.i luv my family to bittsss.
tmr hafta wake up sooo early.sch's starting! and prelims is like in..less than 1 wk? argghhh.i hateeee exammss.but wad to do?life's like tt.eeekkss.

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Friday, September 10

20:49

tell ya wad.i muz say a thank you to u.definately.at least i can get to be a bitch.tts wad u called me isnt it?yar.and this is like so much better than u.u cant qualify for a bastard,and not oso qualify for a bitch.u're a in-between.so..hmm..tts called..a guy..grl..hmm..a sissy.wif ur brains and eyes in ur butt.yess.it must be.

and and and! at least i dun flirt around.anyway..can i request u do define wad does bitch mean in ur dictionary?

lol.sumone muz be blind today to not see me in red.ming ming jiu you liang ge stil say you yi ge.omg.wa.i think u're learning frm ur gay friend his gay tactics alr huh.shouting in e air like nobody's biz.i pity u.




and everybody..pls stop ur chad this chad tt.i haven watch cinderella!brrr.

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly



18:17

ihateuihateu

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anndlearnhowtofly


Tuesday, September 7

22:37

choco smiley biscuits rOx.lol.


so tired!grrrs.no mood to study ler..howw????


i wan to watch cinderella!!!lol.coz they alll say gt yandao.chad michael murray.or smth.not sure.arrr...

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anndlearnhowtofly


Monday, September 6

22:13

i juz cannot believe how u can hate one person then tell e exact same person bout negative comments bout another.arrggghhh.this is very very sickening.


aiyaaaa.dunnnnooo laaaa....
mayb i'm oso one who belongs to this grp.but i dun think so?ok.i shall stop contradicting myself.i juz hate this kind of perosn to e core.and if i ever did this kind of things..at e most i'll just hate myself too.


and starting frm today onwards..everytime i hate sumone..i'll juz add a 'ihateu' at e end of my blog.and it adds on to all e previous 'ihateu's.ok.mayb it sounds abit lame.but stil its e only way i can keep myself cool.i'm outnumbered k.tt gay.make me so ma fan.and e sight of him makes me sooooo irritated! spoils my day!! brrrr.



ihateu

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anndlearnhowtofly


Thursday, September 2

20:45

heyy..
back.lols.i simply luv hazelnut chocolatess~!!! superbb. *slurps*

hmmss.so many things happened.and i really dun fancy being frens wif those gays?they juz make my eyes corrode.like hell.plsplsplspls.dun lemme see gays every agn.but..in my sch theres alr like..hmm..2?

ihateuihateuihateuihateu

gays.shouts things like 'eeyer so er xin!' 'yi zi flirt flirt flirt'
lalalala~can u imiagine a guy shouting 'eeyer so er xin!'???wth mans.and i reckon he's just jealous.so he just cant concentrate on anything else and juz haf to keep track on me seeing who i'm toking to and wadeva.haa.THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR UR CONCERN YA?

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly


Wednesday, September 1

23:37

tired.sians

i'llspreadmywings
anndlearnhowtofly

allright
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