Tuesday, August 31
22:35
argh.juz came back frm tuition.dunno y so damn tired?and a math is definately a not for me sub..
tired..
-.-..bu yao na me sad hao bu hao..u're wad u are..and luv being urself k?we all luv u for wad u are..
nthg much to say.
oh one more thing to add on.u wan scold me den jiu scold for all i care.budden i stil think u shud noe this.u're juz rubbish.i dun mind if anybody else [and i mean anybody except u] say i wadeva blar blar.but u're not qualified.coz..u're not up to standard! look at urself first can?small eyes..big mouth..hair's tts sosososososo curly..omg.and u simply luv doing things which normally girls like to do.like trying to shout loudly right behind me and trying to let me noe u're scolding me? pls.tts call timid.scaredy cat.erm..are u fit to be a cat..at all?
didnt i say i didnt haf anything to say?well.it ended up with quite alot isnt it?
sorry for those who are his sososos gd frens.i mean..i'm juz toking bout him.dun feel offended k.sorry to those who feel offended.sorry to all.all except him.or shud i say her.
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juz came back frm cps.lols.this yr very sians~!! nobody go back de.hmmss..
those netball grls younger than us by 2 yrs all recruited into fmss!omg leh..y cant it happen in our batch..
and hF pF pW pY is stil as chio as ever..and guys ah..nv got to see those i know better de..only one tt caught my attention is cT..cools~
no big change in cps..
today morn went nsc..nthg much..only haf to go back on 26th oct..
after tt went to jss..boringg..so damn lots of ppl and its very very disorganised..
sum things happened..i oso dunno how cum..but den..frens haf to go thru lots of obstacles k..i wish tt all of us..and i mean..everybody..will be like last time..wif nthg to worry abt..but for me being back like last time wif tt gay is certainly impossible.so i hope we all..stay as happy as last time hao bu hao??
smth stupid happened ytd..
i had all my contacts in my previous phone tt spoiled rite..den e phone i using currently dun haf all e no i haf last time..so ytd this person msged me..and til this morning 10am i tot it was phoong kaiwen! and i found out its not.it is eugene.omg.damn stupid.ps sia..
k la hafta go prepare for tuition ler..bb~
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thank u.really very thank u.
thank u for hurting ur leg by kicking tt bench becoz u heard my name.hahaass.
sarcastic?evil?wadeva?i dun care.juz a very big thank you..u're such a role modal for a gaaayyyyy~!!!!weeee~
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this is interesting.i've got one more ulcer at e upper part of my mouth.i think my mouth is going to corrode any moment.hurray~
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arrrrr!!!!verrrryyyyy pain!!! shou bu liao ler!!!!!!
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bad bad day
woke up this morn wif a bad sore throat.i haf been gulping down tonns of water these few days.and i stil haf such a terrible sore throat.and can u imagine a sore throat plus two ulcers in ur mouth?i suspect tt mayb i didnt get a sore throat.mayb i oso haf an ulcer in my throat.it hurts like mad when i tok.argh.and guess wad.i stil ate lots of fried food today.omg.
hmm.today..my throat spoiled my morning..and afternoon i was ... lOrhss.simply cant understand y am i so easily agitated over such tenny-weeny matters.but..i guess today i'm juz really unhappy.shall not mention it here anyway.or i'll think more and more and make myself so paranoid.
and now i'm like having e left side of my nose stuck.arr! cant do anything.its just..hard to breathe using one hole.aiya.nvm.
abshdrureopriahf sjfsdjbcjxbsjkc.
ARGH~!!!
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hmms.
english oral tt day was stil ok larhh.i feel tt wad i said was far tooo general.coz jM told me tt when i walk away he had juz finished e picture.omg.really too fast ler la me.
den nthg much happened lorhh.ytd tt gay nv go music. 'i dun feel like going tmr.i'd rather spend time on something more worthwhile..like my math and sci..' wth.ms chng says its his own business.haa.wadeva.
juz came home.lols.very omg.juz now i took e lift..den i didnt know that e guy behind me wanted to tk e lift tOo..so i juz went into e lift and pressed '6' den 'DC'.i looked up..and he was like jammed b/w e life doors.and my finger was stil like on e 'DC' button for quite some time.lols.after i realised tt of coz i quickly removed my hand frm e button.i said 'sorry sorry'..and he was like 'oww..' lols.to tt guy..really very sorry..i didnt mean to react so retardedly and so slowly..
tired.dunno whether to go study ltr.see my mood how.
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grrs.monday eng oral.and e suay-est thing is tt e sosososo idiotic GAY is in e same grp as me.OMG.if i flunk this oral its all gonna be becoz of him/her [in between].and i hate ppl who juz say bad things bout anyone loudly when e person he/her [in between] is within e distance where they can hear wad he/her [in between] is toking bout.lols.wan say come right in front of me say.RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME.IN MY FACE.dun act like a sissy [although i noe u are].and pls.look at urself.u look more like a guai wu den anybody k.hair tts so short.u cant leave it longer than it is now anyway.they'll be sosososo supperrr curly.LOLS.den eyes so small.and mouth so big.wa.so look at urself in e mirror first k? anyway i stil rmb wad he/she [in between] once told me.tt time he/she went to bk in town wif kent [they were once gd] and kent's bro.den gt a bunch of grls juz beside the table they're sitting at.lols.den he/she [in between] heard them look at kent and say 'this one yandao' and den kent's bro and said 'this one oso yandao' and him/her [in between] and said 'this one so ugly'.LOLS.
ok.anybody may hate me after seeing wad i blogged.but..pls everybody.i'm juz stating e facts.sorry if i made any offences.sorry only to those tt are not e gay and gay's gay mentioned above.
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got back our chinese o lvl results today.i scored a B3! aw.tts like..a muz to go for e exam again at e end of yr.and tt means i haf to like study chinese for this half of e yr? argh.i hate chinese.but..its a subject tt 'A's can be scored.oh wells.
my eng oral is this coming monday~!!! and i'm gonna be e first person.omg.
i haven started on any subjects! and my preliems are like in..hmm..35 days? argh.i'm stil blogging here.oh gosh.gotta go get some work done.and i haf to go for detention tmr.late 2 times ler.=X
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i hate sch.
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today went to watch ndp.
LIN JJ rOx~!!!
lols.he's juz sosososososo yandao.not actually.he's cute.awww..lurrvvee him to bitsss.
hmm shall describe e whole thing.[i did not meet zilin.sad.and she told me she saw hx.omg.jas..u shud be there]
as expected there were tooonnnnssss of ppl.okie.so we entered e stadium and gt our goodie bags.lots of things inside.and we proceeded on to e seats.hmm if u nv wear red u will really stand out.coz 97-percent of e ppl are all wearing red.okie so goes on blar blar.first performance..omg sia..tanjong katong's band perform.lols.gt one person..march til shoe cum out! i think its shoe la.wadeva it is..its smth black.at first only gt one.den i didnt notice it til a bunch of guys behind me say 'ey.shoe there leh!!' den i jiu pengs.after some time they say 'ey gt 2 leh!' i looked again.really there was another.arr..really damn funni.den they had to wait til after their performance ended b4 another of their member ran to get back tt pair of wad-looked-like-shoes.den after this was e boonlay sec's performance.after they ended and when they were running off e field..those bunch of guys said 'ey no shoes left ah?' i was really entertained by them lohss.den every yr its e same stuff.juz now gt one guy says he's frm e press holdings and told a group of us tt he wans us to wave e falg and look in front when e pm arrives so he can tk photo.and my mum told me'tmr u will see ur face on newapsper.'eh..hmmss..better dun.sia suay.hiacks.at e end part gt e stepping down of prime minister thingy on e big screen rite..den e big screen was lyk juz rite behind where i was sitting..den b4 tt we were all standing up to send our president off..after tt gt some ppl behind nv sit down..tt bunch of guys lyk shouting' wa eat glass grow up one..' den those ppl nv hear..this guy repeated again'WA EAT GLASS GROW UP ONE AH..CAN SEE THRU U LEH..' but they stil nv hear la.lols.LIN JJ sing very nice~! he's soo cute.aw..he sang at e 7+ o'clock..den at e end oso..left e stadium..LOADS OF PPL~!! really packed lyk sardines.but they were playing JJ's song.so nice.
okie.so tts about it.am tired after this loooong day.
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i dun make up stories.i repeat.i DUN make up stories.i dun haf this kind of habit k.and oso.i hate super duper paranoid ppl.i dunno y.mayb i'm one myself.
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today.is.pwb's.bday
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yar.tell everybody smth i nv did.and they will think tt i'm e one in e wrong.yar.in fact..i was in e wrong.so go on.tell every single one of my fren.and make them leave me.one by one.and leave me by myself.friendless.tt's wad u wan isnt it?
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some things..are really better left unsaid.
i am not eligible for frens.
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ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SO SO SO SURE I'M GONNA FLUNK MY PRAC!!!!!!
DIE LER LA!!!!
hais.sad ah.fail ler la.i was lyk..aiyo.dunno la.i juz cannt play well.die.scales stil alrite.only played wrong one.den pieces better than scales..die at sight reading and oral..ommmggg~ i can imagine wad kind of results i get..i DREAD tt day..
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had 2.4 run today..OMG~!!! i got a B! i was expecting a A! hais.and i think i really had dragged sam down to get a B oso.sorry sam~
hmms.tmr..my grade 8 prac~!! 9am in e morn.arrr..die ler la.i stil can memorise all of my scales.den my pieces is lyk.. shit lorhss..hmm..i will be v contented wif juz a pass..at least it's stil as pass..hope e examiner wud not be too strict tmr yar?
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tell ya.i really hate going to sch.now i understand.wads e meaning of TRUE friends.coz.i haf none? i really dunno.they are those who gives u support de rite?nah.this is not happening.or everybody out there is lyk tt?i'm really disheartened.i noe its my fault.budden this stil shudnt be happening lyk tt ma. and sorry to all my friends out there.
dkjfih rfwahxbrwar.
wadeva
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